No more blogging for so long!long and long!
haha...blog is for me to release my stress..my experience..my sad..happy and all..
because i have ppl to share with..this is why i stopped blogging ;p..
Arhhh...again breath hard..I just finish my final exam..and i dont know how was the result..is just toturing T^T...I'm not some kind of ppl which got talent on study..
I can say..study is my worst..i still always try my best la :D..cuz study..is for everyone future..so~god bless for the result..recently go to gym very frequent..omg....I can see the 6 pack line on my stomach!!is real this time!!not draw one!T^T..need to work harder ;)...
i was so happy that my friend tell me..i was so strong now compare to last time...
i wanted to say...OFCUZ!!i work so hard on my attitude..lol..
is like mind toturing only..close my eye..sleep on the bed..and close my eye..everything change inside..I was so happy with myself now..that I've been so strong
but hmm..I wasn't that strong actually..i think..i was just keeping things inside myself..and never let it out..and now..i feel is so suffering..hmm..everything..is like..stuck inside..very inside..i can feel it..but cant let it out..omfg..a drop of tears also cant..but haiz..i will go thru all this ba..i know..learn from the pain..is the Best way you can learn fast..but..is the most cruel way ever~
there is a problem..that i cant describe..but is just unfair..aihh..i cant make the choice..i just..;(...everything will be okay....everything will be fine..everything will be normal..everything will be nice..no more tears u need to shed..no more pain u have to take..if that is the better way ..
listen to me dear.
I think the biggest changes of me is my hair lol ..Take care..ciao ~
