Do it or not,your choice

Big gaps time with my previous post...
i dont know,is so hot now,and bored..
just wanted to blog ;))
I guess not alot people know what am I really doing recently,because i didn't tell alot ppl?
Im working hard for my dream,
you might tell me things doesnt work with my age
and for sure everybody will see me fall down badly
and what i see there is,that is what i want..so why not i do things i want?other than things i dont?
are you mad?
sometimes you need to think,what you want, If you answer erm..
then good luck,you are living very slow..
atleast i know what i want and need,
Im slowly creating my dreams into reality,chasing my dreams
dream create more dreams and create more and more..
and everything you dreams is what you want
1 easy example i always tell ppl..

you are living now,living with full of peoples dreams,what?
airplane,chairs,lightbulb,fan,refrigerator and ++
everything you are using is people dream..if they didn't dream these thing,you never have it now
you dont need to know how to make a light bulb,me either don know how electrics work,
but i have it,cuz i find it useful..thats all..

as long as im still living,my plan will never die.
i see friends around me give up,is a huge disappointment..
but what to do?because in your heart,this thing will never work more than it will work.
your negative goes more than positive..
fragile heart cant success forever,if you dont learn now..all the best..
is all about do u want to be strong or not.
or forever hide behind .

MTV WORLDSTAGE

so excited for the concert....wait...OF CUZ EXCITED LARR

IS 30 SECOND TO MARS AND NEONS TREEEEEEEE!!!
I still cant believe it just happened x0.....
going to wake up at 4am..because we want to reach there at 6am!
try to sleep at 9....
but alot people keep on phone me!
until 12 oclock i couldn't sleep anymoreno choice..wake up..call my friend alex..lets game until 4 am ;p..alright..Let me start counting the time start from 12 am!
reach connaught at 6...we are late!!!!
reach shah alam I-city(MTV WORLDSTAGE) at 7 am...
we are the 1st

Cool huh??Among all the people in the worldstage...Thousand of people...WE ARE THE F***ing 1st one!!!

9.35am

11.00am
It was raining at 12++ :(

Now 3 .50pm

Now everybody is at registra area...lining up!!

Once the registra are open the gate...all walk in and take their ticket..
Then we need to run...to get to the 1st place...Dam i run so fast!!!no..Yva run so fast too LOL
she is really so in to it!!
if we dont run...we will end up like this

We are still at the front huh ^~
is 4pm when we reach here!!!and we still need to wait 2 hour more
dam is so thirsty..
I telll you!!!i can almost dried at there...
then Yva saw her friend outside pass by...and ask her to help us buy!!!
DAM JUST BUY LA of cuz...
20 bottle come!!!
we took 10 bottle...
and the other 10 we share it to ppl...
they are suffering too...
OKOK!!!!6 oclock!!
the gate is open!!!!RUN TO the Stage T^T...
are..just get to stand at 3rd row of the Regular passes
argggg...is hot and cant breath here...

CAN YOU SEE US !!!!!!
Picture took by the crew in MTV WORLDSTAGE ASIA

After Pop Shuvit performance ...the x-zone gate is open for us o.o....
The security choose people to in...
so we able to go in X-zone area cuz we are the big fans of 30STM
we got the same T-shirt <3...
went in and stand dam near to the stage...IS CLOSE!!

Is B2st!!!but i dont hear their song actually ><

All i do is..follow them....
shout~
SHOCK, SHOCK, OO OO OO TONIGHT IS CRAZY
LOL!!!!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!!!WHO IS NEXT

The NEON TREEEEEEEEEEEEE
SERIOUSLY,HONESTLY...I DID NOT KNOW THAT...THEIR LIVE IS SUCH BOMB!!!
IS JUST A EXPLODE...THEY JUST KILL THE STAGE...THEY KILL US...
EVERYBODY JUMP JUMP JUMP...THEIR LIVE IS FREAKING AWESOME!!NO MORE MP3!


ALRIGHT...is almost half dead...joyce couldn't stand anymore..she went to the backside...
is so crowded at the front...and breathlesssssss....
I keep feeling dizzy...seriously..will faint...but when i think...30stm is coming!!!
i have to stand ;(...
after 15 min of neons tree performance

HERE COME THE HEADLINES OF TODAY!!!30 SECOND TO MARS!

JARED LETO JUST WALK OUT WITH THIS COOL OUTFIT!!!

GUESS WHAT....

The performance..and the crowd they bring to us...
IS EXACTLY LIKE THE VIDEO CLIP (CLOSER TO THE EDGE)
is really crazy T^T1!!!EPIC...
SHOUT TO THE MAXX!!!!!
IS THE LAST SONG THEY PERFORM...
Closer to the edge...we have to do it!!
Carry yva on my neck...she need to see him clearer!!!
at the middle right infront of JARED...She is crazy up there LOL!!!!
JARED LOOK AT HER...she almost faint ;ppp
CONCERT END....

Wait....................................................

everybody is shouting...

WE WANT MORE,
WE WANT MORE,
WE WANT MORE,

30stm already went in to backstage...

then guess what...
EVERYBODY WAN THEM TO SING KINGS AND QUEEN!!!
HE JUST MISS THIS FREAKING NICE SONG!!!

EVERYBODY SING THE INTRO PART OF KINGS AND QUEEN~
THIS IS EPIC..TEAMWORK...
everybody goes


Woooooooooo oooooo oooooo,

Woooooooooo oooooo oooooo,

Woooooooooo oooooo oooooo,

after 5 min of Woooooooooo oooooo oooooo, :P...
30 STM RUN OUT!!!AND SAY THANK YOU..HE FELT SO TOUCH....AND FUCK
HE ASK ALMOST 100+ PEOPLE TO GET UP TO STAGE!!!!CROWDED LIKE HELLL....
try to bring yva up to stage..but fail...the security push her back down...Almost!! dam
BUT STILL NICE...
30 stm is just awesome....I can see them so near!!!like few feet away...
DAM!
and end....
Will never forget this moment...
I felt so suffer at the crowd..and in the same time....i felt so nice...Im out of my stress!!!!
REMEMBER TO WATCH MTV WORLDSTAGE ASIA ON TV..ermm..forgot which date..
October 8??aRgg not sure...YOU MUST WATCH IF U DID NOT ATTEND...u will know the AWESOMENESS..
CIAOOOO....

PICTURE OF THE YEAR !!!!

is 26 hour i did not sleep...dead...

JOGGGG

Starting point.
Sg long house area....

Was so stress..The next day is exam...No use going back study ba ;(...
and start to jog with Chace and Richard till quite far i guess...we took 2 hour ;D
walked in to mountain...dark..no light...so we walk in....
and we heard a bunch of dog barking...but we cant see them...so we are like O.O!
slowly then jog back home~
The next day...we plan to jog from Kajang to Sg long at 6 oclock...Goodluck!

Never Too Late

Writing here
Cause there's nothing left here For me to do,But please know that
I'm trying to make up for my mistakes,And you're moving on
With guilty memories,But I was wrong,To ever test us
This broken road is more than I can take
So this is the way that I'll tell you,That I'll leave you alone if you want me to
But I've had enough of this life alone...I'll give it up this time I know.....I don't deserve to tell you that I love you
There's nothing in this world I'd take above you
I'll leave this note for you to read..So you won't forget that all I need is you!!..And the world is not so clear anymore...Since the day that you walked right out that door
I knew all I need is you

End up like....
forget about it..
is this the way it does?
Should be more to study and future not love...thats what i told my dad too..
But i did not keep my words...i told my dad about this..then i say..don ask any question..Im fine,
I need to let go,i guess i need to let go everything..
You are right..
sigh``

CHINA TOWN

Been coughing badly recently..omg...This is Lung Cough i guess..Cuz the phlegm like so tick ..like cendol?? ;P...

Maybe the weather is not good nowadays..so do take care...and stop coughing...
Yeah..Just finish Q.M exam..mid-term....feel a little free..Maybe just give myself one week a break?
really not to think and relax ba...
So wanted to go out for drink...
1st I plan to find chace...
and end up he did not appear!!!Lol,,maybe next time..
So Yi ru,Melody and alex...
Going Chi Cheong Gai(CHINA TOWN)
To eat this Charcoal Fry food...
Last time taste better cuz his father own this business and his father cook ..
Now is the owner son who cook...Not that tasty anymore..but still got feeling ;))

This aunty is blind,she sell tissues..

After eat then walk around,and yi ru looking for Shades...
Did I mention My friend is Justin Bieber Fans??They are <3


And what happen when we are not Justin Bieber Fans?

And Ciao to melody house and have a sit..
Plan to have a Exercise week..for next whole week
Early morning 7 oclock reach and Jogging ,Everyday...Afternoon Gym..
Hmmm..Lets see...
Goodnight..


Sometimes i just don wan to see..And hear about it..Is not funny i guess..and also in other way i should say...is pain..and look like a fool..

Ciao~

Putrajaya scene

Was studying at the morning ,then afternoon bring Max to see doctor,Just a little skin sensitive ,

Then just reach home was blogging half way,everybody went out..Dont feel good at house..Suddenly a call from arif,I bring you to putrajaya...I just thank god..
We saw few bride having photoshooting there,so we park at the side and start to walk around there...Then start to take some picture too...
Walk till quite far away .and in to jungle..Saw Arif carrying Richard ...

Look so dramatic right?? Lol

Is sunset,beautiful scene..so we decide to shoot !!!

This look really sad,

S*** Inside Got Snake !!

Haha...trying to be sexy
I like this anyway ~

The End~ head back home and study ;(

IF

What If i did not choose to talk to you at first,what will come out in future?
''If'' gives us too much question, especially when you sit alone,''If'' will be all around your head
''If'' is also not a easy thing to think,''If'' is a guess,is either you dare to guess or not,brave to predict or not...i dare not to guess anything which is positive,because i always think that LOL,it cant be me or i wont get this..maybe is because in everything i did not really try my best ??
Or actually i did?I just dont feel anything deserve to be mine
I dont believe in my prediction,
If I use more time to look at you,i think i will more deeper
it changed..
not more than a word,

Here
make yourself free,look at your future which is full of everything you need,
Im not a devil who try to stop you in this..
lets think back,Im just someone..who just supporting u in everything you requested..
i should keep my promise...i promised..
we came,and we run..
What I spoke before is not what i wanted,
but what i spoke before is what should be in reality,and is already spoken..
Im not giving up,Im just walking to another road,but who knows..this road might connect back to your road..nobody know what is the next track,or maybe it will lead me to another track?
Dont tell me Im better without you,Is just not going to be better without you..
Or everything is just a ''IF''?