Sorry and ???

ERm....
About valentine??
iam celebrating valentine alone right??that is not fake..
i celebrate 2 years anniversary alone too right??is true eh...
i reli feel...iam no more in ur heart ???
ya ba...very obvious...
and i did not receive a valentine wish from u..is true too..i nv lie..
Soooo...problem start =)
Yesterday ...Pak tor with dear....at pavilion
I reach times square at 10 something
Wait at starbuck till 12.30 ==...
Have to waste rm10++ to drink chocolate..
was sweating cuz i take train..Sien...Style till leng leng de hair let her see de..but..swt make my hair out of shape...DAM IT..Zzzz...
fine...So..after she reach le...we straight away walk to pav...
Sweat again...Morning i canot sweat de..i must very calm reach till shopping mall then i wont sweat whole le de even walk to pav from times...but once early in the morning i start to sweat..then i sweat very easily in the afternoon..idiot --..
After take our ticket.... Then we shopping lo
Suddenly she ask..ah liang..u got anything give me?
then i say..huh??give u wat??
Then she say..Har...i got buy valentine thing for u le...u don have meh??
i STUNNED o.o
She say..Reli don have???Omg...Why...
She straight away walk away... o.o....
I nv feel very sorry..bcuz after u back..i reli wan celebrate valentine and 2 year anniversary with u...By giving u suprise..buy a bunch of rose and put at ur working place..after u reach..u will see the flower..mayb ppl thinks after i make her angry i only create this story???
No le =(...i reli Did plan le and asked yi ru..good mou good mou...She oso say sweet!and say must do it...
Haiz...But after she back..she work full day le...then i feel..haiz..cant give surprise ...just wait another day le...another day i no transport..then i just suan le...cuz i though she nv care oso de..
=(...
B4 going to pavilion..Yiru remind me..ROSE...AND I CANT FIND JOR Eh..=(...
Aiks...
here to say..Sori...i know it hurts u....
Argue till haiz...words from her hurt me badly too..Especially u keep say i no money = =..
Ya..Seriously..i no money...So how !!!haizzzz...Wat u wan me to do....Rob the bank???
And i don wan simply buy thing..tats all!!!
not i don wan buy thing for her...i need choose!!!
why always argue oso cuz of money and problem tat did i buy thing for her??
Haiz...i wanna say Enough le la...Stop tat le..i nth to say le la!!!
Buy wat u point at while walking shopping reli make u so happy ma??
haizzzzzzz...
iam thinking...am i too poor to pak tor...
Reli wanna make alot money no matter wat...no matter how suffer no matter how evil..
i just wan make alot money...but iam afraid..i will b evil ..haiz..
i always wish to treat ppl good..So ppl will b happy...but looks like..The close ppl around me..
doesnt und me and care about how i feel...
Phew...
However...problem solve this morning ba..haiz....
Anyway..i know i will do something make her x2happy de ba..
i cant see her look unhappy de face...i cant do it..haiz..
is always just bcuz i still.....love her...
Bye