｜Love Fade￢

Do it or not,your choice

2012-01-05T01:21:00.000-08:00

Big gaps time with my previous post...
i dont know,is so hot now,and bored..
just wanted to blog ;))
I guess not alot people know what am I really doing recently,because i didn't tell alot ppl?
Im working hard for my dream,
you might tell me things doesnt work with my age
and for sure everybody will see me fall down badly
and what i see there is,that is what i want..so why not i do things i want?other than things i dont?
are you mad?
sometimes you need to think,what you want, If you answer erm..
then good luck,you are living very slow..
atleast i know what i want and need,
Im slowly creating my dreams into reality,chasing my dreams
dream create more dreams and create more and more..
and everything you dreams is what you want
1 easy example i always tell ppl..

you are living now,living with full of peoples dreams,what?
airplane,chairs,lightbulb,fan,refrigerator and ++
everything you are using is people dream..if they didn't dream these thing,you never have it now
you dont need to know how to make a light bulb,me either don know how electrics work,
but i have it,cuz i find it useful..thats all..

as long as im still living,my plan will never die.
i see friends around me give up,is a huge disappointment..
but what to do?because in your heart,this thing will never work more than it will work.
your negative goes more than positive..
fragile heart cant success forever,if you dont learn now..all the best..
is all about do u want to be strong or not.
or forever hide behind .

MTV WORLDSTAGE

2011-07-24T20:34:00.000-07:00

so excited for the concert....wait...OF CUZ EXCITED LARR

IS 30 SECOND TO MARS AND NEONS TREEEEEEEE!!!
I still cant believe it just happened x0.....
going to wake up at 4am..because we want to reach there at 6am!
try to sleep at 9....
but alot people keep on phone me!
until 12 oclock i couldn't sleep anymoreno choice..wake up..call my friend alex..lets game until 4 am ;p..alright..Let me start counting the time start from 12 am!
reach connaught at 6...we are late!!!!
reach shah alam I-city(MTV WORLDSTAGE) at 7 am...
we are the 1st

Cool huh??Among all the people in the worldstage...Thousand of people...WE ARE THE F***ing 1st one!!!

9.35am

11.00am
It was raining at 12++ :(

Now 3 .50pm

Now everybody is at registra area...lining up!!

Once the registra are open the gate...all walk in and take their ticket..
Then we need to run...to get to the 1st place...Dam i run so fast!!!no..Yva run so fast too LOL
she is really so in to it!!
if we dont run...we will end up like this

We are still at the front huh ^~
is 4pm when we reach here!!!and we still need to wait 2 hour more
dam is so thirsty..
I telll you!!!i can almost dried at there...
then Yva saw her friend outside pass by...and ask her to help us buy!!!
DAM JUST BUY LA of cuz...
20 bottle come!!!
we took 10 bottle...
and the other 10 we share it to ppl...
they are suffering too...
OKOK!!!!6 oclock!!
the gate is open!!!!RUN TO the Stage T^T...
are..just get to stand at 3rd row of the Regular passes
argggg...is hot and cant breath here...

CAN YOU SEE US !!!!!!
Picture took by the crew in MTV WORLDSTAGE ASIA

After Pop Shuvit performance ...the x-zone gate is open for us o.o....
The security choose people to in...
so we able to go in X-zone area cuz we are the big fans of 30STM
we got the same T-shirt <3...
went in and stand dam near to the stage...IS CLOSE!!

Is B2st!!!but i dont hear their song actually ><

All i do is..follow them....
shout~
SHOCK, SHOCK, OO OO OO TONIGHT IS CRAZY
LOL!!!!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!!!WHO IS NEXT

The NEON TREEEEEEEEEEEEE
SERIOUSLY,HONESTLY...I DID NOT KNOW THAT...THEIR LIVE IS SUCH BOMB!!!
IS JUST A EXPLODE...THEY JUST KILL THE STAGE...THEY KILL US...
EVERYBODY JUMP JUMP JUMP...THEIR LIVE IS FREAKING AWESOME!!NO MORE MP3!

ALRIGHT...is almost half dead...joyce couldn't stand anymore..she went to the backside...
is so crowded at the front...and breathlesssssss....
I keep feeling dizzy...seriously..will faint...but when i think...30stm is coming!!!
i have to stand ;(...
after 15 min of neons tree performance

HERE COME THE HEADLINES OF TODAY!!!30 SECOND TO MARS!

JARED LETO JUST WALK OUT WITH THIS COOL OUTFIT!!!

GUESS WHAT....

The performance..and the crowd they bring to us...
IS EXACTLY LIKE THE VIDEO CLIP (CLOSER TO THE EDGE)
is really crazy T^T1!!!EPIC...
SHOUT TO THE MAXX!!!!!
IS THE LAST SONG THEY PERFORM...
Closer to the edge...we have to do it!!
Carry yva on my neck...she need to see him clearer!!!
at the middle right infront of JARED...She is crazy up there LOL!!!!
JARED LOOK AT HER...she almost faint ;ppp
CONCERT END....

Wait....................................................

everybody is shouting...

WE WANT MORE,
WE WANT MORE,
WE WANT MORE,

30stm already went in to backstage...

then guess what...
EVERYBODY WAN THEM TO SING KINGS AND QUEEN!!!
HE JUST MISS THIS FREAKING NICE SONG!!!

EVERYBODY SING THE INTRO PART OF KINGS AND QUEEN~
THIS IS EPIC..TEAMWORK...
everybody goes

Woooooooooo oooooo oooooo,

Woooooooooo oooooo oooooo,

after 5 min of Woooooooooo oooooo oooooo, :P...
30 STM RUN OUT!!!AND SAY THANK YOU..HE FELT SO TOUCH....AND FUCK
HE ASK ALMOST 100+ PEOPLE TO GET UP TO STAGE!!!!CROWDED LIKE HELLL....
try to bring yva up to stage..but fail...the security push her back down...Almost!! dam
BUT STILL NICE...
30 stm is just awesome....I can see them so near!!!like few feet away...
DAM!
and end....
Will never forget this moment...
I felt so suffer at the crowd..and in the same time....i felt so nice...Im out of my stress!!!!
REMEMBER TO WATCH MTV WORLDSTAGE ASIA ON TV..ermm..forgot which date..
October 8??aRgg not sure...YOU MUST WATCH IF U DID NOT ATTEND...u will know the AWESOMENESS..
CIAOOOO....

PICTURE OF THE YEAR !!!!

is 26 hour i did not sleep...dead...

JOGGGG

2011-07-12T07:46:00.000-07:00

Starting point.
Sg long house area....

Was so stress..The next day is exam...No use going back study ba ;(...
and start to jog with Chace and Richard till quite far i guess...we took 2 hour ;D
walked in to mountain...dark..no light...so we walk in....
and we heard a bunch of dog barking...but we cant see them...so we are like O.O!
slowly then jog back home~
The next day...we plan to jog from Kajang to Sg long at 6 oclock...Goodluck!

Never Too Late

2011-07-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

Writing here
Cause there's nothing left here For me to do,But please know that
I'm trying to make up for my mistakes,And you're moving on
With guilty memories,But I was wrong,To ever test us
This broken road is more than I can take
So this is the way that I'll tell you,That I'll leave you alone if you want me to
But I've had enough of this life alone...I'll give it up this time I know.....I don't deserve to tell you that I love you
There's nothing in this world I'd take above you
I'll leave this note for you to read..So you won't forget that all I need is you!!..And the world is not so clear anymore...Since the day that you walked right out that door
I knew all I need is you

End up like....
forget about it..
is this the way it does?
Should be more to study and future not love...thats what i told my dad too..
But i did not keep my words...i told my dad about this..then i say..don ask any question..Im fine,
I need to let go,i guess i need to let go everything..
You are right..
sigh``

CHINA TOWN

2011-06-26T09:20:00.000-07:00

Been coughing badly recently..omg...This is Lung Cough i guess..Cuz the phlegm like so tick ..like cendol?? ;P...

Maybe the weather is not good nowadays..so do take care...and stop coughing...
Yeah..Just finish Q.M exam..mid-term....feel a little free..Maybe just give myself one week a break?
really not to think and relax ba...
So wanted to go out for drink...
1st I plan to find chace...
and end up he did not appear!!!Lol,,maybe next time..
So Yi ru,Melody and alex...
Going Chi Cheong Gai(CHINA TOWN)
To eat this Charcoal Fry food...
Last time taste better cuz his father own this business and his father cook ..
Now is the owner son who cook...Not that tasty anymore..but still got feeling ;))

This aunty is blind,she sell tissues..

After eat then walk around,and yi ru looking for Shades...
Did I mention My friend is Justin Bieber Fans??They are <3

And what happen when we are not Justin Bieber Fans?

And Ciao to melody house and have a sit..
Plan to have a Exercise week..for next whole week
Early morning 7 oclock reach and Jogging ,Everyday...Afternoon Gym..
Hmmm..Lets see...
Goodnight..

Sometimes i just don wan to see..And hear about it..Is not funny i guess..and also in other way i should say...is pain..and look like a fool..

Ciao~

Putrajaya scene

2011-06-18T08:53:00.000-07:00

Was studying at the morning ,then afternoon bring Max to see doctor,Just a little skin sensitive ,

Then just reach home was blogging half way,everybody went out..Dont feel good at house..Suddenly a call from arif,I bring you to putrajaya...I just thank god..
We saw few bride having photoshooting there,so we park at the side and start to walk around there...Then start to take some picture too...
Walk till quite far away .and in to jungle..Saw Arif carrying Richard ...

Look so dramatic right?? Lol

Is sunset,beautiful scene..so we decide to shoot !!!

This look really sad,

S*** Inside Got Snake !!

Haha...trying to be sexy
I like this anyway ~

The End~ head back home and study ;(

IF

2011-06-18T00:33:00.000-07:00

What If i did not choose to talk to you at first,what will come out in future?
''If'' gives us too much question, especially when you sit alone,''If'' will be all around your head
''If'' is also not a easy thing to think,''If'' is a guess,is either you dare to guess or not,brave to predict or not...i dare not to guess anything which is positive,because i always think that LOL,it cant be me or i wont get this..maybe is because in everything i did not really try my best ??
Or actually i did?I just dont feel anything deserve to be mine
I dont believe in my prediction,
If I use more time to look at you,i think i will more deeper
it changed..
not more than a word,

Here
make yourself free,look at your future which is full of everything you need,
Im not a devil who try to stop you in this..
lets think back,Im just someone..who just supporting u in everything you requested..
i should keep my promise...i promised..
we came,and we run..
What I spoke before is not what i wanted,
but what i spoke before is what should be in reality,and is already spoken..
Im not giving up,Im just walking to another road,but who knows..this road might connect back to your road..nobody know what is the next track,or maybe it will lead me to another track?
Dont tell me Im better without you,Is just not going to be better without you..
Or everything is just a ''IF''?

New hair

2011-06-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

Today luck is 0
Got class at 2 oclock
and at 1.40 pm still in leisure,walk out from leisure
then suddenly rain...-.-
small rain at 1st,then i walk out..Heavy rain suddenly o.o
Then run!because i park outside,Then Strong wind on my face...
But luckily,I just cut my hair LOL
Shorter,So no messy hair to coll ;PWhat do you think??Lc ?? lol!stand wrongly --

Weak Point

2011-06-13T10:28:00.000-07:00

This few day my mood is so bad,
Is like alot of bad thing happen around me,
my friends especially,i do care about them that makes me think about how to solve their thing ..
is like a BUNCH,and wait....I did not even solve my problem yet --,
My study,F***...cant coupe with it,I dont know..haih..1 day 24 hour is just not enough...
I feel tired always -.-....Lack of sleep
Today lecturer ask me,Whats wrong with you today so silent...
I just hehehe ;D...Thats suck...
Fall asleep is just when you are in secondary school!!
In College YOU SHOULD NOT DO THAT!!
I think i should try harder in study,
seriously,working network business actually influence my study a little..
trying to revise my note everyday,and it influence my business lol ;DD..
forget about it,Need to think wisely,TIME....
argue with dad just now,and is so not good feeling...
yeah..when comes to argue,they will just scold anything.yell everything and dont care who the F*** are you,those word really disturb my mind o.o..
i went to room ,i lay my head on the wall...I need to breath slowly...accept it..Im not as good as my dad want me to be...
Maybe i cant,But atleast Im not going to be bad as they never wan me to be..
Breath hard...And i see tears...and tat time..I think i can see the weakness of myself...
Im actually not strong for sometimes..i still cry..
Ill never will keep silent always,but this time..
I never want to work with a smile..
I wanted to be serious,Im just too ~
I know the reality life,But i just never accept the realistic people..
I guess i have too...Deal with It..
I have to stand ..I dont know..shit -.-...losing confident suddenly
And wait!!!Im going to sing at every station ONE soon,
Practice real hard always...Is just a starting for me in Music ...Small steps ,
I believe time can make me learn!Goodluck really ~

Madman soon

2011-06-05T09:49:00.000-07:00

My temper is in boiling point the whole day,
But as i know..I cant just fuck every ppl around me just because Im feeling hot?
Recently i just Frus about my Study and work,

I always feel alone , not things like you all think.
not feeling alone in the night
just feeling alone in every war,
that cause me feeling alone in the night ;x

I wanted to talk,ermm no...when i try to talk..i feel like cry..i dont want to cry...
I found out something bad about myself
which is my revenge heart is very high..
is like whoever treat me bad i remember ;(...and i want fucking revenge back...
forget about it...

These thing stuck in my heart and worry till bleed T^T
Im not sure i can handle this emotion well....so disturbing...
What can I do??
what can I do to make more fucking money..

Why am I trying to create fake scene?
Why am I trying to create fake Hope?
Im not accepting the facts,

Im not looking for better future,
Im stuck , Im blind..
If continue,I will be fucked up like a little CREEP

But Im strong enough to stand every pain ..
Just weak enough to accept things that i dont want it happen..

ask the world, who stole my love away

Goodluck

2011-05-10T08:51:00.000-07:00

Have you ever Meet someone that always talk bad about people behind people?

Out there...alot of couples is not perfectly 100% surely ONE MATCH...

Is like most of the time you will see..couples like

The girl is so pretty and the guy look so retard...

But there must be a reason why there r together..

I'm sure everybody see couples like that will say...WTF?

Cuz I'm the one always say WTF on such situation too :x...

Am I jealous??

Or??

LOL...

But 1st..Look at your face..are you sure you are way better than the guy there??

There must be a problem why you are still single...There must be some Fu**king problem with you

I must have problem I'm still single too LOL..Jk..just Is not the time yet i guess...

I'm so tired in love...so so tired..This is the 1st time...I ask to leave me alone..

Love is not what u wan then you will get...

Never think of how much u sacrifice and you want someone to sacrifice as much as you sacrificed ..

When you find that they dont...Then you will think they don't love you..but actually they do...

This is to one of my friend..Trust me..You need to trust..and trust...and trust..tolerate will bring you forever with .......

Good luck...

Whoaaaa..SEE MY BLOG IS ALIVE......NO MORE ERROR.......I'm back to blog... ;)))))))))))))))

Wanted to buy Iphone4 white..But there is alot of rumors around telling me that Iphone 4 white Got LAG Problem...Is that true??Let me know thanks..Maybe Iphone 5 going to release soon..but...i think i like the white colour.. :x....Good night..sweet dream..take care this is what i always repeat.

Forgot me ??

2011-04-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

Arhhhh..how long??3month?4month??5month??
No more blogging for so long!long and long!
haha...blog is for me to release my stress..my experience..my sad..happy and all..
because i have ppl to share with..this is why i stopped blogging ;p..
Arhhh...again breath hard..I just finish my final exam..and i dont know how was the result..is just toturing T^T...I'm not some kind of ppl which got talent on study..
I can say..study is my worst..i still always try my best la :D..cuz study..is for everyone future..so~god bless for the result..recently go to gym very frequent..omg....I can see the 6 pack line on my stomach!!is real this time!!not draw one!T^T..need to work harder ;)...
i was so happy that my friend tell me..i was so strong now compare to last time...
i wanted to say...OFCUZ!!i work so hard on my attitude..lol..
is like mind toturing only..close my eye..sleep on the bed..and close my eye..everything change inside..I was so happy with myself now..that I've been so strong
but hmm..I wasn't that strong actually..i think..i was just keeping things inside myself..and never let it out..and now..i feel is so suffering..hmm..everything..is like..stuck inside..very inside..i can feel it..but cant let it out..omfg..a drop of tears also cant..but haiz..i will go thru all this ba..i know..learn from the pain..is the Best way you can learn fast..but..is the most cruel way ever~

there is a problem..that i cant describe..but is just unfair..aihh..i cant make the choice..i just..;(...everything will be okay....everything will be fine..everything will be normal..everything will be nice..no more tears u need to shed..no more pain u have to take..if that is the better way ..
listen to me dear.

I think the biggest changes of me is my hair lol ..Take care..ciao ~

BLOG

2011-02-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

I've been staring at her..for 1 hour..2hour..3hour..++..
I've see clearly..
I'm sure she is the one i love..Is not a mistake..
Blog..i like blog..
the problem is i dont have a camera ;D..this is why i never update my blog..
lazy to ask picture from friend...
and i feel like..my feeling and thing i wan to share is too private.. ;(
CNY just end...
i have a very nice CNY this year..
really..I'm happy..
i miss that moment..
good night..
will buy camera soon..then my blog can alive ..

Anyway happy valentine day..I love you all

Always on my mind

2011-01-31T22:07:00.000-08:00

Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind Maybe I didn't hold you All those lonely times And I guess I never told you I'm so happy if you're mine If I made you feel second best I'm so sorry I was blind

Fun

2011-01-21T06:27:00.000-08:00

Early morning richard come to my house...
he say..i miss your maid cook de 'yee mee' ==...
so we ate..after an hour chat then we back to mahkota to fetch alex...
so we park at jusco and go up and look for him...
while waiting for him to clean up his store..
THERE IS A CAR ACCIDENT..WTF...
3 kid is sitting in the toy car...
the car had 1 sit only..but they 3 force to sit and close the door --...then they use hand to push.. then there is a BUMP INFRONT!!is those electric wire...
bang..car accident..the kid that sit at the middle fly out from the car front window..and one more fly out from the side window..one more crawling out from car...we ran to there and save them...
ask them..'r u all ok?' they blur..look at us...LOL....WHAT A CAR ACCIDENT :O...
then melody reach sg long..so she ask us to accompany her to tropicana city mall..to buy 'SOMETHING'
but she nv say wat is it..we keep ask..she just say..later reach edi then
we know lo..
so we sit her car and reach there...she just buy 2 small bottle of finger nail colour??WTF...
30min drive le!!zzzzzzzzzz

and eat nando ^~
I'm gonna kill u with fork xDDD

alex and melody went to dating ..
so left me and kang at nandos
sit for 1hour zzz
Richard asked me a question
'What do you think about those who act high class'?
i answer
Nobody is real..everybody is acting around..i actually dont like to talk with you..but i act like i love to...Jk xDD
But the truth is ..everybody is acting around..I'm also acting..I'm crazy playful and childish..
But i did not show it out ??i like to laugh like crazy man and disturb ppl --..
But i did not..because..we must act..act serious..sometimes I'm sad..but i act happy..
So nobody is real..Is either act in good or bad..
We act...we learn..no act..no learn :)..
choose the people that u can show the truth of yourself..and she accept the true of you..then u will in love ..
get it richard??
So acting is not a bad thing to do..
Richard:YEAH...
then we pay 1st..rm98 :O
then back to sg long...
then drive to yva house >.^
reach yva house...then we walk to garden...play around
take picture...
then joyce stomach sound..~~~~~~~
so need to go Mcdonald...
MELODY PLAN..7 ppl sit in 1 car..zzz
luckily i sit infront...tall ppl ..this is the benefit ^~....
after reach mcd..then chace drive to mcd to meet up with us..nothing special there..

xD
Chris and Joyce Leg contact caught!

eat eat then CIAO!!!!back to yva house playground..

play firework..wait..no is not firework :D..i dont know the name :(..i show picture
This is shit..trying to burn the grass..alex is shit zz

after the few min of the happiness --...
then we just take picture around...
we always take different and new thing :O...
let picture talk..><

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I like this picture..like Sand Screaming for help

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The light is the only thing that make us feel alive

Confuse

2011-01-16T09:39:00.000-08:00

I dont know..what to do..

Control feeling??i'm good on it...i just never let feeling control me..
Did i ever mention love is nothing to me ?
but now it means everything to me..
but when it means everything to me then it means nothing to me anymore
this is my life..
is hard for me to get what i want..
yeah...this is why i will never feel satisfy at all...
sometimes of cuz i feel satisfy...
i really enjoy that feeling...but since long time ago there is no satisfy appear anymore
I dont have a decision in my mind now..
Did i really love someone so deeply ?No of cuz..it wont happen lol..
but yeah...is happening..
i feel i shouldn't from her..
but all i wanted was a laugh from her..
that is how i feel satisfy..that second..that minit..that moment..
is kept in the memories..memories will end when is time..but it will keep inside me forever..
have no idea what to do..have no clue..
silent..and continue ..
because i want her belongs to me

Is cold at the open window

Trip with arif

2011-01-10T19:32:00.000-08:00

Act cool?

yesterday..we accompany arif to register his 3rd sem at damansara segi...

did not know why he suddenly ask us to accompany him...but IT WAS FUN..(he afraid to be alone)...

He is in relationship i'm sorry for the girl who interested on him..he is in relationship with yoges..

but SADLY..we find out something today...tell later :x...

Arif came to my college and 'Kutip' me...then head to sg long to 'Kutip' Chace,Richard and Sand..

and next we need to go Taylor lakeside to 'Kutip' Melody...SHE JUST WAN TO FOLLOW...

eventhough she got class --..playful la her..

ok here is the point...

we reach taylor..and chace,richard,sand went to toilet 1st..and i walk outside to look for melody...

oo yeah..found melody..with her Straw hat :D...

i was sitting beside arif all the way...when i'm about to go in..melody push me away..and she went in and sit beside arif...(NAH!!!)

then i tell melody that i wanted to sleep..infront is more comfort..she ignore and lock the door..

ok..very obvious...there is a SPARKS THERE!!:P..let her..

Chace Gps keep on direct wront direction --...so Headache..

But melody is having sweet time with arif :D..they both talk..ask and talk and ask..question answer kiss kiss back..:O...nop :D...looks like they just <3....and>

the the truth reveal...Arif betray yoges...and having some UNDERGROUND BASEMENT LOVE with melody ? :O...this is bad ..very bad arif..but is sweet :D

On the car..was so funny...he always hon ppl --...it make us laugh

ok..so we arrived damansara segi college..

out look was very ROME feeling..perfect romantic looking school ^^...

Heavy rain..and arif park outside..he say inside need to pay..WTF...

HE IS ARIF AND HE WANT TO TELL US HE DONT WAN PARK BECAUSE NEED TO PAY?

so we walk and walk beside those shoplot...when we aer about to cross over to segi

rain IS HEAVIER AND HEAVIER!!

in the end...we force him to park inside...

so arif and richard walk back and bring his car and fetch us --

Waiting for arif...Can you imagine how tiny is Sand compare to me??

but she is pretty and cute :D..

So excited to walk in segi..because it look so nice from outside...

SO ROME!!

OK WALK IN...WTF....

LOOK LIKE HOSPITAL LA ARIF!!!!

arif just smile :)...

walk and walk..WHY SMELL LIKE HOSPITAL!...

keep walk and walk..

Chace ask..r we going to visit anybody at ICU?

arggg.so creepy inside --

then finish his registration...

we went to library to have a look...and shake hand with all arif friend..almost 10++ :O...

library inside got toilet!!!

walk in...

WALAO!!!!!WHY SO CREEPY ONE!!!!!

i call chace to come!!

then we wanted to make a creepy video to scare ppl...

planning...

i hide inside toilet...

chace come in...and walk around..AND BOM i come out :D...

ok..i walk in..close door..not even 1 sec..i come out...

IS TOO SCARY CANCEL VIDEO!...

then richard accompany me--...

walk in...THEY OFF THE LIGHT...WTF...

richard scare of cuz...he hold me LOL...and we run out...zz

wtf o0o

Like old style toilet??Sorry..Is library individual room --..

OO sorry..i forget to mention this thing :D..

hardly find parking at segi carpark..so we simply park..and we blocked ppl car...

so we wrote this note and put infront the car.. :X..

(Lost my car key)

(brb)

(012-xxxxxxx)

(Call my if you wanted to date me)

(Sheikh Mohd Arif <3>

Drink water with such face is perfect :D

Then HUNGRY TIME....drive back to cheras and eat :x

testing melody camera (auto detect smile)

smile a little it wont snap...SMILE LIKE THIS the camera straight away snap..PRO :D

thats all..Fun <3...

i update this blog at college... :D

Life

2011-01-08T09:20:00.000-08:00

Ah.....just too bored..and wanted to write something...
Recently..posted a song on facebook...some ppl tell me they dont like me to shout :D..
arhh...but i really like it most :(..is a kind of express my feeling...rise to the highest note with loud...i really feel released everytime i sing..last time i cant sing such range..i made it now..i felt very..fullfilled..and happy of cuz..but i havent master my vocal skill yet..still practicing..i take alot time to practice my vocal..it wont change if you just practice one day..but month by month..you will see..this is the 2nd month i practice my vocal..i felt very difficult and tired..sometimes lazy..but everyday..i atleast i practice for 1 hour..if free..will use 3 hour ;D..i think the process there is very slow..but no choice..i still have to do..1 year will make myself a perfect one..because i want my voice to reach your heart :)...

been acting very coward recently..i did not grab any chance..
did not create any chance...
did not try..
did not dare to do anything...
i dont fucking know why..haiz..
all ppl telling me..atleast try..and mayb you'll get her..atleast you tried..
but you just imagine..i was just too afraid..
i always non-stop regret..why did not i talk to her..why did not this why did not that..arhh..is so annoying..i fail this time..i really fail..is losing..break me down
yeah..i cant describe that feeling..i've silent and silent..and silent..
i cry without tears at night..is crying inside..and crying inside always create nightmare..
be healthy.......
one thing.....

Never regret what you did before..cuz..in the end..It makes you who you are.

JOYCE BIRTHDAY 1-6-01

2011-01-07T19:40:00.000-08:00

Here..the birthday girl..look..she is so happy :D...

Went to class at 11.00 - 12.30...

wait for chris and fetch me...

stand outside old town almost 1 hour le...haizz...

atlast they reach...and they hon and hon!!!!

everybody is looking at us...crazy chris zzz..

then we reach mcd....call melody to come meet us...

when she is on her way..she saw joyce :O...yva ask her to buy cake..and dont let joyce know..hmm...

then joyce wanted to follow melody..and melody ask her to wait for yva--..what kind of excuses..

thn melody reach and we went to buy cake..Chocolate mocha i think..

walk so far!!!!!!!!!!so hot..sweating..haiz...

after the cake then went to sing k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we r the most crazy in the sing k room..

we sing very loud..but nice :D..then we scream...shout..ROCK!!!

the best part is ..Chris Rap Eminem song...Eminem-When i'm gone..and the point is..WITHOUT Lyrics on the screen :D

and and and..ashley dance for us!!!!!!she is korea lover...so she learn their dance too :D..of cuz she sing korea song too!!!k-pop!!!

we record the whole process inside the room using macbook pro..but dont understand why the nice part is muted..--...video error i guess..so..no video for joyce birthday ...sorry ><...

About joyce...ahh..

she is a friend of mine long long long long time ago...

since primary school...we met...but we dont talk alot...haha...

until secondary school..yeah..then we know each other more...

but after i change my school..then we got no contact at all..not at all..

what a destiny....she is in relationship with yva brother haha..then she get close with yva..and she start to join us most of the time...and now she is a friend of us..how nice ;D....

she is sweet..cute..funny..crazy....so..she is nice to play with us..

once again happy birthday joyce..love <3

Trying to record while singing happy birthday !

RANDOM PIC..but nice ma :D

BLOW!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCEEEEEEEEE LOVE 99!

THE END

Happy Birthday Yoges Warannnnnn!!!

2011-01-05T05:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday "DAI LOU"

One of our best friend...His birthday..hmmph..

Our fren=Surprise birthday..no PEACE BIRTHDAY!!!

Whoaaa....Melody parent treat me and richard eat --..

ok ah..very tasty <3...

Melody drive richard car and fetch her father and mother to the restaurant..

Melody father never sit melody car before (melody drive)

So..we just make Melody father wish come true le <3..who>

so...drive to SSM..Sekolah Sri Murni to fetch richard sister after school..

arhh..our memorable school..Saw Mr toh and HII..thats all..

Arif and Alex reached Richard house..

after we drop richard sister back to HOME..then we straight go serdang to meet Chris..

took few bottle Hoegarden and celebrate with yoges...Because he like beer..no..LOVE BEER <3..

ok..reach his house..

Silent..because he is sleeping!!!

open the cake...light up candle..ok..one cup of water..(what is the water for?)

open door..everybody walk in..close door..

Find his head..aim his face..

POUR WATER ON HIS FACE...

WHOAAA..Straight away wake up...

Open light and here it comes..

(Happy birthday song)

haha..he felt so touch ..almost want to cry..mayb i

misunderstand??because his face is wet ;D..

Cutting cake!!!No yva help to cut cake..but you still got Kael!! :D

after finish our cake..

Then we went to Computer Cafe and game...

Is been long time we did not PLAY game together !!!

so...Here..Shooting game..w r the best in such game ;D...

after game..go yoges mamak shop..and he treat us eat...

Yeah...order list..

Kael-Maggie soup

Richard-Maggie soup

Chris-Maggie soup

Alex-Maggi goreng..

Then the food came...

Me and Richard had our NOT maggie soup..

He gave us Maggie Curry + Cili padi + Sambal + Dry Cili floating on top of the soup..

me and richard eat..eat ..eat..something is wrong..

we both r sweating like dog o0o...

Face and tongue cant feel anything..is vibrating...

argg...is so HOT!!!

ARGG..but chris get his Maggie soup..i dont understand..

Then i say..Yoges..Nothing is free..I'm sorry..we will pay...haha

we start to chat..about our School memorable day..

We all got our own history..not good history :x..bad one!!

Example..

Chace-A bunch of discipline teacher walk in to our class,to tell us the new discipline rules..and wanted to confiscate our phone..even headmaster is there..of cuz everybody stand up..

But chace still sitting...--..then one of the teacher ask him to stand immediately ..then he stand..without tuck in his shirt..so teacher ask him to tuck in !then he stare at the teacher and he just walk out to the class :O!then he back home..received Letter haha..warning letter o0o...

Oscar-We can say he is the most naughty one --..his face look like gangster..walk like a gangster..talk like a gangster..but he is not gangster!he broke principle car front mirror!!LOL..

Me-I'm good :)..but i got expel from school LOL..o0o...because school think I'm a GANGSTER BOSS..haha..get expel because i say 'Pussy' infront of girl teacher..--..

Richard-School teacher ...ask teacher to Shut up..

Chris-He?study only o0o

Yoges-HE ALWAYS wait for us to go toilet and pee..then he spray use with water pipe..until our whole body wet in class o0o..and one time he make Arif whole body wet..and teacher ask in class..why r you so wet arif..He say..Jatuh dekat Tandas(fall at the toilet) LOL..SOHAI ARIF --

Arif-Good student..But..he learn cantonese vulgar word from us and went to school ppl..example

Your pussy dislocated , breastless..and more..he is mean..

Memory in the school..yeah..we just chat about our fun time at Secondary school..we used 2hour.

i just miss it..seriously..miss it alot..

And Ciao..BYEBYE

We drink coke..Dai lou Drink beer..

The just wake up look :DDDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOGES..<3

REACH HOME AND I RECEIVED THIS MESSAGE

Yoges Mom Sms: Thank you all so much for the birthday surprise to yoges..I'm very happy to see yoges so happy..♥

2011

2011-01-02T06:30:00.000-08:00

this year..whats my plan?
i'm 19...is time to plan everything le..no more YOUNG!...
i need to focus in Study,Music and Money..
Study~
I start my college le...phew..
should be happy thing ma..
honestly..very honestly..study is not my type...
i'm not study guy..i dont hold a book more than 1 hour..i cant...
i'm just not into it...but why i study??go college?..
i study for my parent..they wan me to study..i cant just tell them..i dont like study..
i rather go learn design..any design i'm interested too..
but...hmm..my parent did not like about this..they told me before that i should not study design..
so i did not mention this at all...
so i'll just study hard..study for my parent..let them feel no worry on me..
seriously..i'm 19..i dont wan my parent worry about me anymore..is enough..
so.i wont just try my best to study ba...
i can just say..i will do it.....

Music..
argg..wrote so many song..of cuz i want my song to be release to public ;D...
arh...every musician has their different aim...
but most of all..has the same aim..FAMOUS..KNOW BY EVERYONE!
i dont mine if my parent allow me to study music :x..but nop ;D..
my parent doesnt support me in music life..
i think my dad did support me before..the 1st time is..he bought me a guitar
rm300..that moment...arhhh..my 1st guitar..until now..i never change my guitar
because..my parent dont wan me to continue music life :x..
i need a new guitar badly..:(..nvm..
i got alot of idea about music..i wanted to share..
my music life has no support at all..
i actually just heard 1 true support before only..and i'll remember it forever..
in malaysia..music industry too lauya...no future..
but i will give it a try..whats the deal??just 1 try..success then HURRAAYYY
fail then try again la ;D..simple..i can accept FAIL..
i promise...THIS YEAR..YOU GUYS WILL SEE ME ROCK THE STAGE..even if it is small stage still consider stage oo :P...

Money...
I need!!!!!NEEDDDDD!!!!
i dont wan ask my father for money ...i feel bad
yeah i understand..i'm still 19..my parent must take care of me..
but i just wan this to be different..
i need money to buy mic...
i need money to buy new guitar..
i need money for love :D..because..no money ..NO GIRLFRIEND ><..
i need money i need money..
i already had my plan for business ..and i guess it wont influence my study ;D..
mayb i cant earn 100k..or 10k..but just imagine..you earn your very own bag of money..even if it's just rm100..u will feel +1...
i can do it..for the one who think i'm failure..
one of my best friend..he lost his way..he lost his aim..
i have to be there for him now...we will make our very small bag of money..
i know..i cant even really care own stuff..how am i gonna help ppl?
no choice..he is too good to me..
......
.....
i did not mention about love...
i really wanted to love her..fucking want..><
i dont know..is not convenient to talk here...lol..
i'm dragging this thing very long ..is going to be very long and long..
i hope i can stand this pain..just as long as i can..
as long as..the happiness wont break..no..
i'm too afraid..i just cant afford to..............yea..fuck..
Goodnight :D

2011

2011-01-02T02:45:00.000-08:00

Drunk on new year eve

Before we drink..we went for a movie..'The Tourist'

johnny depp!!!!ahh...funny movie..but not very perfect..i watch just because johnny depp ^~..

then went to sushi king..ahh...my lovely place..but i did not bring enough money --..

so did not had a nice SUSHI time...

Then we go Melody house and chat until chace reach...

so i slept for 2 hour ~

Yva went back home for her part time maid...

after 2 hour ..woke up..went for ba ku teh...

When there is richard rich..you cannot eat cheap thing ..zzz

i say I DONT WAN..but they wan..so in the end..--..

i only like ba ku teh soup..other not really :x

Recommended ba ku teh place...very nice :D..

then we head back to melody house..and drink..Whiskey..

nothing to play...then melody bring out some UNO block..

lol..anything la..we can make anything became funny even if it is boring!!

1st block fall..me ..--

Yva hit my knee suddenly!!!she is laughing and laughing and hitting and hitting.. :D..

because of her hardcore hit..my knee getting worst now :x..jk :D

...drink half glass whiskey..wait..big glass!

Whiskey + 7up...

Normally ppl drink 30% whiskey and 70% 7up...

but thanks to melody..she gave me 70%whiskey and 30% 7up...

1st drink..straight in half cup...

straight feel dizzy ;P...

2nd block fall..yva..same --..half..

our face turn red..we both same..Our face red only!!we haven drunk la ! :D

arhh...after that..head to my house and see firework...

1 oclock back home..

and thats all for new year eve..never went to KL to countdown..we r lazy ;D..

1.01.11

10.30 woke up..

went to japan buffet at Sunway Giza..eat until 4.30am

after that yva sms me..she say Liang i miss you..no la --..she ask me to drink..

i think is joyce request..because on new year eve she missed the fun with us :x..

then she very horny and want us to come and drink again!!lol..

since she so want..then we have to go lo :(..this time drink at my condo..

never play any game..but chat ..every conversation is funny..

chat until 1 oclock ++ then back~..

me,richard,christopher and melody went to mamak and drink 1st..because..we r all drunk..

need some rest before drive haha ;D..

2oclock back home..

I drive richard car..because he is drunk...

but slowly i find out that..i'm actually more drunk than him..i was speeding and speeding --..

and reach home safe..<3..this>

When there is only hapiness..I'm not asking for more

Music life

2010-12-30T06:47:00.000-08:00

Almost 2 month..
after guitarist juang had a car accident..he lost his car ;(..so we hardly meet at studio..and drummer stay very far from us...
now..left me,chris and eddie in the band...
we plan..we still can walk this road even if is only 3 of us..
but chris say..we really need 1 more guitarist and 1 bassist..
there is a girl came wanted to interview..so i ask her to meet me at studio..
but she never come --..call her..never pick --...until now..she never call back..
so just forget about it...
after i catch the inspiration to compose song..i created my 1st song on May
the 1st song name
Everybody screaming..the meaning of the song is like
we had too much pressure in life..too much sadness..and we need to release..

2nd song
Walking back home
This song..mean ntg much actually..because i haven write finish the lyrics :x..

after this 2 song..then we create our own music..and all..
after 1 more month..

i wrote the 3rd song..
Hate myself..
This song mean something like i've been so weak..that i've fall for you..and you betray me..but i know the truth that u lie to me..but i still love you..i just cant face the truth..hate myself for being to naive..
i love this song alot..because most of the people love this song too :D..
is very sad song..arggg..better dont think about it..i wrote this song after i watch a movie call 'Once'

after that i never write any new song until july i guess..
i dont have transport to go studio on that day..i remember it is on sat...
so i carry my guitar , my laptop..wearing my shades..waiting for the train..
the train was so full..so i try to walk in..and let ppl push out..afterward..the train closed the door..then i wanted to make a call to chris...
and i find out that my phone is lost..
i look around..and i just say FUCK..
ppl around me looking at me..
no choice..go public phone and called my dad..
after studio..i went back home..and i was thinking..what if i write a song about the thief who stole my phone..with positive thinking..the inspiration came from kind thinking...

my 5th song..name 'Run'
He steal things just for his family living..he have 2 children..a boy and a lil girl
he always went back home late..because his job..is just stealing..
he change his shirt everytime he back home..so that his children think he went for office job..and his wife had a job at office too..
one day..he went to steal thing at evening..he was running and running ..
and he saw his wife was actually working like a prostitute..saw her walking hugging with some kind of uncle..and he just run until he reach home..

i believe this song will bring feeling to ppl..is a very nice song..

and on the october..i lost a bassist and a keyboardist ..
this is why..my band left 3 person..
we still haven give up our dream..

on the November..
i wrote 4 new song..
'Try'
'Stop pretend innocent'
'Priceless'
'Heaven touch'

arggg..i'm facing all this alone..i wanted to meet my bandmate..but hardly ..
no transport..have to wait for next year..so i can get my own car..

On the december..
The girl that i mention who wan to interview..she compose chinese song..she play piano/guitar/drum and she sing well too..so i think she is talented..
but too bad..she just put an aeroplane on us --..
I dont know how to write or read chinese..so iam stuck here..
most of the people listen to chinese song too..as i wanted to compose 1 chinese song
but impossible for me..is like..i cant write chinese song..i need someone to compose for me..but i cant ask help from ppl and give ppl ntg lol..
in the end i try very hard to compose a chinese song..
in the end i made it..
the name of the song is Love give too much..
the lyrics is written by my friend..Alex Criville..thanks to him<3

on december i actually wrote a song.for a girl..which unknown to ppl..
nobody know who is it..because a love will never happen..i never want to tell any of my friend too..dont tell me this..'Never try Never know'
dont tell me'If i dont confess..i will regret'
I know what will happen....
this feeling give me an inspiration to write a song called..
'Last word'
This song is like a message..a message before i lost in her life..a message that she will know 1 day..i cant express my feeling by telling her..then i have to sing to her..this song will be sing out soon..

Thats my 2010 music life..
every song i write..came from just 1 support..thx <3

Next year..is my new music life..i want the world to listen my song..is a day dreaming look...but success come from dreaming 1st..
If there left only just 1 more fans..I'm still a ROCKSTAR \m/!!!!!

I'm writing a song..about war ...i wanted to sing a song to help the world..thats all i want<3..see yea!!

Pork Dick Son

2010-12-29T06:11:00.000-08:00

28th 2.00am port dickson blue lagoon,Tanjung Biru...

with Melody,Joyce,Yva,Chace,Sand,Christopher,Alex and Richard
on 12am i start to pack all my shirt and camp..and wait until 3am!
at home..waiting for bunch of fren is torture-ing :D..
after they reached..i sat on melody car..and inside just melody,joyce and yva..
i burned a cd for them..nice rock music..so that we can sing at the car ;D..because last time when we had a trip to penang..we sing like HARDCORE ON THE CAR WITH OPEN WINDOW..but this time..iam together with the girl..i need to be quiet :D..but is quite good too..cuz iam tired actually..i never sleep for 2 day..and iam going to PORT DICKSON ..ntg much on the car..just chat..and here come yva snap with me again
but this time not nice!!!cuz she nv snap till herself clearly :(..have to snap again..

Doesn't look like me O.O

we reach PD around 4.15..quite near..should be more far :x..

after we reached everybody is hunting for toilet..

very nice..we found 1 PUBLIC TOILET..but closed..this is so call public toilet >.^..

so..the girl cant pee...they say nvm..

only Sand went to pee on the beach.. :D...

but all the guys cant stand..have to pee on the beach too..sorry..polluted :x

after that we found a spot for us to camp..

so we built our camp..and set our fire..

we r pro..can you imagine..we start our bbq fire in just 5 min ^~...

yva and joyce went to buy something like sparks..dont know w

hat was that..very nice..

easy fire starter..lol...in 5min the charcoal turn REDISH!

so..while they taking the food out..we guys went to hunt for sticks..we want to make something like campfire :D..romantic !!..

we found alot stick/coconut ><...

so difficult to start the fire..because all stick is not dry..

but i still success to start the fire..not very big fire..normal :(..

while the food is on the bbq...iam free :)..

i took 1 can of 100plus..and that is the moment..

i walk around the beach...SUCKING the beach wind..close my eyes..phew..feel so relieved ..

however i imagine someone beside me..better not mention :D...

is too romantic..and i want to share this moment with someone

..but i guess it wont happen..

so i walk back..and DONE...no light...the chicken turns BLACK..whoaaaaa....

we have prawn/sotong tom yum/sausage and th

e stupid mushroom not nice.smell so mushroom!

couldn't tell when was the best moment..but..i guess..nvm ...

ermm..is almost 8++?

The ass showing Photographer..he shot alot nice picture

but he wont upload until sunday..zzz

YEAH!

Inception LOL!

i think so...

we start to go in to beach..the girls dont wan to :(..so we guy just walk as deep as we can..

not very deep..even though we walk very far.."(..

so we just walk back..

we wanted to play some beach game..so melody went to ask those ppl..

so our 1st game..is ....omg...i dont know what is the name --..

something like 2 ppl in 1 small long boat..and we use something to push ourself?lol..

yeah something like that..no pic :(..wait i go google for picture ;(

this is not exactly one..this is dragon boat..

our one is like 2 ppl on the boat..like 1 on the front and one on the back ;D..

Price very cheap..rm15 for 1 hour..But then we so many ppl !!

then he gave us rm15 for 2 hour..how sweet ;D..

each bot sat 2 person

yva.melody

chace.sand

chris.richard

me.joyce

Where is alex??:)..

he dont have partner..so sad :(..

so after half and hour with joyce..

i go back and pick up alex..

so joyce have a nice sleep on the camp 1st

then me and alex rock the beach..

we both strong..so we call ourself as the dragon boat :D..

i guess we r the destroyer haha..because..

i ask yva to come nearer to me..then i hold he

r boat..after that..i stood up and jump to their boat.

and try to sink them ;D...and success LOL...

after awhile i try to run sink juang boat..

but they find out..they go too fast..me and alex was too tired ><..

so we went back to yva boat and chace boat..

they both boat stick together so i try to sink both

of them XD

and alex go away by himself ==..

after that me and chace jump to the boat and chase richard boat..yeah..we get to sink their boat ;D...

was so tired after that..dry up ourself..and wait for the bbq thing to calm his temperature...

so we play volleyball :DDD..

ahh...

after that carry everything to car..and change location..

but 1st..we need to eat..way too HUNGRY!!!!

we waiting for joyce friend and had our lunch together..since they r coming...but wait and wait..

half an hour only they reach --..

ok...alex them already very piss...lol

and they suggest us to some seafood place..famous place..but it takes HALF AN HOUR to reach .

after reach there..they told us..they r cleaning the kitchen..so is close --!!!!!

no idea..we r all freaking hungry and piss..so we drive back to town..and have some nice food too

at the end..yeah..we ate..alot alot alot ..and fast..

then we straight go to another location for banana boat!

Pantai teluk Kembang!

yeah..this place is nice..

specially for water sport game..

rm25 for banana boat and Storm!!!

chace and sand is tired..so they sleep on the car :(..they just miss the best moment..

eventhough we felt so so tired..but WE need to continue :D..

so..the storm..i dont have the picture..

hard to describe :(..

something like sofa..but is plastic..just imagine..is like banana boat..but 3 person on it..

sleep on the storm together..and each of them has 2 grid on left and right to hold ..

me/richard and richard is the last one to play storm..

we were thinking..should we let go our hand when that guy try to swing us away? :D..

in the end..we doesnt want to...cuz is so fun..is very bouncy !!!

we were shouting..

ME:COME OUT THIS IS NOT ENOUGH..GIVE MORE!!!

RICHARD:OII NEVER EAT AH!!

CHRIS:NO FEEL AT ALL

the guy show us his thumb O.O....

then he speed very very fast!!!and swing us....GOD..iam flying!!!!but iam still holding the grid !

my body is on the air..suddenly..Richard is flying too..he kick me!!!

so my body turn around..and my head is on the water..but my hand still holding the grid...

so my face is like going after the wave..i cant stand..i lose my hand ;D...i feel so hurt on my face and body..i almost twisted my hand..suddenly..i saw richard on the water too --..

Chris shouting WHOAAAAA..

then he pull us up..and continue one more last swing XD...after the swing..haven even rest..then banana boat ..--..is unfair for me /richard and chris..lol..

new guy now..he asked us..do u want easy or hard!lol

we just shout sure hard la!!

then he say later remember to lose ur hand when he swing..omg

i though we must hold the grid so we wont fall? ;D

ok so goo!!!!!!

he say we r going far this time..going to another island..

so 2 banana out ;D

one banana is us..and 2nd banana is joyce friend

the problem is..why our banana is must more faster than them??

the 1st swing..

chris sit infront..he like know everything lol!..

1st swing..HARD SWING..all felt down..the banana was terbalik le haha..can feel the power..

felt so pain and suffer..the sea water goes in our eye nose and all..lol..

2nd swing..no problem..cuz everybody smart already haha..the impact very big..the one that sit in front is gonna knock the person behind them..zzz..

richard almost lost his safety suit...his clips came out --..

the 3rd time..i though everything is over..cuz i feel very pain ..but i still shout..COME ON GIVE US MORE!!

then he suddenly slow down..hmm..i think is already end..

suddenly he TURN!!..

yeah fuck..iam not ready..iam holding the grid..everybody felt nicely..but me..

my leg knock until richard..i dont know where..my leg..my knee :(..

big knock..and i cant swim back..so alex and chris pull me back..

better not mention the pain..cuz is gonna cut the fun :D..

so lets just walk back..

everybody was tired..

my knee was so pain..i cant drive..so yva drive ;(..cuz later i need to drive back home..

after that..we bbath and joyce friend room ..and time to say see ya..

joyce still there with yva accompany her...and see ya to them ..

drive back..

yeah..everybody was tired//

so i have to drive..i was worrying actua

lly..i did not sleep for 3 day now..and i knock my knee..

but melody walk like zombie XD..

so ..i have to drive...yeah..is pain..wadever..

chace was shooting light on me --..

so i try to stop my car..and let him overtake me..

but he did not!!

i stop my car on the high way..and he stop his car on the highway tooLOL...

melody keep say me crazy haha..

then i drive very fast away...and i stop my car aside..cuz we need to turn already..

chace stop his car infront me..and he stop his engine on the highway..they walk out..like very sleepy!!LOL...

then i faster drive away XD..

then they rush back to the car lol!..

and yeah..around 10+ we reach home...<3..

OK?hehe><

very fun<3..

i did not hold the chance..bcuz i cant..

<3>

Christmas eve

2010-12-26T08:54:00.000-08:00

24th

Woke up at 12pm..arggg..nobody at home..everybody went out to PLAY...

went to online..until 2++..stomach sound**

argg..lazy cook..

yeah..got car..

i use to drive CRV..but today..CRV is not here :(..must b

e parent took him away...

so..too bad..left one car at home..fairlady :D..my father car..yeah.

.took his key..and drive out..

And call..ei Richard lets eat

Richard:Sure

Richard walk out and holding his dog..and richard just O.O!

he run to the car and say..OO yeah..how nice...

ok..open window..let richard dog blow some wind..richard dog name bibi..

i hate this name..because it sounds so cute..and bibi is a guy..

and put bibi at the petshop to have some spa bath <3

then we both went to eat wantan mee lo..as usual..we love mahkota wantan mee..

after that..we plan to PRANK ALEX.. :)

OK..Richard drive his car..went to fetch alex..because aroun

d 6 ++ we need to go friend birthday party :D..

so iam driving my car hiding very far from alex house..once alex hop in richard car..ok..

follow and follow..

until we reach highway...then i just drive very fast..

and shoot light on richard car..

the conversation is like that

Richard:wei..who is that at the back..

Alex:dont know oo keep shoot light on us..

then i cut richard car...Open window..and show o0o...

Then richard hon me...ok i can say richard is a good actor ;D

When richard hon me..alex say OI..don play la..dont care him...

AND that is the moment..alex fall in to PRANK :)...

then i just drive very fast and make a fool on richard..and let alex feel who is it :)

then we almost reach my house..

alex guess..it must be Kael brother..

slowly slowly..open gate..

Alex say..See..sure is Kael brother...

Open door..i smile at alex :)..

Alex just O.O...

me and richard laugh hard :D..who is next :)..

Wanted to prank yva ><..

.......

we reach the birthday party at 7..

so hungry..and ate ate ate ate..BBQ BBQ BBQ...

oo is a long missing friend...miss it..

Happy birthday Oscar <3...

Around 10++ we head to Erica new house..

then i sit yva car..

just chat chat chat..

while waiting for the traffic..we both kept silent..

then she suddenly take camera out and snap picture with me :O..

actually i like it de..just that moment..my hair very messy...after BBQ..hair = shit

Everybody say we look alike..is it?:O

Maybe yeah..people say we have the same eye and nose LOL

Reached erica house..

O noo..her house is lovely..nice decoration

nice enviroment

her room is full of pink.zz..light also pink..

walk in..feeling is like..girl wonderland..feel very gay..

sleep at erica room 1 day will become gay :x..

and eat eat eat again...

the best part..is..ps3..lol..

omg..the game very nice :O...

err..name name..err...Sports challenge gladiator??lol ..forgot...

+1..

when i see the happiness ..

This is the unbeatable look :)..

Ok..see you :'(

Life

2010-12-25T22:09:00.001-08:00

Y such face?

Yeah..iam going through this alone..but mayb there is a friend..but i did not want to..
once this pain shared..it wont reduce the pain..like something 1 split to 2..is gonna be 1/2 1/2..but this is..gonna give extra pain ...
this is the 1st time..i kept my feeling for so long..
the 1st time i nv share with anyone..even in my blog
is burning inside..is something like..u need to tell something out..but u actually cant..but if i dont tell..iam going to lose it..and if i tell..iam going to lose it..so wtf?yeah..is getting more and more complicated..to keep this complicated only for myself..the only think i can do..is really..just let it be and live with it..take it as a lesson..and learn how to stand even there is fire burning in heart..
is a chance to grow..and learn not to so PASSION in love..
i have ntg to say but..i really fall for it..
but look..i've learn to control my love..is like..i can control..to love a girl or dont love a girl..even if the girl is freaking perfect..
but why not this time?i felt different...even there is many layer of protection..but this feeling cant stop..is all about myself now..i always made my decision with a flip of coin..
bcuz i believe myself is the only one who know myself the most..
I dont wan things to change..if only it is going to improve..
I love the happiness that we create..i think..is better of this way
but is this what i ask for??argg..just COCK it --
i need to write my song..i need to finish all..iam addicted on song writing..
i cant put too much about love infront of me..and blocked everything i want to do..
i wont fail...
so emo post --...
next post should post something happy ;D..my 2010 xmas day? >.^..take care all<3>

Life

2010-12-06T00:15:00.000-08:00

Recently I've been reading books and watching movie and is all about life..life has alot of categories? example
Life inside has love,money,hobby and bla bla bla
and this few month..i learned about love..
i went to study and watch how loves happens
'I love you'..we always say so..to the girls and guy..
but who actually really understand what is love?neither me?
but one thing i know is..everybody inside grows with love..
even a boy age 10-15..will fall for girl..is an uncontrollable feeling...
love can happen in anytime anywhere in any situation..
last time..i though of '1st sigh love' is some kind of bullshit..lol...how can you just love someone in just 1st sight thing ..and don't even know each other ...
but now i believe in anything that can causes the sparks of love..there is always something like undefined sparks in between there..no one can explain out wtf is that ..
Love can happens in 1st sight,friendship,one night stand and bla bla bla ..
never say anybody cheap when they r deeply in love...sometimes..they do act very cheap and die for love...

i cried badly for my 1st love lost..
i wanted to die for my 2nd love lost..
and i have no more confident in my 3rd love now..
every time i get into girls..like ok..i flirted her..she love it..i can confess to her anytime..
but at that moment..i always step back and think..'I guess i cant love her'
never think of forever love..but learn how to truly in love with someone..forever love?
today iam with you..tomorrow we broke..this can count as forever love in between you both only..
i had a feeling..that there is a girl i can truly in love with her ..such a strong feeling..
but i have no confident..to tell myself..that is her or who..hmm..let flow i guess?

people always say..never turn back and look..just look forward..look how bright is your future..
but if we don't look back..we will never know..what we have done before..things that hurt people..
people we need to appreciate..love that we've just miss..so what?
we should look at our past time..and correct the mistake we've done before..only we can be a great person in future!

i dont have much friend...errmm no..i do have much friend ..but..not true friend..
someone..come to me and ask me to count my true friend..and my eyes just watery..i hate her..

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Man xuan birthday

2010-12-01T20:15:00.000-08:00

1/12/2010
ANG MAN XUAN official birthday date..
at 28/11/2010
me/yva/chace/richard/alex already celebrated her birthday..because she need to go penang and work at 30/11/2010..so we have to celebrate earlier...and she though this is the end of her birthday...
So chace decide to go penang and give her surprise..yeah..
1st i though is ipoh..because alex told me is ipoh...argg..i dont know..
only me/alex/chace going penang and look for the F*** Ang Man Xuan...

The Journey Start..
3.00am
we start to go..from kajang...
i purposely went to burn a disc for our trip..
Song list..Muse
One Republic30 Second to mars
Secondhand serenade
Coldplay
Linkin Park
Kings of leon

yeah..all kind of song that we love and can sing along...
whole road is like 0 car..so we open our window and sing loud loud..shout!!
the feeling is so nice...
we continue sing until we reach the 1st toll...
1st toll KL to Ipoh..Rm28
we using iphone4 GPRS..extimate time to reach Penang ..minimun 4 hour..
Chace did not tell us..and himself..did not know that the toll is so expensive..
i just bring rm60 only..
Everybody money is inside atm..
after 1 hour drive in the highway..we rest at shell station
and the fking atm is not working..no money come out --...
So whole car only left rm60...and the petrol is half...but after another hour we stop at another petro station
and alex success to press rm100 from atm zzz..like we r so happy...
then just go and go..crazy singing in the car...hardly sleep...
suddenly alex want to pee...he wait for very long edi..we only found 1 toilet stop..then he just ran in to toilet
but he never see the toilet sign...
he ran into girl toilet --..after another 2 hour..atlast we reach penang le~
then after we found the hotel that Man xuan stay..we call her..
she say she eating at another place..and she ask where are us??zzz
Chace say he is with me and alex at mahkota..eating bread --
so..we have to find Man Xuan at another place..
She is working as agency for something like bio bla bla bla...
then we found her company lorry..we hide aside and parking 1st :)..
after we took out the cake and walk to her...
yeah..she dont know we came..and is so far ..for sure she will touch!!!
we walk to them..and shout...
Who is Ang Man Xuan....
She shout loudllyyy!!!ahhh!!!
Chace say
This Cake is delivery from KL
Ang Man xuan please...
yeah...after the surprise..then she need to start work...so we need to leave...
the time is 9.00am
so i suggest them to pulau penang...
Richard always tell me that penang Chow kue teow very nice...
yeah...so we search for the top 1 penang chow kue teow...
after we reach there...very nice..
the waiter came and ask me..what drink i want..i just say dont want..
she say..if no order drink..need to pay 50sen --..wtf..then i order one ICE KACANG..
i rather pay rm3 also don wan pay for the 50sen..
yeah the ICE kacang taste very nice..and very special..
the chow kue teow taste ok ok only..just a little bit more tasty than normal one
and alex say just the pawn bigger only..and is RM7..if Add more mee then rm10..ZZZ
the price too exp for a chow kue teow..
then Chace was too tired..so we decide to rest 1st..we slept at the car..while we chatting..there is a guy come and knock our car..and say parking time is over..need to reload --...GOT SUCH THING ? --..then we drive away and go to other place..yeah..we still get to find a very nice place to park and sleep..
3.00 we woke up..chace there all still want to sleep..but i feel so boring..zz..
i say just back home ba..
going back that time..im the one who drive..cuz chace too tired..
nothing special after all..just petrol and toll money not enough..
1st we ++ rm10 petrol..we just worry that the toll money very exp..
so not dare to ++ too much..
2nd ++ petrol..rm17 :D..
then i feel sleepy too..and let alex drive..
after 1 hour..atlast we reach KL!!!
the most scary thing is..we saw the toll--...
stop there and ask..BERAPA?
Rm44 ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
whole car..only left rm30 in my wallet..omg ..
GUESS what..there is a thing called..OWE THE TOLL MONEY ..haha..
so we pay rm20 for the deposit 1st :)..cuz we still need rm10 to ++ petrol..
yeah..left 1 bar of petrol...is blinking at the sign..
and we r still in KL..dont know where is it zz..
Chace drive slowly..with the gear D and N :D...
For the emergency help..
we called our fren..Richard rich zz..
then he was so worry and wanted to drive and find us lol~..
but in the end we able to reach sg long..then Richard fetch me back to kajang..
how sweet..and the end..this is the stupid journey we got...
Chace did not tell us anything about the toll TT..only petrol + toll already used rm200+..
The end..
The best part of the journey is ..singing in the car loudy ...<3...other than that..really -1

Lovely day

2010-11-16T02:47:00.000-08:00

It was a beautiful morning...everybody woke up at 7

and get ready for Shopping ..Going with Chace,Richard,Chirstopher,Alex..

we had a plan..Chace,Richard and Christopher..wanted to go for

haircut..and same hairstyle..what kind of hair style??i'll show u all later ;)...
So...1st early in the morning we went to taylor lakeside..because Chris Need to do oral at 11++..
and after the oral thing..we all rush to Fahrenheit...
Yeah..how great..i went to ZARA ..and wanted to buy the hat..arg...It was so nice and suits me..but i'm not sure..that should i buy or not..use too much money nowaday ;(...
ok great...now i have a story to tell...About the lovely saloon...
Remember
Location:Fahrenheit,3floor,A-saloon..
Very high class and nice design..you can use their comput

er when you are having your haircut or wadever..
Chace explain to the girl..Is some kind of Mohawk hair but is not an original Mohawk..is gonna be a little different..after explain..and show the picture at google..haircut start...

This is a example of the hair they want...
Chace,Richard and Chris wanted to cut the same MOHAWK...

and 3 of the 9 come...what is the 9 mean??not nine...is KAW..example..NGONG kAW..SAP KAW..LOK KAW..
the 3 hairstylist..
The Girl we call her as LOK KAW help Chace to cut
The guy we call him as NGONG KAW help Richard to cut
The another guy we call him as SAP KAW help Christopher to cut..
great..so...Chace explain everything to the LOK KAW..then she start to cut..
Ngong KAW was the most Jerk..haven even ask what hair richard want..then he start to cut..
And Richard take off his glasses in the earlier...he could'nt see wat is happening on his head..
iam standing aside and see..and see..and see..is getting worst..and worst..and worst..But luckily..THe LOK KAW Stop him from cutting and explain the MOHAWK that Chace explain.
As the LOK KAW explain to the SAP KAW about the hair too..
they wanted the same hair...at the end..it came out..3 different hair...And i dont understand why.
the worst part is..3 also not MOHAWK...zzzz!It was fucking jerk zz..and the NGONG KAW tell us that he learn haircut from JAPAN..God dam...he Cut Richard hair really look like Ngong KAW..As we discussed --..i have no idea what style was that..he explain alot of theory and how to style the hair..but excuse me..what style was this??Something like..HORSE HAIR...zzz!!!!!And chace hair come out with..UnMohawk..even the side hair cut wasn't balance..This is shit --..
And lucky Chris..he got his half Mohawk ..Because..the one who help him cut is the leader of the stylist in the saloon...God Bless..but still..is not a mohawk --..So..at the end..3 Kaw hair..i have no comment..mayb the worst part is not here??
Alex wanted to dye hair~
He ask for Suggestion from the A-saloon...
And they gave some kind of suggestion like..a little green..but not green..a little but not grey...
and second option is
A little red but very fucking red..thats all..
so..Alex choose the 1st choice..
And the result was awesome..
What we call that colour??
Ngap xi Cheng(DUCK SHIT GREEN)
I guess alex is crying now..lets not mention it anymore..
Haiz..was a curse by the fucking saloon..
A-saloon..Please locate it at other place..not at Fahrenheit..Shame on yourself..
F!
god bless....

Life

2010-11-02T05:19:00.000-07:00

Discuss about future with my friend...After the discussion..once again i try to talk with my father telling him what i like..and what i want..
Is the..not listening..judge my thing wasnt right..what i like does not lead me to LIFE....
Then i say..please dont ask me to say what i like anymore..please..you all drives me crazy..
Whatever..i will study...
Next year~iam going to college .. i always wanted to go college...but..this time..
iam going to study the course that i dont really want...
for myself..i only think...
2 road for me...
1:rich
2:famous
i will die for this 2 thing...and i believe either one i can success 1st..
yeah...everybody wish to become rich or famous sure...

I felt like wasted alot of time...
but seems like..my parent dont care..erm..no..is like..they wan me to waste my time
Ok..i say..i want to continue my guitar lesson..Parent say NO
I say..i want to go for vocal class..Parent say NO
I say..i want to go for gym..Parent say NO
is not about $$
monthly for 3 thing here..dont event cost rm300?
My maid say..I like ah liang sing..then my mom say..so noisy always sing at night..~.~
nvm...i will Pay this for myself..i need to work..i hope that i can work with friend..but i guess nop.
no more..Is not time to play anymore..
i need to live alone..

Changes of me..
before 3 month i told myself..iam changing myself..
From inside of me..to the outlook..
and..i dont think so i did it...
i dont like the way i talk...the way i laugh..the way i walk..the way i sit..the way i smile...
i will change..my attitude..
i have a little problem...i fall in love on someone i should nt love..
and now..in the same time..i loved 2 girl...
just everytime before i sleep..i will think of her..
but nvm .. i never want to tell her..
because..i never want to love her..
just..it wont happen..
just concentrating at my changing ba ...

Sorry..i never post about my birthday...
because..it doesnt goes well in plan..and ..forget about it :(...
Take care :)

Does people always get the love they want?

2010-10-19T22:33:00.000-07:00

Broke up is a common thing around me already..it just happen always and i was so boring with it..
The day i broke up i cry like no tomorrow..i even went to beg for a chance..Few question ask from my friend after broke up..i have the same common problem with my friend while in relationship..
I just cant imagine how sweet is the couple around while in secondary school..why??just because
can see each other everyday??hmmph..i guess nop??Everybody say..We must trust each other only So call as a Good RELATIONSHIP ..this is not true..from the angle i see..trust is needed..but is also depends on your partner attitude...Example..If you gf is busy like Shit everyday and don even have time to reply you 1 message..and you just tell yourself..i need to trust my gf..i have to ZAU(tolerate) her..not every guy can do this..NOT..but this is just too good to be a bf..is OVER GOOD..and it becomes bad..a couple need communicate alot..we cant blame all to your bf/gf..please state your own mistake and change too..And guy..You need to motivate yourself always..u cant expect any girl wait for u and love you for no reason..you cant be so selfish..
Another friend relationship..Is about the word TRUST too..
Example..a girl went to school without transport and there is a guy giving him free transport..
Very simple...How can we trust that girl and the guy r actually in love already or not??
They might cause SPARK anytime..and my friend was jealous and has lost the trust...
The trust is there at the earlier..
Girls..You can just ask a guy..TRUST ME LA IAM YOUR GF LA...you cant just say that..
You need to do something to let your guy trust u..is very simple...example
Dear I am going to hotel with that hot girl..Dont worry k..we wont SEX..you love me??then u trust me...
So..Girls ..going to trust or?zzz
Most of the relationship broke up is because of the word TRUST..
Dont be a jerk and dont know how to use the word trust..
i heard my friend cry..my very best friend..tell me how can i stand??my heart was so pain..the feeling that i try before..i could feel it from my friend..suffering alone after broke up is the hardest thing to heal...i was so angry and in the same time i feel so upset that why did not he share to me..until yesterday he cant stand..
Love is just too important for everybody.....
After my broke up..i learn alot thing..a strong attitude that kept at bottom of my heart for so long
and i found it myself..I need my friend to learn and find it himself..
Change yourself..Change your mistake..Don blame your lover..Change yourself for your own ..
Take care

Band

2010-10-13T02:36:00.000-07:00

Start a band since form 4...and fail..then form 5 start another band with different member..and last long for 2 year..alot problem and stress goes around in 1 band...isn't easy =(..so band life goes on..we always practice and did alot thing..like look for sponsor and all..And now i have to say..i disband the band..music taste very different..disiplin problem..Am i going to start a band again??
yes..we will wait and see..this time..iam fucking serious..looking for member that can get along well..phew ~~ goodluck

Try

2010-10-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

My very new song..just wanted to share =)..hope you like it

Lyrics

Try-Preview
Lyrics

I cry when u say that
Words that hurt me so bad
is just like you cut me but i cant bleed anymore

When i try to fix it
You just don want because
you need someone and i know thats not me

So i..
Change myself just for you to love me one more time again

i try.
try so hard..but things just getting worst ..our love...fade away

Recently+ a message to ...

2010-09-26T10:41:00.000-07:00

Jealousy should not exist in my world..because jealousy lead me to FUCKING WRONG WAY..not to ask ppl stop making me jealous but i have to stop Jealous ppl by myself..Money and Love is so fucking far from me that i feel so tired and suffering everyday from what i wanted but i cant get..just can see but canot touch..that feeling is Shitty..for myself i still wont give up on the things i wan and the 'Someone' i wanted ..God bless --...

and here wanted to tell a friend of mine and someone important for me...
friendship doesnt talk about Anything..Friend is more important than your gf/bf
no matter what they do..u just have to forgive them...bcuz friend is the only thing that keep u smiling...human always use each other...like iam boring..iam going to call my friend to accompany me..we need each other...Losing one Gf/Bf is no fucking big deal..but losing one best friend will kill u
Think triple time...There is a word..'one step back the sky will look brighter'
Love one r not important..Friends are more..Remember..
Tolerate is needed everytime..dont talk about personal attitude...we can change our attitude every sec if we wanted too...

<3 u

Moon Cake Festival..

2010-09-22T22:34:00.000-07:00

Moon cake festival..for me ..is actually not a big celebration...
because on moon cake festival..i stay alone at home..and everybody went out..
only my maid is with me --..she is a good friend XD...
then i see alot ppl celebrate and looks so happy with candles --..i feel jealous =(...
like everybody at facebook going to say that Happy Moon Cake Festival!!!!hmmph..it makes me wanna celebrate too....too bad =(...this kind of loneliness will end soon..i hate this kind of feeling..
Let me go parent ...>.^ ......... i learn how to live in loneliness in long term and iam still alive..
dont come and tell me that u r by my side always...it isn't sweet and it makes me laugh..
Anyway...my diet and exercise!!!haha...From 72 kg to 68kg in 1 week..* o *!!!
but i have to stop diet on friday ..because i need to go to arif house party =(...arggggg!!!
i'll try just to eat kuih =(..... <3

Take care all ..Happy Belated moon cake festival..

Future?

2010-09-14T08:29:00.000-07:00

My parent going to china on wed..for 6 day..
my plan...wed night go hardrock cafe to relax..thurs go find yk..plan done...
and..guess what my parent think??Even that their leaving just for 6 day...
they think iam going to mix with the bad person..i say how many fucking time i said..i wont..cuz i am not those type..
they say..stay at home for this 6 day..then i say..just 1 sentence
we human cant control everything,sometimes u force to control everything it turns to bad.is better that you let it be natural
Great..i get fuck up..i was trying to explain there..lol..
they say..so i not song is it??go out and dont come back...i just smile =)...
then they start to say..i haven start my college..why not i go to my father office to learn thing..
yea..iam going to study my father job..a part of my father job..so i think i could him help..
but the intake is next year?so..i really wanna start my study..as i did try to go to my father office
and put my heart and do..but mistake and my heart is not there..and i think..this is not the right time for me..i really need my parent to understand..is not the right time yet..but they refuse to listen..they just say iam lazy useless rubbish..come on..
iam working there..and iam thinking about music..argg..i don wan to go there and mess thing up and take salary..then they say..then put your heart in..zz as i said early..is not the time yet..
i wanna start my father job hobby..when iam studying..no..they say NEVER..I CAN NEVER MAKE MY CHOICE..MY CHOICE R BULLSHIT..LISTEN..LISTEN TO THEM..yeah..i know ..my father is success person..but not my fucking mother..but she just shout at me..but..since the last time she slap me for no reason..i have made my choice..i respect her but i will never care about her..
like last year..i stop my guitar class.s because of spm..after spm i wanted to continue my guitar class ++ vocal class..i request alot time from my parent..
but they say no..music canot live...i just love..why cant i learn ?just because their attitude is STONE
then i cant improve my guitar and vocal??just that simple of them can ruin everything..
i have no choice..but learn myself..

On that day..my parent ask me to perform infront of them.is one of my relative birthday and big party..because all of my relative wanted to listen.. then i say..is english song ok??they say ok!
So i say..i wrote this song myself..and i heard my mother say..WTF i wrote myself??
after play..I seriously..love the clap and crowded voice..i enjoy that feeling..eventhough iam shaking on stage..i have to thx my friend that telling me this song is nice..and they gave me confident to do that..so i did it..and i guess..singing on stage is much more nicer =O...

and today..they say..always stay at room play guitar for what??
then i say ..i never want to stay at home..because home is full of shout and argue..i wanted to be busy and not staying at home..this word...FUCK MYSELF..I HAVE MADE A FUCKING BIG MISTAKE..THAT TELLING THEM HOW I FELL...AND I GOT FUCK UP LIKE..
then get away from this home..wtf now..go out..if u can..go out....
and i say..look at yourself ..i guess u understand why i hate staying at home now..
They ask..what am i thinking??
i say..please don ask..because u guys will never accept..
i will study..
too much thing ....
i say dont care about me so much ...
and my mother say..so u think u very proud??
i shout at her and say..because iam not the son u needed and i never wan u to worry..
then i walk to my room and start my blog here...
iam not crying..i never will..i will find a way to solve it...
everytime i talk with them..they always ask me to throw my music life away...
and they really did force until me wanna stop.....
how??tell my band..hey i don wan continue band with you all...
selfish??
forget about it..i wont stop...my life goes on...i am improving..but my parent will never know..
everything is in my heart..just i have no chance to show my talent and my idea..not only in music..but in life too....
= |

My Wedding

2010-09-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

Suddenly though of what will it be for my wedding??
I wan to have a very special wedding that chinese never try before
is change the way on my wedding
change religion of wedding
into indian wedding
dont you feel how sweet?
feel the passion like palace...
the flower smell...
that indian house always have..iam serious..is just romantic..

happy wedding??yeah...

Is just happiness =O......

alot flower around them..is so nice

LOL..i was just kidding--..i don wan a indian wedding haha.. seriously..i guess i would like to have a honeymoon shooting....In paris..In russia..And japan...My fav place..
just imagine that you went to place that nobody know u and just you and your partner..
As i can let my wife feel that..no matter where we go..i will always 'CAN' protect her =)

yeah i guess i will be like that..WHOAHHHH
iam crazy..tata ..
just though of posting ~

Feel to be a alone

2010-09-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

After my broke up...i never though of having a gf 1st..i just wanna concentrate on my music and my life...and you suddenly appear in my life...haaaa..you are very special..at 1st i though i would never need a care from ppl..but the exist of you..the care from you..is waking me up..i feel fresh =)..As i actually need someone care alot..i was just learning how to be strong...i was enjoying the time being with you...you came in to my life and is really miracle..i remember every sec talking with you ..the happiness/sadness..i drop down..to a paper..and i start to compose my very 2nd song..and it came out very good feedback <3...and had a argument with you..though of leaving you...was suffer in pain..and iam worry that u r suffering too...hmmph..was thinking...should not have a 1st chat with you...and all...my feeling is very confuse when i see you cry...and iam pretty sure that..iam already in love...for that..i wrote a song...called Hate Myself...but i still give a try on us..cuz i really want it... <3
iam trying my best..serious..iam fucking serious TT

Iam tired and never give up

2010-08-31T05:42:00.000-07:00

Phew~

Last fri and sat...studio..practice song for 14 hour...o.o...non stop...until i really cant stand and my head start to pain...then juang fetch me back home...i slept on the car...and went back home..i sleep again...until the other morning 2++ zzz... hmmph...

i wrote 2 song...that is acceptable in public..1st song is kinda rock and high! 2nd one is pain and sadness..the 2nd song i wrote for someone that is really important for me..hmmph

i practice very hard for band...as there will be performance for my band??..the problem is..i promise ppl that my band can do the best for you all..and then ..while on the

stage..mistake..wtf??

shame? is gonna be joke ba...sien...is fucking sien...bassist left the band..have to find new member again...

last sunday

yi ru birthday...seriously..i don wan mention about it..but i never blame anybody..however..the ending is very nice and sweet love it =)...so ..forget about it...

Happy Birthday Yi ru!

showing o0o while taking pic..is pro

i love this pic ><

Header

2010-08-24T04:44:00.001-07:00

Which header will be nicer??
let me know =)

愛は、私はしたい

2010-08-10T10:31:00.000-07:00

私たちの愛は、永遠になる。私は私たちの間別のを作ってみるよ。私は誇りに思っているにしています。あなたの本当の愛は私の心を..触れるは、使用する香水のにおい。あなたを見て目を疑った。キス唇を。あなたを見詰める。あなたは私私はあなたの貴重な午前感じさせる。あなた..からの愛の本当の感情私の心.. iの..私の人生これまでのことを決して忘れません続ける . 永遠に私の心は、秘密の愛のままになりますが大好きです。あなたが恋しいです。私はちょうどあなたが道を愛して..あなたは私にとって特別です。期待していなかった。私はちょうど私の生活の中で天使に会った。彼女は今のところ私からです。。空の上。私は怖いカントはあなたに達する。と1日を失う。私は願っています。 1日に近くの私に来ることができます。少なくとも、ほんの数秒です。私の願いを成就されます

愛は同じ..ままさようなら..ソフトはあなたのためキス <3

a broken to love

2010-08-05T16:43:00.000-07:00

Look at my blog chat box...it cause me no mood to blog...Fxxx ...wtf was that??advertisement??omg..stop that o0o...annoying....phew....recently...lazy take out picture from my phone to post ...

hmmph..why??.i found a problem there..i sleep late..i wake up early...day by day..my energy is totally 0...i cant continue like that..i have to sleep early like i always do..last few days..i met my ex fren...was like lost contact for few month...she say omg liang..your hair so long le...and the feeling of your eye..different...hmmph..i dont know..i feel like..i start to talk less..i think..should be ok ba. . ._. ....I met someone i cant fall in love with...as all my friend ask me THINK TRIPLE TIME...i was like...never think..and i can feel that love is almost reached...as i keep control myself..telling myself..

STEADY...i know my ability now..i can control myself alot..i learned...she loved me..she is sweet..awesome...pretty...cute..what else a guy wan??is enough .. hmmph..i wanna tell her that..i don love her..but my heart came out with an answer...(ARE YOU SURE) ?...yes..i think i fall for her...but..i never want to be with her..somebody will understand why..as she is the one who understand the most...if she ever read this..i bet she is =(..every night i feel very brightening is cause of her..she is the girl i ever wanted..but i cant..all in my mind is like..let it be natural..take wat i had now..if it really comes to me..near to me..just beside me..i will only hold u as tight as i can..problem now is..i just cant feel her...so...let it flow ^^...WOOOOOOOAHHHHH...as i also feel nice chatting with her in this kind of situation..<3

ps for friend:dont think iam emo >< ..dont ask anything about this post <3

2 day..Hmmph..

2010-07-24T23:36:00.001-07:00

Friday
Went to swim as usual...exercise...

me,yc,arif,yk and juang...
as usual..after swimm then we went to leisure mall pasar malam and eat porridge and back...

saturday
Plan to go studio today actually...but then suddenly cant book the studio...plan to stay at studio whole day de lo..Fail...

so me and juang went to sg long fetch alex and kang to have our breakfast/lunch together at Subang...

we went to taylor lake side and walk around =)...

then we went to a food court name ASIAN CAFE...the decoration of the food court quit nice d..

As everybody know KL and SUBANg/PJ ppl dressing is different de...so we just dress up casual there :)...yeah..there is leng lui sitting infront our table...+1..then the girl look at me..and i look at her...She take out her ciggratte ><..not wasted..just did not expect that she smoke..anyway..nice : )...

so...suddenly..1 uncle...with a hat/t-shirt/very short pants came and sit sit infront of our table right>>>...so i look at him...he just stare at me ...i just feel creepy..his look...like spying me...while iam eating..i just look around and i saw that uncle showing his DICK AND BALL....Mcb...at 1st i though he was doing accidently...then i tell juang..fuck..see that man...he say..what??he close his pants...he was sitting down...so he show from the bottom...then i look at him again..HE OPEN HIS PANTS AGAIN...so i was ..MCB oi u see that man...he is showing his DICK..so my fren turn their head and that uncle look at the sky..so i was so piss off...wanna fuck him....alex just tell me ignore such psycho ppl...they crazy de..they r more dangerous than us..so i just...fine..ignore him..then i look at him again...he open his fucking pants again....then i take my phone out and snap his pic...and zoom...then he close his pants back...so i was like holding my camera and eat...my camera just aim at him,,,he nv do anything..he just look at me....that was so fucking Sohai...i stare at him like i am going to beat him...he still show...

too many ppl there..all was like high class high class de..i cant shout at him in such situation...

so we just left...after our car pass by the Foodcourt...that man gone...

So..kful of this guy...i took his pervert face

see the way he sit??

he just open his leg and show at the bottom...

if one more time i see such psycho..i will beat him up --....

Alex told me that..because i look like a Tomboy..So he wan to show me his dick to help change back to normal and start horny guy...lol --..o0o

after that we went to kaling party..till 1.00 ....left us 6 guy only..all went back...we ending eat Durian --..and mangosteen

Recently my dad went to add bumper to one of my house de car..i like it

Haven paint yet...last 2 week pic ..

tata le

Friday

2010-07-16T18:43:00.000-07:00

Whooaaahhh..yesterday..just watch a movie..'inception'...is a fxxking complicated...i try so hard to focus and concentrate i only get what i means...creative and nice movie..+1..leonado is cool...he always act such movie...those complicated movie..at 1st i wasnt addicted on such movie..my fren yc told me this movie is very complicated..ask me to watch..so i try lo..and is so nice that while u watching u understand the movie..so try to concentrate : P..like yi ru told me she got no interest in this movie..then i saw i treat her la...she only come lol --...in the end o0o..no treat :P..i feel that she very uncomfortable le lol....so me,yk,yr,arif and yoges watch together ..arif was sleeping !! LOL...keep telling me not nice..but i ignore him..cuz i was concentrating...from the starting u watch watch watch...in the end u know the answer..from my point of view..i think leonado is still in the dream*... after that we went to swim lo..me arif yk yiru and mei theng...swim at my house d...about 2 hour..then we went to leisure pasar...and juang came...so about 9++ we went back d : )

Emo

2010-07-14T09:02:00.001-07:00

i find out i cant sleep for 2 week..my face look weak,dry..at 1st i just headache about band thing..last week i sms bandmate .guitarist reply and he is having exam next week..and other no reply..mind tel me wtf is this?busy?cant even reply?don tel me no credit..that gonna be a joke..i don fucking care now!selfish?i can too..i left band aside..wasting my time!don fucking ask me to find sponsor and once i get a company and get performance then everybody never practice!performance is anytime!perform 67 on stage?

so i choose to help out my father.i feel he got lot of accounting work..so i choose to help him even i dn like tis career..morning my father was like glad that i help him..after at night i told him i going out tmr..to visit my babysitter and go sg long..and he told me i cnt help him..i cant handle his job..i am idiot..go and take ur guitar and walk outside play like beggar..they never knw how bad they hurt me ..guitar was my hobby and my love instrument,.they just... mother just talk bullshit and add oil to fire..wat kind of mother is this ..is like she so wan family argue!evil!fuck!
i am sick of tis!i cant sleep! do they care?
and who does!
i learned..ah liang dont be so naive..
is time to grow

Love mom

2010-07-11T06:00:00.001-07:00

My life is like different from people..is kinda hard for me to get what i wan and what i need...
my life is LOCKED by my parent...without their permission i cant do what i want...if i like that thing and my parent dont like..they will never allow me to have it...my life was controlled..my dad control me till not too over..but my mom..worst..is over...She is fucking over control me..i had enough of such fucking boring life!!!Dont force me !!iam not kid anymore..let me make my choice..i need to grow...dam it...stop keeping me in house ...i cant learn things outside the world!!!
mom skill is not working!!is making me more bad..
being and bad guy or good guy..choice made by me..i never wanna be bad..but if parent non stop control me and say i will influence by ppl and become bad..i had no choice..
yeah i am not a good child for them..but i love them deep in my heart..but they dont care..they will say iam born to hurt them..iam a black sheep..just because i cant study well ..
i dont have the freedom to have a girlfriend..
before i had a girlfriend..and they try alot of way to break us up..that is bullshit!!
Iam not a girl!!
Let me grow like a man!!
i dont have the right to give comment..
they think they plan the whole road for me to walk my life is the best way to take care of me..
is so fucking wrong...
my life..decision made by me..parent can only help me to walk my road..but not ask me to stop walking my own road...
iam tired in this family..i dont wanna hate them..
iam gonna study well..get my career find $$ and have my own house and car..
sometimes i do wan to chase a girl..but i just have to control myself..iam worry that i dont have the heart to take care of girlfriend anymore... :(!!!

Ignore my mom

2 Day

2010-07-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

OWH!do anyone know that i got a condo near leisure??lol
iam Kajang ppl ...Main house in kajang...Sub house near leisure there lol..something like picnic house..every friday go there pasar or walk or movie then go back condo sleep..next day saturday back kajang..this week friday...my friend kang,juang,yoges and special guest Arif..but b4 that me kang and yoges went to watch twilight..yeah..is always us..the guys..seldom out with girl de ba me..no girl dare to date me --..lol..there r few xiu mui mui sit infront us..so the movie start..the starting already kiss kiss..those xiu mui mui lol..good job ..after that juang and arif xame then we go pasar eat porridge..after porridge..we sit at the chow kue teow area..5 ppl 1 chow kue teow without XI HAM lol...i hate xi ham--..but all my friend like xi hum..i told them..xi hum is shit : )...in the end..the chow kue teow nobody eat..i eat few only Zzzz..we r all keep fit guy : ) ..beside us there is something that we use to play... 50sen 1 turn 1 Ball open it present inside : )...

Lol ...so 1st turn..i get the '?' box....and everybody also dont like...then i ask juang..which 1 you want...he say mushroom...and then i turn...i get the brown mushroom with eye and teeth de-- dam ugly...so he don want again..so turn again..and i get the blue turtle --...and i turn again..i get th brown mushroom ==...is getting excited lol!!!SHit iam addicted...and TURN AGAIN...F i get the blur turtle...so i give a last try..last turn....LOL..i get the red and white dot mushroom..lol...Never give up : )..so how le those keychain??all give yoges lo == and put on his car key lol

Zzz..nice 1...rm3 lol.....after that...back home~

Next Day
11oclock..they come to my condo and swim...before we swim..we go and have our Break/Lunch...all haven eat ==...so we went to eat wan tan mee and rice...as my fren arif is malay..of cuz no babi ==...but we eat lol!!juang eat cha siu...and iam so good..i tell arif that..Cha siu is not babi...Cha siu is cha siu..lol..and he will say..fuck you kok leong... : (..
after that all go to condo and change shirt...then we go swim : )

yk..very wrong lo ==

..joke de yoges..while waiting for the lift..i told yoges that i very scare when lift once open then got ppl..then he say yeah yeah..so i just WOOOOOO once the lift open..and he jump ==...but he did revenge..when i goin to toilet..then yoges hide inside...and he just WOooo me agian..then i run out from toilet and almost fall down..==..after swim then go back condo bath..omg dam tired..and all nap in room le...after that go back lo...and i lock yoges and yk : )

on the way to sg long and have our dinner...arif driving..and i did something to arif..

and he duno..Zzzz..he just go over it ..and the machine wrote Kad tidak sah lol...and the end...
argg...tired...cant write anymore...night : (

Is about my Precious band

2010-07-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

The day i like to sing and perform on stage is when i was age11....and i always DREAM to be a superstar ..wanna solo on stage...then i form a dance group at school in age 14...which is Popping dance..and everybody love it :)...and we cancel the group...till age 15 ..i form a band with my friend..we were all classmate...4 person..band name Quarters..
and problem problem problem...and 2 ppl left the band...and just me and Juang left in the band..
we both don wanna disband..so we find ppl and form another band name Queensheart...now my band got 5 ppl..and is awesome.. :)..still there is problem in band..but this time..we talk about heart..1 heart..whatever problem also solved...soon we will have performance...probably cover people song..if we got enough time to finish compose our own song..then +1 le :)... i dont have parent sponsor for classes and instrument...they never wan me to sing~..i never give up..I wan Q.M know by everybody..and make friend proud to have me : )..iam walking this road..all by myself and with the help of my bandmate...is a dream..and i hope..may dream come true...

Tata

3 day

2010-06-20T22:21:00.000-07:00

:)....
my mom went to kelantan for 1 week...
house was like....
cold...
silent...
relax...
my family like dogs...except my mother --...
so she went to kelantan...
So i bring kumi come to my house to play 2 days lol...thx josephine :)
very cute de kumi...change colour edi..Lol...white now...
duno why ler...she getting more and more lazy le...she just come to me and sleep on my stomach always...she never request to play lol....good girl :)

Lol...She is smiling =)

Slept le ...

She cant be alone..she just need someone to sleep with her always...
while she sleeping..she will wake up and see that am i still there then she only continue sleep de...<3....

Yeah us father day!!
morning bring kumi back then had my breakfast at connaught...
after that went to belakong jusco...
hmmph..belakong jusco...dont like it..s.ad memories ...
Zzzz now emo...shit......forget about it...
bought my singlet there..
and dad buy alot thing...Lol...
then back home..sleep awhile...6 oclock Tenji...Here :)

the kid want to pee but not enough tall..and toilet room full :)

Home...
Pimples season...enjoy ....
Bye :)

Fix you

2010-06-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

For her....
i still miss you....

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Last week and.....

2010-06-10T19:44:00.000-07:00

Zzzzz...is about last week de...not free to update blog eh...=).....okokok.....let me start now le =)
Hi!!
went to photo shooting with juang,yc,alex,andre...hard la..--....i think the ppl who shoot us oso tired lo...Lol...is so tiring lo outdoor shoot..and hot..i prefer indoor shoot --...next time =).....soon...
After shoot then went to mahkota for dinner...+1 =)...after dinner...back lo...Zzzz...after home le i look at mirror...was asking myself...am i drunk ? ==

My lips red eye red face red...duno why...too tired le ba...Aiks!..after bath...straight sleep le...=)..

6/6
Morning tea with my father...Lol...then i say..daddy...let me drive la...he say wan meh...i just why not =)...he ask me to drive slowly...cuz iam not driving my car..iam driving his car...hahaha=D....

My dad chat with my fren yoges...Lol...chat chat chat ..chat till so happy...and my father say..next time let him try to drive...Lol..+1...

thats all

8/6
Told everybody b4...i did not make any new fren when i was in relationship...not even a GIRL..
tat day..just meet new fren =)....dyan...Lol...just for fun...me,juang,alex...just went to midvalley...
sushi king/mcd...and we went to see converse limited edition shoe..juang wan to buy tat shoe..cuz wont bang shoe ma =)...after 6++ drive her back...on the car just joke joke joke ...reach le kepong..we eat...9++ back lo...while walking back to car...me and alex reach the car earlier..and we call juang faster open la o0o --...then he like keep press but cant open..then alex scold him...diu don so childish !!!then really diu...we went to wrong car --...1 lori blocked his car le..Lol..
just look alike de car =)...idiot...alex bad =)..always bad word =)...
err...we r KL ppl...how we know kepong road =(...so we turn turn turn..omg..turn wrong way...so just follow follow follow...and we saw batu cave ..____.. ....and we look at the board...GENTING HIGHLAND...alex say..why not we go up genting open window 1 round 1st then only back home..i just o0o --....follow the seremban road...then suddenly reach le serdang...=)..and home.....

Haha...Done!!!!!!!

I know

2010-05-31T21:41:00.001-07:00

I know is 'LONG' le...but ><...
I think of you whenever i wan to go for cinema...
I think of you whenever i eat spagetti...
I think of you whenever i eat yee mee..
Yea...sorry..i still miss you><...
it makes me feel like no mood when sitting in cinema
makes me never wanna cook spagetti anymore...
is not that use to it le to have u with me in cinema..
mayb i can say tat i need you??

zz..ب_ب

Misunderstand

2010-05-27T19:27:00.000-07:00

Do i look like girl?? ==...i dont think so ba...my picture and when i go out..i look like a pure man --..
Sometimes i dont mins ppl say i look like girl..but sometimes i mind--..some even come and tell me iam a tomboy...--...When i hangout i make my hair i dress up..all oso boy look..1 thing iam worry about is...Do those people who duno me will think iam a sissy--?..Lol...joke..Please dont --...When i stay at home i clip my hair..and i find out that i really look like girl --..F*** =(....my mom always wan a daughter...she say omg u look like girl...and she smile..then i say OMG iam a man..dam...Some facebook people add me and ask me am i a tomboy...zzzz..Stop misunderstand edi..><...This is y my mother so happy...cuz i clip my hair --

I use to be msia top 1 warcraftIII player...i won this shirt LOL..><
But i already quit DOTA =)

I still feel that i don look like girl =)...thx

麻

2010-05-26T20:39:00.000-07:00

Lol..
this 麻 come from yc/me/juang...麻绳/麻痹/麻丸...ma shen/ma bi/ma wan...
Is like..only us have such name --...
After that Juang took a stress picture...and ask me to edit Lol...simple and nice =)..
Yc told me..lets surprise that juang by taking the same picture and post together...Lol..
and slowly all my fren oso joined le =D...cuz..it sounds fun after they saw wat we did..
Here is the picture lol==

Ma shen

Ma bi

Ma wan

Ma luan

Ma hai --

Ma mu

Ma lu

Ma Fan
Ma ma

Lol..--..very funny de =)....nice 1

.__.

2010-05-24T19:55:00.001-07:00

Hmmph..i was thinking....about my past...
why did i get into relationship??==...
no money/no car...how to pak tor? ==..atleast 1??so u can pak tor?
i had my 1st x gf since i was form 3 =)..secret ..
erm...she is a good gf..seriously..i don need to use much money being together with her..
but on her birthday ^^...i still need to use alot money....i dont have car..but i got saving...
I took taxi to sg long..bought a secret recipe cake which cost rm80 i think so =).. and i asked the taxi to stay outside the house..i pay u rm90 for staying outside the house for 2 hour..as iam only form 3--...money all finish..but is ok le =)..birthday ma...
i had my 2nd ex on form 4 --...hmmph...money problem start le..going out..eat..movie..taxi..everything...impossible wan gf pay??sometimes i really run out of money to taxi back home..and sometimes i will request tol share the taxi fees wit me..sounds really sux --zz..$$ is the 1st big problem for my relationship...tat is the reason why we break too??She never listen and look at my situation=)and slowly ~ she got more money than me in her wallet --..
always taxi with gf..Zzzz..sounds noob and dangerous for gf...
So why nowadays alot primary school couple --..can the guy take care of himself 1st --?..
I can see iam a idiot last time..childish..o0o...Guys need more money than girl...~guys need to take care of girl...thats why..Zzzz..

Yesterday and Today..

2010-05-22T06:45:00.001-07:00

Swim le almost 2 hour yesterday Zzzzzzztired tired tired..and saturday still need go hx birthday Zzz..
and i swim with mei theng on friday --..nobody believe =)....Lol..
Quite lazy type zzzzlet me cut short it...
so yesterday night at 11oclock...i was singing in the room with my guitar ...my mom suddenly come in and say..oi,,r u from 'Ching San' ??11 oclock still sing..?and off the light..iam holding my guitar on the bed and look at her...o0o!!!!!she never know wat she talk..but i remember ...
my father cant sleep..so i heard tat my dad on tv..so i went out lo..chat wit him...and he say he hungry..so i went down cook wan tan mee for him..suddenly my second bro oso wake up and say he wan too Zzzzz..so i cook 2 mee d..hmmph..quite tired halfway cooking lol..but lol..just cook ba..after cook..they like it ..and i just go sleep ba..they watch tv ...

the next day....early in the morning wake up go kang house and wait for yi ru..and we go saloon together...yi ru new style...Lol..Hi model =D

Lol...=)
we almost spend le 5 hour in saloon..Zzz..our hair =)..precious lol....
Everybody was waiting for me ==...
like iam the one who birthday lol...after reach ther =)..eat lo...order And take picture=)..alot pic...My facebook Tagged...and here .. few pic...

And 1 pic--...
180cm vs 155cm.

Bought new glasses =)

Group pic...
Happy birthday hx..=)...

I actually wanna wish 1 more ppl happy birthday..But Lol...fail...
erica know yc know =)...Fail Zzzz
forget about it...
A warm wish to her..
is always the same..
happy birthday to her...
=)
Tata!

~

2010-05-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

Should i wait fate or choose myself??
Lol...
nowadays i was like so friendly --..non stop make new friend..
little bit regret when i was in relationship i did not even went out to make new friend lol
is like every sec oso think my gf will worry ba...
Lol..for some girl for sure there don wan bf out to make new friends la..
but ..after break le then how??Lonely one ._. ..
i was thinking
Should i be very selfish =D..
should i be very bad??
in my history of love i did have a very Lovely and sweet gf b4..but our fate sux =)..and we don last long....
but the last long one will give me stupid reason like don love me anymore..say i was over control her telling me just em se dak me but not love me
i just huh??
if u don need that thing will u em se dak??
telling me use to be wit me le in her life suddenly no le me just em se dak..thats all ..but not love me edi..o.o
she use to have me in life and em se dak ..means she is being wit me??Lol..
sometimes excuse really joke de..
however..she did give me happiness b4 =)..
dont just think the bad thing of ppl ba...
but i do 10 good thing then accidently do 1 wrong thing i oso will get blame alot..
and judge by ppl that iam a sucker..especially parent..
This year from feb to march suddenly got so many problem ._. that i almost canot stand
but i never think to die =)..
cuz...
i still can give ppl happiness..
=)
Aiyo...waiting for another angel..
When TT..

Forever Love

2010-05-17T01:02:00.000-07:00

Not Good =]

Swim/Tutti Frutti Summer Love

2010-05-14T19:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday....Me,Yc,Kang,Juang went to swim...actually yoges coming oso de..but he suddenly no car..then i say i drive my car lo...then we cant contact him..then ZZzzz...So we went to kajang town...after my parking..we saw 1 indian feller..playing with his bike..just right beside our car only..so Yc ask Juang to ask him'Saputeh'?which means ate le ma in indian...Lol..but in the end bo la...So we went to have some tea 1st..was like 4 ah pek..We dress like ah pek--...we though straight away go swim de..but our dear sun..><...after a 1.30 hour le..we finish our tea edi..so we went back to car...nobody realise anything..until i put my seatbelt..and i saw the indian still playing his bike...OMG--...before 1.30hour he was playing with his bike..after 1.30hour still playing --..his face very joke de....Lol..quite kelian..So this time Yc wanna scold him 'Ooahmaorke' zz..he even chew his chewing gum for 1hour++Zzz HE JUST LOOK PITY..here our swim=]

Kang ask Yc to help him =]

We bought the same goggle but different colour ..Crew

\m/

And we go record for fun...and back home i try to edit..and is so joke lol...Nice =]

the video is at the bottom

I Like to drive with my middle finger =)..

No la--..i duno why..and when they snap..Lolz

Anyway..thx to the sun again..iam dark...><>

Thats all...Tata le ^^....

When i was recording this video with my phone..juang and kang warn me alot time..kful of your phone..don fall to the water..then i was so kful le...but accident happen.

In the end of the recording..i was standing in the middle of the pool..is like u can walk over de lol...so is like one small way only..and i oppws!..and !!!!guess wat =)...i press save the video and throw the phone to the ground..i was half way falling le LOL..and i fall to the water...everybody look at us LOL..those form 4 or 5 student at there keep say walao he throw his phone..><...good =]...after tat i on my phone again..and take picture agian =D..

Enjoy your life once awhile =)..kid awhile wont die de Lol..don always act like an adult..wont live long de Lolz..Bye~

MOTHERSSSSSSSSSSSS DAY ??

2010-05-09T10:05:00.000-07:00

Hi..mother day???lol..let me share my mother day story --
hmmph..ok soo...i ask my father..bring mother go watch ipman 2 la..i watch edi..very nice..
then my father bring mother and my 2 brother go watch ipman2 on sunday 7.00
ok...good...soo...
6.00 i was making my hair...cuz my 2 brother use the toilet for almost 1 and half hour...zz
half way making hair..my dad say OI GO LO!!!..theni just sprayy and goo zzz..
after i go down..my mother ask..err ah liang..wat r u doing..i like huh??
mom say..why you go...u stay at home..take care of the house...because outside got gardener ..zz..i already wore my shirt --..i set my hair...and u say don go??i was planing to buy her present when they watching movie..omg...then i just say i wan go la..she like crazy edi..like omg..shout at me STAY AT HOUSE...then i just don go la...for wat i wan to go...idiot o0o..
she ask me to close the door..i o0o ignore her.....how happy le them...thx to maid cook me maggi mee...don waste ba wear le nice nice shirt..then snap picture --..happy mo**** day??
i ban mother day in my life...thx for leaving me at the back

Past

2010-05-05T11:13:00.001-07:00

Looks like iam fully cure..flirting..make new friends...arhhh..how freedom...erm..and why i still cant sleep well??phew..the happiness tat we create together became memories ..ermm..we cant blame too much ba...for all this long..why am i actually sad for???is all for myself..i sad bcuz i lose her i sad bcuz she ignore me...does tat sound selfish or??i duno am i thinking in a right way or ??i should actually think of her situation too..
i believe she doesnt wan this relationship to break too..there is a secret reason deep inside her heart...and i know..girl break up will never tell the truth..they either say no feeling..or boring..or wadever..very shit de --..i should atleast spend 1 min to sad for her ...is she crying??did she felt cold alone??phew..hope to send her a hug* without letting iher know..and wanna tell her that..i've change...you change me...<3..i start to see things wider..i saw my future...i hope i can do it...i will try...hard....wat i hope is..i wanna write a beautiful song about you...and sing on the stage for you..hope tat the song i sing will always let you feel relax..is not tat i just wanna prove to her..and oso to everybody..relax~ =]......is enuf tat i have you in my life before...smile =]

Need

2010-05-04T07:12:00.001-07:00

Looks like we already gave alot time to bandmate to settle their problem and focus back to our band/music..looks like this band is going to be rusted.....Jacky he is out from our band...Bassist..and our drummer probably will give up his drum..Zzzz...Soo....we r looking for new member...we need Bassist/guitar/drummer...2 slot left here..We r not pro...errr..Learn together =]....So now just left Me,Juang and kyle..Juang say..he don mind if there is girl wanna join..Anything contact me..here is my
Soar*msn-devilevilprince@hotmail.com
Gary*msn-gary_juang@hotmail.com
Cheras area or selangor..

Need:
Bassist
Drummer
Guitarist

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=]

Swim*

2010-05-03T01:48:00.001-07:00

Last month de swim picture lolz --

Left kang too tight and sexy le ba =]

i already half pull down my underwear le --..almost caught my ass --..Nice 1 yoges
.__.

18Sx

2010-04-28T11:03:00.000-07:00

Me and yc art...18sx....middle of the night...too boring...and we done this --....
Nice hor?? =]....crazy....tata....write song 1st =]

Lose

2010-04-26T07:00:00.000-07:00

I admit...i admit i was wrong...this few day i see alot couples picture bringing her gf go everywhere and enjoy and pak tor...and do me and her have such happiness???is no....
i seriously wan it too....looks like wat she think is..i couldnt give her something like this??
like treating her as a gf...she start to jealous other couple long time ago??tat she really really wan it...and she cant get it from me..so she went to enjoy with fren alot...and i start to jealous...
i duno is this the way she was thinking...Phewwwwwwww...

We lose An quan gan le..u dont feel it from me and i don feel it from u too....

She was working....and i was actually working too..together wit my fren kang..but he had a accident...so i stop working and went to hospital to visit him always....
Soo...She have to work and i have to wait...Cuz she gonna stop working on april....
YEAH I WAS JUST WAITING FOR ALL THIS LONG....FOR THE DAY SHE WILL BE FREE.........b4 tat day......then we break le......
WHY???can anyone tell me why???just 1 more day....1 MORE AND I CAN DATE U OUT AND GOING PLACES TAT U TELL ME U WANNA GO WITH ME....=(....
WHY TT.....WE BROKE UP 2 WEEKS LE.....everyday i ask myself WHY...and i reli miss u =(.......................................................................
Is this wat she wanted???SHE NEVER WILL LISTEN TO ME NOW ..I DON KNOW WHY..
I WAS WRONG...BUT IS ALL CUZ OF MISUNDERSTANDING.....
I DID NOT BUY HER ANYTHING ON VALENTINE...BECAUSE...WE WAS LIKE ..ARGUE...
SHE WAS IN HOMETOWN....ABOUT 4 DAY...SHE TOLD ME HER PLACE GOT NO LINE AT ALL....phew....and on the valentine day she still in hometown...she message me goodnight sweet dream...BUT I DID NOT RECEIVE HAPPY VALENTINE DAY...i though..she doesnt wanna pass tat day with me...SUPER EMO ALONE AT HOME...
So..i did not really went out and bought her thing...
on tat day..we went to pavillion..yi ru intro me a restaurant and it is exp .__. as tat day pak tor with her..haiz...just bring her have a nice dinner ba and forget about the sadness on valentine day
.and she bought me a body glove shirt...for valentine........zzzzzz
I KNOW...SHE HURT BADLY....BUT I DID NOT MEAN IT..IS REALLY ALL MISUNDERSTAND..HAIZ...but she doesnt wan to listen..she keep in heart...
and now..it bcame hatred .......
IAM SORRY.....DEAR.....aiks..........
i miss you and regret TT...

Sad news for band

2010-04-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

Bassist left the band for some reason....well....have to say TATA my fren.....Good luck JACKY

WEIRD

2010-04-24T12:33:00.001-07:00

I POST SO MANY PICTURE AND ONLY 1 PICTURE CAME OUT...SOMEBODY HELP --

Happy brithhd????hmmph...

2010-04-24T12:19:00.000-07:00

Today...Celebrate 'Tracy'=(...birthday...yea ba...should b a happy day ba....went to alex house 1st...and play wit his baby
Cute huh??yea..i like it...he like to laugh wit me when i sing lol..he is cute =)..nvm i was cute too..when i was baby...Lol.....did not know big le look so sux --.....
after tat then go gilly cafe find mei theng...then bring her fren go sing k..after tat arrrr
about 4+ le ba...we finish sing and go mei theng house wait hx come...then ar...
tracy suddenly came ._. ....i like OOO TRACY...but...she like ==......feel so stranger ._.
she din even smile wit me??or mayb i don even dare to look at her?
sweat a little ba..and skin sensitive le lolz....1st i saw tracy i feel like...don wanna say ba zzz
so we reach there about 6.15....
THE SAISAKI 6.30 ONLY OPEN..zzzzz....
after 6.30 le we go in le...we like some special superstar --...other ppl need line up..but we straight go in and sit..lol...and thenn err...erm..i feel like sitting tracy infront actually...cuz i feel like talking wit her..and joke wit her..
but then....mei theng rush to her front sit ._. ....what can i do???sit mei theng bside???NO._. alex sit........bside her??NO...erica sit le ._. ....and i just sit the most side --.. phew..cant even hear her voice..zz....Phew...So...i better sit another table wit BK and yi ru and juang they all...
suddenly i saw 1 uncle...wit a big family...and they need to seperate sit..
they got popo and kid...canot ba ._. .....
AND TAT IS WHY I LET THEM SIT OUR TABLE AND WE TRANSFER TO FUTHER DE TABLE...DON BLAME ME T.T.....but nvm le...in the end tat uncle like thx me alot..cool =)...
after i sit far from them i don feel comfortable --....and i walk to their table....
wanna talk..but duno how to start...
so i start wit ...HEY I HELP U ALL TAKE PICTURE LA =P....luckily erica gave me her camera =)...helping them take group picture is the only way to look at her??hmmph...and she look at me..
but is actually the camera --..nvm...
i actually zoom quite near to her face 1st...then only seriously help them take pic...
hmmph...
So!!!!we only go 12 ppl...and there is 1 long table can sit 12 ppl...so ppl go le..and we can sit tat long table le...sooooo i try to sit just closer to tracy???and wat???BK come tell me he sit there ....zzz..
why --....then slowly yi ru need to sit bside her...then yk and yc came le...and yk need to sit there --...and tracy say...U SIT SIDE ABIT LA ....zzzz...so i just straight away sit the end of the side there.....is better tat she feel i try to close to her..so...they sit happily le --.....
well..i still sit wit juang alex and yc...and tat was so crazy...wit the oyster joke --....don wanna mention here la sure lolz....and i start to look at tracy....she been left out..she look outside..she see another table...she couldnt hear our joke..tracy busy wit kang kang...erica busy camera...hx wit kc..and i duno MT do wat ba...and BK no more idea for any joke le...and she was like not reli happy...haiz...wat can i do??go there and say hi??and i will look annoying for her??phew...i was hugging my bag always..why??her present inside ma --...and erica though i wan to leave le lolz....and erm...they wan to take group picture.....and i seriously wan see her for the last....i use erica camera to see her --...sorry ca ...stupid...In the end....take alot joke picture...wit the pornstar YC...cuz he got his new hair cut and it is super ART!!!!!

.and erica though i wan to leave le lolz....and erm...they wan to take group picture.....and i seriously wan see her for the last....i use erica camera to see her --...sorry ca ...stupid...In the end....take alot joke picture...wit the pornstar YC...cuz he got his new hair cut and it is super ART!!!!!

Thats all ........

So...yc send me back home...the 1st one who back was alex...
in the half way...yk wanna pee --...so yc,juang and kang come in my house lo..

and play awhile --

And they went to my room...and i open my drawer...treasure inside......
they read a book inside --...sweet book..and YC read...lol...he simply create story sumore
and tracy gave me de minnie..inside was written wit chinese..and he keep change the word lol...
Tats all...Clubbing next time...
Nitex.....
When you feel so tired and you cant sleep was the most suffering feeling...
3.30 now..tata..try to sleep...is been 2 week continuous cant sleep
and erm...this post like got problem..haiz..canot move those word le..if not those picture will gone...here to add up de...aiks...
The only last chance tat i can close to her was when we walking back to car tat time..i just call her ...and say ur present er...she say HAR got ar...haiz...she like HAR WHY GOT PRESENT...aiks..so i just gave her the book ba....my bag still got flower...and i see her reaction like tat..i duno how to give her...i duno..confuse...NITE

Joker at facebook.....

2010-04-20T03:08:00.000-07:00

Lol....
a girl name Chui ting..known as yk x gf AHHAHHAHAHA
age18
ex murnian...
NOW SHE IS BACK...
lol....She left sri murni school i only go tat school de...
and she heard my thing from other people??Lol....joke la....famous =P
i did not screenshot way she do in my wall post --..lol....nvm
anyway...She very joke de...she start with
R u kok leong???
ahhahahahahahaha...Lolz...look she don even confirm iam kok leong..hahaha...and wat she do??
She scold me....While i was form 3...Why i nv obey the form 5 ....LOL.....
she making me laugh like hell....
She say i broke teacher car glass...LOL...I WAS FORM 3 AH DAI LOU...hahahaa...U SUPER CUTE LA "CHUI TING" LOlzzzzzzzz
The 2007 form 5 use to bully form 3 student....
The reason for them tat wanna fight wit me cuz i look lc??LOL...where got ..i always =) geh...
but seriously....funny la..hahaha.....seriously...duno wat she wan de --...
She should b horny to 2007 de form5....as erica saw the wall post oso laugh..she oso agree with tat little chui ting horny..Lolzzzz...and she deleted the post --....
why she need to delete???lolz...i oso haven scare then u scare jor....Zzzz..u know shame de?
lolz....cant help her out...lolz...and i went to her post and say..please =D..now she remove me from her friendlist le --...come on..u don have to do tat..grow up pleasse..i hate bitch in my fb friendlist too =D...
==....

erm

2010-04-08T10:19:00.001-07:00

She break wit me is because she feel i suffer being wit her....
because she always with other guy....always chat wit other guy...i know..she is friendly..
i don mind actually tat she have alot guy friend...but there is limit??aiks...i duno how to tell
She just will left out me and with friend....i not jealous...i just emo...and i emo make her doesnt love me anymore???iam confuse...why she can stop loving me just in 1 sec...cant i???i hope i can....
as i know de her..she was a really loyal gf and understanding gf...haiz..i duno what change her...phew...i miss her...i know i couldnt let her know ...she doesnt like it..aiks...
iam suffer being wit her cuz she left out me..then i wait till she stop working le and really have time wit me le then break wit me...don find it weird ma..haiz..
if i say...i feel more suffer without her..will she come back??joke hor??i know d..every second of me think there r still have hope between us...i duno future..i just do my path...
I will change..joking around makes me look like idiot...talking and teaching ppl making look scary...understand wat ppl gonna say making me look like alien...
u left me...
i love you...

To my beloved dear ...

2010-04-05T10:13:00.000-07:00

I've called her today...She let me call =)...i though..everything will b ok soon liang..just wait till night and talk to her...but..no wor =)...something tat i cant accept...but i have tooo...seriously...very hard....

i say....
please don blame me...that iam still so wan to find u...is not just bcuz i em se dak u is..everything =)...everytime we meet...i saw u smile..i will feel =D...ur smile make me satisfied..very leng..Is still the same thing i wanna tell u...even though is lame and boring..but is meaningful...i love you...i admit i have been bad temper this few day..sorry..i have problem wit family..i really cant take it..no one to share...and i miss u =(...When i feel we have hope tat time then u leave le...when i feel like i can change tat time...u leave le...i really wan u to trust me the very last time...i know i can do it..why don believe zek..why wor =(....from the day u say u wan work and u start work..i choose to wait till the day u stop work..cuz u will always busy and with working fren..now i wait till tat day le...and i lose u......AIKS PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!!!!!
thats all...she wouldnt wan to give me any chance..bcuz she think i will nv change..phew
i really hope she trust me the last time..i duno how to express my feeling..is like..i really need that trust..aiks
i have done something wrong....
This year valentine cuz of some misunderstanding then i nv buy anything for her...
she felt hurt..and i can feel it now....
and i think..i must do something...
i wanna wait for her birthday...april 21...just few week from today...
and she left....AIKS.....everything goes weird...
i am knocking myself...please..a chance....AIKS...I ALMOST REACH THERE

IS REALLY ALMOST !!!!!!!!!DAM!!!!!!!WAT IS THIS..1!!!!!!I REALLY NEED THAT...
how can i stand this???the feeling was really pain.....
I CANT DO ANYTHING NOW!!!!

Today....

2010-04-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

Today was ban kok birthday party....
is so gud tat bk party held on today=)...it help me meet my fren and enjoy??
but seriously..i din really enjoy...sorri bk and fren =(...i try to laugh as loud as i can le...
but in the end..i see u all did not even mention TRACY this name...i start to feel weird and sweet =(..
Tears rolling around my eyes.....i wanna cry...but is impossible to cry infront of u all...cuz it will just make fren worry...and oso not they hurt me =)...
Today i went to see her...
my phone spoilt le i oso duno --...
sux...
i keep find her and let her know i will find her later.....
but i don get reply...
Lolz la....
i went to her shop..and i did not see her...sad....
i sit outside and wait...she actually sms me and ask where i am??
but i din receive..i just sit outside her shop...
wait ler half an hour...she came...and say she went to buy bread...aiks...
tat moment really..Lol....
i wanna talk...and i cant...weak...aiks...
and she went in to shop...she actually sms me and say think till le only find her..but i din receive ._.
i just wait outside ..just wait until she come out and talk wit me..cuz i though she busy...
wait another half an hour le....every sec was painful...aiks...
in the end i went in myself and say i don wan lose you...sorry...aiks..She say..she need to think..
She wan cry...
I wan cry...
and i left....
what i really wanna say is..being wit her was quite san fu cuz i always feel i will lose her anytime...bcuz she too friendly as she say...but...Lol..nvm ba...but now i feel i total lose her now i feel seriously pain in my heart...
thats all...
I have to keep walking ba...
i'll see how she think ba...
i hope we can work it out together better than last time....
we just need do it together...
I cant sleep....Nite

...

2010-04-02T09:49:00.000-07:00

Yea...i admit..iam weak..i cant stand....ppl telling me everywhere oso woman..wat is the for i still so wat towards u ..aiks....
it sound annoys to u...mayb i sounds like iam an idiot to ppl..like nobody wan u ah liang...why u still wan stick on her...
phew...
why cant we meet and talk???u don wan give urself a chance to love me??r u scare to love me??aiks
why is it =(....
i know whenever u meet me u will happy...but why could such thing happen to us??
i duno...
i miss you...
对不起...
phew...i duno...is just sound crazy...why am i saying sorri??i duno...
I surrender!!!!.......
CANT SLEEP...
i need to talk!!!!...=(

I know....

2010-04-01T10:07:00.000-07:00

Yea...wat happen??yes is true...we broke up...and iam the one who mention to break up??
iam the one who don wan to and i mention...can anyone feel how hurt is it?
We r almost broke...today 8 ...she say wait..she busy...chatting wit parent
but she actually went to play xbox 1st...phew...obviously i can feel..our relationship is rubbish...
i was waiting and thinking how to settle wit her ...and she went to xbox...
i don wanna mention who wrong.....
i was just worry...waiting....worry.....what i get??
she say...don wan waste my time anymore...i was like urg...cant u just say don make me worry anymore??
y so selfish???can i know why????What is wrong!!!!is like a revenge from u...
is like u r plan to hurt me so deep and kick me away now....leave me hanging in the middle and stab me again and again!!!!!
Why r u treating me this way..i really wan know why TT.....
Telling u i love u is like no feel....
we break up is not cuz of jealousy...u r too selfish....i was left out by everybody and hope u were there for me..and u purposelly not to be there for me..now..u left me forever...
u keep quiet in phone...
i asked...do u really wanna break??is very obvious i don wanna break..and i hope u say no...
but u ignore me.....i ask..u reli cant even sacrify few word to talk??she ignore...
i don have the choice...u force me .....iam crying badly...i have alot thing share wit u...but u push me away from sms...and went to enjoy wit fren....
Look dear....i know u...and u know me...u know i cant stand..but u still ignore me...
in the end...u still wanna ask to b fren..u r cutting my scar.....
u will never understand...u will never wan u....
A relationship tat i don wanna lose...
i hope u change...i have done so much thing ....
but u cant even sacrifice abit...
I know..u can sleep and tml hang out with fren and forgot our 2 years relationship....
u r cool....
telling me stop wasting my time worry u is seriously bullshit...
2 years together only say such thing...problem wasnt there..
problem is ...You Dont willing to sacrifice even a little....
wat u say really hurt me alot...I cant face u....
iam totally pain and pain and pain..wat can i do...
Dear i wanna cry but i cant...
I was wrong to worry you
I was been ignore by caring u
I was been hurt by loving u
I am nothing to u just bcuz i need u
Goodbye dear....
The end

Last sat and sun

2010-03-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

HAHA =)....this 2 day ah..sure got sad thing wit gf la Lolzzzz...
But nvm ...happy thing cover it le lolzzz....
Sat....Went to swim...=D...
but b4 swim we go find yong kang 1st lol...after kang accident..he just like king la --...
He wan me to teach him cook spagetti..Lol...Cuz my spagetti special de =)

Putting sauce =)

LOL!!!

ok...kang mom ask me to put these thing =D..
all eat till yummy lol...Yi ru ..wan???haha.....
i actually cook for his mother too...but =(...his mother say very full ..LOl....kelian
Yoges suddenly came....there is a reason why he so late...cuz he went to JUSCO with halim ..
They go cinema o0o...nv ajak us....they sux...
So we went to sg long club house...
And the ppl there ask for member card==..
So i say...wat if we paid to go in..
he say canot.o0o
he say we just need 1 member card...so we call yc...yc say wait he ask his mom...
then tat guy say...if u all got member card..u all just need to pay rm21 per person..we like ==..
nvm...we siam better ==...
then we went to semenyih club house lol...syok la ...just not enuf ppl go swim ...
here is some picture =D...everytime we swim the swimming toilet sure full of shampoo and wet tissue ==

=).....

After tat we went back home le~....
The next day i went to ampang shabu shabu wit yc,alex,kang and sosot forum friend..they not my fren ba..cuz i nv play forum...is all about chinese shit...But i know some of them la..cuz game know de....
So...Lol...tat day was funny la...
yc duno go ampang shabu ma..so his fren wait for him at serdang
then yc simply drive then reach shabu le --...then his fren keep o0o him lol...
and i make a cocktail for alex =)
Lol...all ppl past by oso see wat kind of drink is this ...why not in the menu lol...
And 1 more thing...tat day yc wear green shirt....Shabu shabu waitress oso green colour shirt ==...
Lolz la...
then yc act like waitress there and serve another table ..LOLz la .....we laugh so loud ==...
Going back that time we walk together wit forum fren back to car lo...
We move to the Mercedes and act like tat is yc car haha...they look at us..like omg yc drive mercedes Lol....
and the end...We back to Myvi =)

==

2010-03-19T20:29:00.000-07:00

Red wine for KL from KL...Happy birthday KL from KL =)

HALO......
have some super big problem with gf ..hmmmph...
the problem can cause us to break actually...
but since she wan settle and i oso don wan this relationship to gone...then just 'dai fong' abit le =|
Hope i will nv saw such thing from her anymore ba....is really hurty...
Well....Band problem...
Juang=going australia b4 july
Yoges=Everytime oso canot come for studio..he always have reason....
Jacky=Busy in church de Pa system those
Kyle=Going NS
Me=Confuse

what should i do??Lol....
I wan to meet NOW...for meeting...
EVEN MEETING OSO CANT...DAM
If yoges or jacky doesnt wan to sacrify some time for band.. which means is not important at all..
then i really no comment...
Wat should we do now??
We just need to make our 1st step for our future..Cant??
haha...shame...
Me and juang don wanna disband this band...bcuz we give each of us time to settle their problem.
well...give time give time give give har alraedy give le 1 year ++...
So...am i still wrong if i angry tat u guys did not put ur heart on band??
Lol...funny nia...
oooo what a band...
starting was like so wan to studio always...
don just play with the band....
I hate it =)...
i will see....Juang love the band...bcuz is us...easy communicate same music style....
But ...1 day...if it continues like tat...I will leave...and stop music...is sad to see some of the bandmate so selfish...

^^v

~

2010-03-14T09:51:00.000-07:00

Hmmph...up down up down feeling~
here to say i miss you dear...ermm...
always same de me...find out tat iam always alone..think alot...fan...but i still can =)...
even though how bad things happen to me..i still can smile =)..and tat is not fake..i always wan after happy later go back home alone at room only sad ba...
Yea...i always cant get wat i want ...
in this world..alot ppl same ba...cant get wat they wan...
wat i don wan..then it happen on me...
haha..Feel like crying here...
hmmph let me continue....
Last few day i though i can post something happy...but nop...sad things came...
Some ppl ask me..why is my blog so sad always...but they like it...
iam a human full of worry..full of feeling...and a weak heart...wat i think is.. a guy should not have a weak heart...shame on myself....
i cant sleep.really...iam so tired..and i cant close my eyes....
ermm..I wan to grow very fast...like very fast...i duno why..just feel so...
i wanna upgrade myself...
i wan to have a happy relationship..i really do need it..
Should i die??i ask myself...the answer is NoNoNo...
Phew....
To my dear...Why must not here when i Needed her....
When iam seriously down....Haiz..
Or she don und tat wat i wan is her??
Or is just a joke for her??
if it is...i seriously dont mind...
u either Care me or leave me alone...
Don just care me for sometime and leave me alone for sometime...
haiz..
But now i choose...Leave me alone...
Come find me when iam only Smiling...
hmmph...
i duno....
haiz....Everythings go wrong...

Yesterday night Story.....

2010-03-01T21:27:00.000-08:00

Errmmm..Yesterday night...argue with dear...
but settle le ba...even though is settle but i still feel cant sleep o.o
So i online and i saw alex..and played game wit him for 2 hour..tat time was 2 o clock..
then alex wan to sleep...but i still can sleep = =
suddenly yc online....
So.....We chat......
in this few hour chat we share alot thing ==....
hmmph....
do girls think they should come back home b4 12++ always?
hmmph...i actually don agree but if my gf do..i still can accept...
what will guys always do when their gf late back??
they will just sit a side and just pray tat her gf will b safe every sec
but what will girl think??they will think guys r annoying??
hmmph..
Yc was totally disagree girl out till so late...
12++ guys will turn??most of them
and more to disagree at night sit guys car ==...
nvm le...i wan stop here...we chat de thing probably ppl not accept de??
tata le ^^..
Sorry..suddenly just wanna stop telling le

o0o

2010-03-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

You know how much i care about u dear
You guys know how much i care about band mate...
BUT WHY BOTH OF THEM WANNA B SO FUCK!!!
Fucking retard...
what u wan me to say dear??SORRY CUZ I ANGRY...
BAND???wat??EXPECT ME TO B HAPPY GOING STUDIO JUST WITH JUANG???
FUCK OFF CB...I don fucking need u all
Break up??Got guts mai break l
band keep Fong fei gei??Diu...Don join band if u got guts
Don always think iam weak!!!!Deng...
Haiz..COCK IT!!

Band and??

2010-02-28T19:46:00.000-08:00

hmmmph....yesterday....
well...yesterday was sunday....the day that we wan to go studio and work out something new...
try some simple thing to make some simple song to let ppl hear...
So...i was so happy that
JUANG,YOGES,JACKY say yes...for Kyle..tat day was his last day of working...so nvm lo i know if i call him then he will come de...
welllllll.....So i follow my parent to cheras lo...
I keep call jacky...cuz i wan pui her take taxi to sg long ma cuz he say don wan alone...SO I PURPOSELY FROM KAJANG GO TO CHERAS TO PUI HIM....WELL...
then i canot stand le..i went in to the church and look for him..ccb...i went up to 2nd floor and then 1 uncle ask me what i wna lo...i say iam looking for Aun chik...then he call Jacky come..
He say har..cant oo...
HE SAY HE SMSED ME !!!
i say why cant!!..
he say need out with mommy later...
HE NEVER EVEN TELL ME OUT WITH MOM TO WHERE
WHAT WAS TAT??AVOIDING??
He can tell his mom tat he got something to do....
but he choose to tell me he going out but not telling his mom he got something to do...
CRAP!!!!!i was the one telling him going to studio before few day...
i wasn't angry........but its hurt...so i just go back to car...and ask my parent to fetch me to sg long...
lucky they fetch me to sg long ..phew =(....
After reach sg long...me,juang and yc chat in the house..we keep see fb leng lui and talk lo...o.o..
then yc drive out to makan....
We went mahkota for the studio and he say..belum buka lagi....next month baru buka..Zzzz
So no choice lo..then i feel weird...already 3.00pm...but why he still haven call us?..
So we went to sg long de Dami eat...and we keep call yoges phone...and he nv pick up...
So we chat Very secret things again --..and about juang got disturb by 1 woman =D...and about yc and man xuan...Max jealous on tat couple...Zzz...feel like calling yc to stop telling..but i wanna know =(....haiz..nvm..Yc must appreciate her =)..ermm..he is doing it le ba =)....and tell about me and tracy lo..Zzzz de mine...suan la...ermmm...then we start chat chat secret till 5.00 le..Then yoges suddenly pick up phone..and tell me tat he is still sleeping..he told me he work yesterday...so i just haiz..nvm la..we go studio at night...He like Har??Still go ah? at night oo..i mai say..ya..can de.he say see 1st la..and help me send my regards to yk..i say har..later u come talk with him urself la...he macam sure he wont come already....Zzzz..we laugh and sad in the shop for 2 hour..then we siam to yk house...and chat fei hua...tat moment ..LOL...Laugh till my stomach oso pain....
Yc say one thing...he say...i know why kang accident...Then all like huh??

he say cuz too early..he forgot to bring coins out...then he suddenly saw toll....he very scare...So he nervous and then he break..then lost control... Lol la - -....

hmmph..about 6.00pm already...yoges still haven call..
So we choose to call him lo...then he say cant come...
me and juang just MCB wait them for whole day...now say cant come...Diuzzz...
haiz...fucking mad le tat time...Then i call my bro come fetch me...
everybody back at 7.00pm..
Feel very suffer...

parent pressure
girlfriend pressure
Band pressure
Result pressure...

Phew....who can i tell???my partner??nop ba...talk to my room de wall...phew...
Tata... I will bom soon and change

WTf==

2010-02-28T06:32:00.001-08:00

Abdul

liang...

10:21pmSoar

yes?

10:21pmAbdul

still remember me

10:21pmSoar

who r u?

10:22pmAbdul

i din expect ths...

10:22pmSoar

err.??

10:23pmAbdul

im ur warfare team mate man...

10:23pmSoar

swt

sori

i really duno u

10:24pmAbdul

hmmm...ok nvrme...

See halim send me the facebook message..is it ridiculous ??==..asking stupid question!!!

Sorry and ???

2010-02-26T02:34:00.000-08:00

ERm....
About valentine??
iam celebrating valentine alone right??that is not fake..
i celebrate 2 years anniversary alone too right??is true eh...
i reli feel...iam no more in ur heart ???
ya ba...very obvious...
and i did not receive a valentine wish from u..is true too..i nv lie..
Soooo...problem start =)
Yesterday ...Pak tor with dear....at pavilion
I reach times square at 10 something
Wait at starbuck till 12.30 ==...
Have to waste rm10++ to drink chocolate..
was sweating cuz i take train..Sien...Style till leng leng de hair let her see de..but..swt make my hair out of shape...DAM IT..Zzzz...
fine...So..after she reach le...we straight away walk to pav...
Sweat again...Morning i canot sweat de..i must very calm reach till shopping mall then i wont sweat whole le de even walk to pav from times...but once early in the morning i start to sweat..then i sweat very easily in the afternoon..idiot --..
After take our ticket.... Then we shopping lo
Suddenly she ask..ah liang..u got anything give me?
then i say..huh??give u wat??
Then she say..Har...i got buy valentine thing for u le...u don have meh??
i STUNNED o.o
She say..Reli don have???Omg...Why...
She straight away walk away... o.o....
I nv feel very sorry..bcuz after u back..i reli wan celebrate valentine and 2 year anniversary with u...By giving u suprise..buy a bunch of rose and put at ur working place..after u reach..u will see the flower..mayb ppl thinks after i make her angry i only create this story???
No le =(...i reli Did plan le and asked yi ru..good mou good mou...She oso say sweet!and say must do it...
Haiz...But after she back..she work full day le...then i feel..haiz..cant give surprise ...just wait another day le...another day i no transport..then i just suan le...cuz i though she nv care oso de..
=(...
B4 going to pavilion..Yiru remind me..ROSE...AND I CANT FIND JOR Eh..=(...
Aiks...
here to say..Sori...i know it hurts u....
Argue till haiz...words from her hurt me badly too..Especially u keep say i no money = =..
Ya..Seriously..i no money...So how !!!haizzzz...Wat u wan me to do....Rob the bank???
And i don wan simply buy thing..tats all!!!
not i don wan buy thing for her...i need choose!!!
why always argue oso cuz of money and problem tat did i buy thing for her??
Haiz...i wanna say Enough le la...Stop tat le..i nth to say le la!!!
Buy wat u point at while walking shopping reli make u so happy ma??
haizzzzzzz...
iam thinking...am i too poor to pak tor...
Reli wanna make alot money no matter wat...no matter how suffer no matter how evil..
i just wan make alot money...but iam afraid..i will b evil ..haiz..
i always wish to treat ppl good..So ppl will b happy...but looks like..The close ppl around me..
doesnt und me and care about how i feel...
Phew...
However...problem solve this morning ba..haiz....
Anyway..i know i will do something make her x2happy de ba..
i cant see her look unhappy de face...i cant do it..haiz..
is always just bcuz i still.....love her...
Bye

Lol..funny Automatic msn talk

2010-02-22T23:23:00.001-08:00

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4 day trip

2010-02-21T00:01:00.000-08:00

Hmmph..As i say...Dear went back to hometown on Cny...hmmph..so......=)
Ok ok...Sooo....On tues day...Chor3??if iam not mistaken le...
Me,yiru,KA LING,alex,juang,bk,mt,erica go bai nin everywhere...1st we went to alex house 1st...
cuz me and juang wan cut eye brow =)..is pluck eye brown ba..lol...
and we gamble lo...after few hour we went to kang house =)...take ang pau too...
after that we went to mahkota tat duno wat shop ba..Buffalo western food?

Alex just wan eat ..oso nv care kaling ..Lol

After that we went to yi ru house....Shit de....After we sit awhile then she wan us to go le..keep call us go back..so bad = =...
Then erica need go back too ba..and kaling..so me,erica,kaling and bk go leisure lo...
then kaling mother came le..did not expect we get kaling de ang paw too..lol...cuz her mother came in leisure...good.....
then we keep wait erica lo...wait till she back lo...==...
duno why..mayb she too tiny...we doesnt wan to left her alone at leisure ==...
then alex wan come my house overnight too..then bk fetch us to connaught then my bro kok kian fetch us back home......
After our slow bath..is like 1.00 night le..then we cook==..Cuz hungry ma..no choice =)..and we cook this =)

Here alex ==

Good =)
Taste nice..just a little too dry..Lol...
Then we game till about 5 oclock nite...THen we sleep...and we chat...till 6...and we slept...
The Next Day..
Plan to watch movie with yoges,Alex,kc
So yoges come fetch us lo..After reach leisure...Then omg...So Full...
And i saw mt mother and mt = =...
Then mt mother cut line!!!PRO...
then i oso follow..hahaha...but in the end..no ticket...Zzzz..lucky i din line up..
So..We go Cc and play Cod4 lo...
Yoges and kc team...me and alex..
they lose kaw kaw =)...
No choice..haha..
Even Counter strike oso lose la yoges ==..o0o yoges..
then we go eat steam bot =D
Good....Cheap..Nice gua..Lol...Then i register one card..haha..got offer 10% i think??
on 7-29..means erica birthday...got 50% off...WAHAHAH
so we plan go there and call 100 yee mee lol..1 yee mee rm1..So pay half is Rm50..haha..Cheap right??call 20+ ppl go ..100+ yee mee..eat die u all o0o...
Then yoges need to go back home le..i feel like going to see kang..so i went to kang home...Then at night..i call my bro to fetch me back..Omg==..He not free...
Then i stay at kang house =)....
Actually got fire work de =(...But kang father say tml only put..
sad =(

When i wan to sleep..then kang on phone with YI RU..dam it..i cant sleep =(..
then kang sis keep call me pui her..cuz she don wan alone at cpu there...deng...i go toilet she oso shout..Omfg...wait till 2.00 le..she tired le..lol...then i can go in sleep le =)..
So me and kang chat chat chat till 3 or 4 gua..then sleep le~ =)....
The next day...Alex came =)...he very bo song tat i sleep with kang haha.....
so he purposelly come ..LOL....
After our lunch..We wan go yc house and see tat he home already or not..and bring kang exercise
=)...In the half way...i was riding bike and stick with them..slowly slowly go to yc house...
Dam..suddenly one big dog keep bark at us and almost come out from gate...
The dog half body come out already..then yk wan run oso cant ==...We just shock and shout...
Sooo...in the night we went go Station 1..Then kang mei mei wan follow too - -
So ....Eat at there lo.....
yk mother treat us =)...then we back home and play firework ..1st day..alex take video..
SUX==....nv press till when starting

AFter our firework... We went to sleep le...BUT KANG ON PHONE WITH YI RU AGAIN....
So me and alex canot stand le...Still wan go in room ...=)...
That day we chat till 3 oclock..then we feel hungry...Lol...then we 3 go kitchen cari barang..And cook..lol...
yk say yummy =)...i cook wor... Lol
Then we go back room and sleep..

i sleep middle kang sleep left..alex sleep right..lol..
Alex keep ask..kang u sleep already??
kang will turn and say..no...i cant slep..
alex say..lets chat secret..then kang say ok..
then chat chat chat...we chat something reli super secret ==..
so our chat end at 7oclock.....Lol...
7.00 still cant sleep...need i sing they only sleep..
Lol...
Tml morning ..they reli heard i sing they only sleep..wahaha....

Another day...early in the morning go eat fried rice..then that day is 19th!!!!!
IS ALEXANDER Mcqueen birthday[alex]
Ssoooo...i called yoges,juang,yung cieh come yk house and we celebrate..LOL....Well...
not a big party but quite happy...
That day we walk around lol...
Yc and yoges drive...2 dangerous driver..Zzz.
i sit yc car...Zzzz...
yoges follow bhind..
At the T junction yc turn veery slow..Lol...yoges follow very slow...all the car looking at us -- ..
Lol...Idiot...
kang still got 1 box firework..LOL Soooooo weee

End...we back =D

Fail

2010-02-15T07:34:00.000-08:00

I think my 2 year anniversary surprise plan wont work le =)..forget about it ba...

I try so hard

2010-02-14T06:03:00.000-08:00

WOW...today is erm..14...cho yat and valentine's day..is like double happy ...=D..
and erm..what i did??
hmmph...early in the morning i go guan ying miao..=)...
last time very hot de...now upgrade jor...got air cond eh..So...good le =)..
erm..Was so tired ba today..cuz yesterday 2 oclock only sleep...
an unexpected person who is the 1st who wish me..and that is arif..==...
well...did not get her wish until 1.30++..erm..Lol..
obvious lo..i will feel down..i was like wtf oo..Lol...
i don mind being alone on valentine's...but i hope u r my valentine for sure..
but impossible ^^..u have to back hometown..So...suan lo??lol
but..Lol..did i ask for too much for a wish??..hmmph..Mayb yea...
i got happy cny wish from her..and not valentine...
even thought the clock strikes to 12.00 then i msg u le i oso don get reply ^^...hmmph..mayb tat was no big deal??LOL..ya ba...As my Little fren yi ru say..don so count la ah liang =)..so i listen to her...
So i on msn and wait for her msg lo...
then start to chat with yi ru le ...
She making me feel like crying =(..
Cuz yiru keep ask is it she haven wish u??
then yi ru keep wish me happy valentine..
Lol...So..haha...
And she sms me and tell me tat her cousin helping her to make her eyebrown or something??
That moment i was so moody..Lol..She told me her hometown no line keep no line..
No line this problem nv happen b4 on her hometown i think??or i forget??Duno
but this time de no line can delay till soooooooo LONg...
today sms..not more then 10 i think??
i was so boring...
i was kena fong fei gei by yoges = =...i don blame him le..cuz he got to help parent work ..
Sooo..i just stay at home whole day...Her msg make me feel like throwing the phone away..
So i suggest her...
Why not we just don sms this few day??Since ur Hometown no line and somemore u will b busy with cousin or wadever..why not just enjoy.Just sms after u back hometown then.what is so big deal smsing me...seriously..u already make me feel this sms me is something bullshit..why nt u just busy ur thing and i do my thing ^^...
Look..i reli emo now...So...Lol...enuf le ba??i have been tolerate alot le...
Don so over can mou ^^..u making me feel so suffer...god dam it..o0o
though gonna out with erica and watch movie..now oso not confirm can or not..bro say better don out Zzz..cuz he wan out o.o..omg de..
i know iam trying to control myself =(..
i'll try my best..
our 2 year anniversary is on 17th...Lol..i'll just do wat i planed..
As my little fren yi ru say..Don count with her...do it cuz i love her..Alright..
I'll do it...cuz i still love u..phew...
Tata~

Fren of ours....and my little lovely darling =)

2010-02-09T22:39:00.002-08:00

Looks Like i gonna lose one fren soon
a fren that close last time at school...
a fren that hang out always and chat always last time..
a fren just not a fren..he is even more than a fren...
but sadly..he did not appreciate us and trying to avoid us or wadever..
is very obvious one of them is lost from us...
every event we could'nt see him..is not bcuz we nv invite him..
is bcuz he doesnt wan to come at all...
Phew...nvm..let go him ba...let him....
lets b just say hi to each other if we meet...and bye =(.....
To my dear love...
looks like i always smile in sms or msn ..Hmmph...
So u just feel my happiness just from how the way i show??
i did actually try to tell u when i was sad or lonely...
but..Lol..same problem..looks like u don care...
i know u r busy..but i know when r u free..just not sure when u really free...
u rather plan to out with fren but not me =)..
u rather spend time with fren more but not me =)..
u really think u wont lose me??Did u put a curse on me??Why r u so confident??
is not bcuz u trust me i know..cuz u did doubt me on some little tiny thing lately..
Is hurt that u doubt me..cuz i have been like so dam loyal..and i oso duno why i do it..
but nvm..problem is..Iam not happy being wit u~....
Mayb u have ur reason why don out with me??
is cuz i no car??
not rich??
out 1 time taxi will cost macam 50++
Sooooo when i say not enuf money then u need use money..and u feel like don like it??...
is not that i don wan pay for u always...is depends de..
As a bf means need to pay for food,transport,movie and other??is this a MUST??
Haiz...Thats why iam so jealous on YC and MX...
Yc story about him and mx de thing..
i felt omg..so sweet and understanding..
haiz..The word from u saying me not rich + no car thats why never out with me really hurt me like Fu**...and u say thats this problem make u out with fren more than me=)...
oo ya..i remember...She did request to out wit me...to ??
Jusco...
after her work..watch 1 movie then go back...Lol....
Good planning with me...and i will never plan so dam little thing once i out..
but suan le..what can i do??i just go and watch movie with her and back ba...she like it=)..
mayb she think ...why need to waste money on our relationship??Lol..bullshit..
u r guy..u should pay..
Lol.....Mayb it sound rude here..but..is something like tat...
So...U r not worth for me to sacrifice and put my everything on...
Thats why if i have time..i rather go find ah kang ^^....
i was just planing cny day with kang and other...Lol...
Tracy??Lol..she say back hometown..after hometown need come back to work..cuz got double pay le if work on cny..Lol...So...Choose la...Sure double pay la ^^...
nvm...i did save alot money for cny event..gonna USE it all with fren!!!get high!!!!
tata =D

Fren of ours....

2010-02-09T22:39:00.001-08:00

Studio o0o...

2010-02-07T06:38:00.000-08:00

Wooohoooo...going studio today...woohooo....so in the half way juang called jacky
hello jacky go studio lo
jacky say..har...not free oo later still wan shop with mother
juang say ok...bye bye..nth already
ok..i sure very dulan de..fine ba...for the band..i will yan =)..but not for long..
so we reached studio already...wtf..is close??i called tat person..then he say went to pahang..ok fine..
call the assistant of the studio...dam..no pick up..probably sleep inside..i was like so dam ready to go studio today..bring my guitar and labtop and ready to ply song!!!!
haiz..then yoges suddenly tell me...he need go back b4 4pm..haiz..sux day..then we went to mahkota studio...zzz no open...another mahkota studio atlast got le..but the time is like 3.15 le..haiz..better don go..just take the studio number and go next time...
so we just go see kang only ba... cuz yoges haven go visit kang yet...
so juang and yoges went to see kang and i go yc house cut hair =)
and then yc say wan to bath...after his bathing he just = =
Like scare i will see his top==
suan ba..after cut hair then we go kang house lo...
and sorri yi ru i never reply ur msg...erm..cuz my phone low credit le =(...
yk is so fine now le=)
so juang need to go at 8.00 le..hmmph...then kang sister wan eat pizza lol..
so i help her to order lu...
Lol....after the pizza came then we eat ouside garden..
me and yc keep ask him he remember this remember that or not
then chat till quite late...
then kang father fetch me back TT..omg..so em hou yi xi.haiz..but reli thx le..
thats all ba..
sorri no mood to write nicely..
recently house happen alot thing..is like argue wit mother or they show me those not song face ba..
haiz..just...like tat lo....FUCK!!...en ...feel better le - -

~~

2010-02-03T05:31:00.001-08:00

I walk very slow...hope to walk faster..

Stop le

2010-01-25T20:08:00.000-08:00

Latest visit of kang~
yesterday me,yoges,juang just visit kang..we were joking like shit...
and he very happy too =)...
i think i should stop update le..cuz kang already heal alot le....
he just need to rest and eat to heal back his energy....
take care kang~..we waiting for u d~

8th day!!kaw kaw now

2010-01-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

4.30 we reach hospital...tracy arif yoges and alex and me lo......
so i wan in alone ma..cuz i reli wan find kang keng xam xi =(.....
no le kang chat wit me reli haiz......lucky today yc pui me keng xam xi o.o....anyway back to kang
he open his eye!!!very very little......i cried and talk to kang....cuz..erm..about..my...love problem o.o
haiz..just wan chat wit kang ba..phew....so he was like sleep back le after i talk....
so tracy,yoges,arif went back home at 6.00...cuz erm..tracy wan out yum cha..phew...forget about it ba....
so ... only left me and alex lo....so we went to canteen and eat...got one fatty keep look at me ..i duno why...Fuck him...macam mau fight..i point at him he oni don wan look...idiot....
so kang family came at 7.00...we went down and have a nice sit on sofa ma...and yc reach at 8.00..
sounds like everybody is so late zzz...so 8.15 i go up find yc...and yc say nurse feeding him milk..
tat time he still haven wake de.....AND OMFG HAPPEN.....so after feeding me,yc and kang mother went in....I SAW KANG EYE OPEN WILD!!!!!!!!!!!
i just ran to there and say...ah kang!!!!he keep look at us TT....
he can move his hand properlly le...woooohooooooooooooooooo....but he just cant speak properlly...
so i just say haiiyoo kang....u wake le!!!!!!!!!
then he just move his eye brown...
then i say..woooo still know ply eye trick...then he smilee....OMG....TAT SMILE MAKE ME GO HEAVEN.....he just make my heart cry...tat time i reli cant stand le...yc eyes oso wet..we both like so happy nia..cuz he smile till so stupid lol...after tat i bring alex in lo...then me,yc and alex inside lo....
hahahaha...kang is dead..we 3 joke kaw kaw to him....
1st yc say...here got one nurse dam leng lui....no wonder u always 4.30 start to wake la...cuz this nurse came at 4++...how ..he got help u [sensor]
then alex do the pose [sensor]
i just laugh = =
then kang keep smile..haha...he got no energy to laugh
then he use his hand to call us...cuz he like wan speak...
he speak very soft..so alex put near his head and hear lo...
so wtf he told us??
chu ser la[go die la]with those tired sound....thenhis mother saw oso..haha...his mother say he naughty....haha...
and i told him don worry..tml yi ru 4.30 will come ok...then he blink his eye ^^.........
then all going out tat time then i alone and tell kang rest more ok...then he say ok...i say must rest!!!!!!then he wan shake hand with me =)...and call me come and hear wat he say....
i cant reli hear clearly...but looks like he scold me pok kai - -..after i say i cant hear then he keep wave his hand..like something important to tell me...so i go hear and reli cant hear le...so i pretend i heard wat he say haha...and he give me a last big smile!!!!!!!!!!!!kaka...stupid man!!!!!!
still know scold us go die..haha..funny funny!!!!!

7th day *

2010-01-19T06:07:00.000-08:00

YOOOOO YOOOOONNN YONNGGG KANNNNNN KANGGGGGG
WAKE LE
OMFGGGGG
one word to kang.... ATLAST
KC WENT THERE AROUND 8 BA
he saw kang wake..omg...i so hope to have this chance..
kang look at kc and cry..he still cant speak ..duno y...
but why cry ooo kang TT....mayb he felt touched...aiks
kang tml i come le!!!wait i come =(...got alot thing wanna chat wit u..

6th day

2010-01-18T06:53:00.000-08:00

kang atlast...he is moving back le ....
but cant visit him today =(....
kang probably tml will wake or wed......cooollllll!!!!!1!oooo wwoo owo o123o1 ood
song oo....=)D)DD(DD)D)(D(
lol...fine.....
siao le......see u soon kang ^^

yi ru - -

2010-01-17T07:04:00.000-08:00

Yi ru just called me and ask yk thing..then she read le my blog then she laugh at phone was like...
o.o..so sweet..like i never hear b4...hahaha....wooohoo....atlast =)..tata =D