=)

yesterday i went to school ...
wait for mr toh...for the tuition..
hmmph...i hope atleast every tues i can see how sweet tracy can smile when she saw me
i can even talk wit my fren..everybody can see how happy am i..
so mother came out from the car...
she just speak so loud and say
u better remember the way how to go to alex house..next time i wont fetch u here...
zzz..
it just break my heart..i just haiz suan la..talking wit yk,alex,yc,ac again...


i telling this here again...DAM...
iam not the leader of 5M..we r not gangster..we r all leader..expel us??idiot...
they actually gonna do a drama on BM week...
there all...r so lazy==..now i left..nobody call them??wasted talent..all good actor..
we start acting the 1st paper...i already laugh till canot stand..
the audience will laugh like how??i can imagine..it will b very nice..but..haiz too bad
hope they can continue act le..

and here to support juang..u can sing..give urself time~good luck...

ya...on tuesday i reach school..everybody look at wit a kind of feeling--
was like..kok leong is back??
make me wanna cry =(..

i appreciate how my father help me..
but he seems like duno..he just though i will never change..
i will work hard in study..until u can give me everything!!!!
As ca say to me..WORK HARD FOR YOUR FREEDOM!!hehe
good bye....

new school:Kajang high school...all dam guai zai..i duno how to mix wit them ==
worst is..goverment school..no air cond...my swt is so many..i duno how...hope i can see under the fan =D...bye good luck

HAIZ~

23febuary2009

The day iam no longer in sri murni...

when i back home..my heart is full of tears..full of pain..full or miss..
i felt so tired..
i walked to my room and i sleep..
while i close my eye..is like flashback...
I mis my friend..i miss my dear...
is like..i can hold her hand everyday..now..i feel so empty and lonely..
i really miss you dear...we can no longer always see each other le TT...
My friend..that i can always teach them english..discuss maths..phew..

When my father came out..he is smiling wit john..i think everything is fine!!!
my heart feel so happy...
dad walk to me and say..go back le..forget about it..
i say WHY!!!
dad nv talk and walk away
then i say..daddy..wait le..i wanna go up
when i go class..i feel..haiz..i wanna cry TT
but i din......
then i look for her..i ask her to come out awhile..
while i see her...
DAM I WANNA CRY!!
i just hug her so hard TT..
i kiss her!!!i just kiss!!
when iam going...she just don wan to let me go TT..
but i have to go =(...
i nv look back...
crying *
i don wan to let her see iam crying again and again~

Someone tell me she crying now..
so i called her..
i talk alot..she crying..she cant even voice out..haiz..darling..sori
She cry TT...why is she crying???
she had nv cry b4 like this TT..
she must be very sad..
iam sitting on my bed...and i cant do anything =(..
iam just waiting for her message....
after few hour..
i ask somebody
i was so worry..nobody reply my message..
i was wondering...is she ok ma ??
i look at the phone every min..
blank...
my heart was just so pain !!..
i really cant stand...
i hit my heart hardly!!
GO AWAY 'PAIN'!!!!!!
i think she feel the same way as i feel...

hungry...
i cook mee...
i use to cook for tracy TT...
1 week..atleast a day i will cook for her..
she like it so much!!she just always give me a sweet smile while she eating..
i just miss it TT...

[something for her]
dear:yew

please don cry..iam not leaving you...no matter what school i change..u r still my beloved darling..i made a mistake..i feel regret....i miss you alot..not only now..is always ..i actually feel satisfy..because..i appreciate everyday tat i can see you...I love you...iam not leaving you...

dad say change to sri garden...need take exam..hope it pass ba..haiz..


TAKE CARE

untitled~

I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
So I try to hold onto a time
when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that
I've done No I can't

juang bought a electric guitar~
iI bought a acoustic guitar
jacky got his bass~
yc got his classic guitar~
yoges soon will have drum set...


WE ARE BAND!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel so happy and feel i got aim!!
but..haiz..school expel me cuz i accidentally spoke out a bad word..and is not scolding..is just joke
expel letter out...Y!!!!

i have ready a dance!!!
with ruben
kah send
yoges
and form 2 guy!!!

all is talented!!!know how to dance
i can vey sure tat this dance gonna be amazing!!!
using nice song i have found...

Bm week!!!
yoges
arif
halim
gonna sing with me a beutiful nice song!!
and Drama for Bm week...
haiz..i do so much thing...
but they break everything..
i feel so down

everything fading away ...
iam not bad TT..iam not gangster...y have to say till iam??
haizz........

END

Goodbye friend....
goodbye everything...

New enviroment..
New friends..
New sit..
New study..
New shirt..

Everything will change..
Never wish for anything..just wish i could stay...
Felt sorry to you yew..i promise you i wont change no matter what..
but i break the promise..Hope there will be a better future..
but probally wont..
Tears are pain TT...
Heart is felling it..
Brain confuse...

I know this will happen..but i did not know it happen so fast...
Maybe i will lose my friend...
Maybe i will lose dear...

I have lost my happiness..the only happiness with friend..
The only happiness with tracy...
My life will be very worst..
My future will be forever in the room....

They push me to no way..
I stand very hard..
I give up...
Iam still confuse..........................I don wanna change..haiz

BALI

don wan post too much pic la..cuz alot le o.o..lazy..post funny de le =)

mother force me to take ==
the place that where we stay

hey you ==

he say 'hi' to me..haha!!

waiting for show~

monkey

can someone tell me what is this..their selling in the public o.o

bat sleeping o.o

lol...running back from the temple..after pray must put flower==like girl oni..

wind ==

romantic le this 2 feller.... they r kissing =)

Mother force him to take picture !!!lol..nv force ppl take pic..

lol!!

Back from BALI

ah~just back from bali...song~post next time.......