Does people always get the love they want?

Broke up is a common thing around me already..it just happen always and i was so boring with it..
The day i broke up i cry like no tomorrow..i even went to beg for a chance..Few question ask from my friend after broke up..i have the same common problem with my friend while in relationship..
I just cant imagine how sweet is the couple around while in secondary school..why??just because
can see each other everyday??hmmph..i guess nop??Everybody say..We must trust each other only So call as a Good RELATIONSHIP ..this is not true..from the angle i see..trust is needed..but is also depends on your partner attitude...Example..If you gf is busy like Shit everyday and don even have time to reply you 1 message..and you just tell yourself..i need to trust my gf..i have to ZAU(tolerate) her..not every guy can do this..NOT..but this is just too good to be a bf..is OVER GOOD..and it becomes bad..a couple need communicate alot..we cant blame all to your bf/gf..please state your own mistake and change too..And guy..You need to motivate yourself always..u cant expect any girl wait for u and love you for no reason..you cant be so selfish..
Another friend relationship..Is about the word TRUST too..
Example..a girl went to school without transport and there is a guy giving him free transport..
Very simple...How can we trust that girl and the guy r actually in love already or not??
They might cause SPARK anytime..and my friend was jealous and has lost the trust...
The trust is there at the earlier..
Girls..You can just ask a guy..TRUST ME LA IAM YOUR GF LA...you cant just say that..
You need to do something to let your guy trust u..is very simple...example
Dear I am going to hotel with that hot girl..Dont worry k..we wont SEX..you love me??then u trust me...
So..Girls ..going to trust or?zzz
Most of the relationship broke up is because of the word TRUST..
Dont be a jerk and dont know how to use the word trust..
i heard my friend cry..my very best friend..tell me how can i stand??my heart was so pain..the feeling that i try before..i could feel it from my friend..suffering alone after broke up is the hardest thing to heal...i was so angry and in the same time i feel so upset that why did not he share to me..until yesterday he cant stand..
Love is just too important for everybody.....
After my broke up..i learn alot thing..a strong attitude that kept at bottom of my heart for so long
and i found it myself..I need my friend to learn and find it himself..
Change yourself..Change your mistake..Don blame your lover..Change yourself for your own ..
Take care

Band

Start a band since form 4...and fail..then form 5 start another band with different member..and last long for 2 year..alot problem and stress goes around in 1 band...isn't easy =(..so band life goes on..we always practice and did alot thing..like look for sponsor and all..And now i have to say..i disband the band..music taste very different..disiplin problem..Am i going to start a band again??
yes..we will wait and see..this time..iam fucking serious..looking for member that can get along well..phew ~~ goodluck

Try

My very new song..just wanted to share =)..hope you like it

Lyrics

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Lyrics

I cry when u say that
Words that hurt me so bad
is just like you cut me but i cant bleed anymore

When i try to fix it
You just don want because
you need someone and i know thats not me

So i..
Change myself just for you to love me one more time again

i try.
try so hard..but things just getting worst ..our love...fade away