Past

Looks like iam fully cure..flirting..make new friends...arhhh..how freedom...erm..and why i still cant sleep well??phew..the happiness tat we create together became memories ..ermm..we cant blame too much ba...for all this long..why am i actually sad for???is all for myself..i sad bcuz i lose her i sad bcuz she ignore me...does tat sound selfish or??i duno am i thinking in a right way or ??i should actually think of her situation too..
i believe she doesnt wan this relationship to break too..there is a secret reason deep inside her heart...and i know..girl break up will never tell the truth..they either say no feeling..or boring..or wadever..very shit de --..i should atleast spend 1 min to sad for her ...is she crying??did she felt cold alone??phew..hope to send her a hug* without letting iher know..and wanna tell her that..i've change...you change me...<3..i start to see things wider..i saw my future...i hope i can do it...i will try...hard....wat i hope is..i wanna write a beautiful song about you...and sing on the stage for you..hope tat the song i sing will always let you feel relax..is not tat i just wanna prove to her..and oso to everybody..relax~ =]......is enuf tat i have you in my life before...smile =]