HAIZ

i know i wont b happy...she know iam not happy ..so??who care??no one ...
slowly slowly use to it le this kind of day..this kind of feeling...
lack of??happiness...ya..lack alot..no ba..mayb is no happiness
lot thing push me to no choice...is like 4 le now..some kind of serious thing...mayb they think not tat serious??cuz there r nt standing the place iam standing...haven to swallow everything even iam full
Dam suffer...feel so bad...i know she wont do anything..nv..i write here..cuz..she wont update here
no worry posting here..better don let her see??She nv accept wat i say..cuz??
cuz i cant make a choice..and i always have to listen to wat ppl say...
tell everybody ba...learn how to tolerate..learn how to care about ppl feeling..
LEARN....try to stand close the person and und the problem...not ignore the problem
and let it be like tat...i have a good memory duno y..can remember wat ppl say
wat had happen b4...can remember very clearly...is not good at all..haiz..
Cuz my life have no happiness..
Lonely...lonely in house..lonely in school...STRESS..pressure...Urg...gonna bom le..haiz..
feel like crying!!!dammit...
bye le haiz..