School~

School look

Tuck in shirt forever in school...=)

HOLIDAY

Holiday how??
home alone ba....



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ya...sad =)

100 time i have say sori to her...but there is no limit time i have say i love you to her..not even 1 time i have done thing tat sorry to her..not even 1 lies i have say...is this me??argggg...flash back everything...only know tat wat i have done ..for this long...tolerate tolerate tolerate...SUAN SUAN SUAN....asking myself??do i have to do this??do i have to be suffer??y not i just go and have another gf...so many choiceshaiz...i just be the best for her...do the best..and think for her.....ya...iam not happy...having a gf..is like don have a gf....calling each other dear...the oni things tat prove we r couples...important??u feel left out so many time...1 years ++ we together...and i feel left out for so many time...mayb i say like this..my fren will say i think too much...tats y ..i duno i can share wit who...is like...once i not happy..the whole world will hate me and blame me...do everybody know how it feels???aiks...is pain..very pain....since 2009 i have change...nv cry le....not even once.....i learned one thing...put everything inside my heart..and nv release it out...i think tat is the best way for my life to continue....i know myself..i think alot...alot alot alot...impossible thing..i oso can think till possible..tats y i got alot of idea in everything...i have change..i know i will...feeel like..should i care about ppl??about my frens??my gf??do they reli care tat did i care for them or not???do ppl appreciate??do her??asking myself so many times...and i feel..my fren did..but not her...............stress..stess..lonely...sad...haiz...seldom meet wit her...i miss her..alot..i worry about her everyday.....as she say..she miss me alot like how much i miss her....but while we get a chance to meet..u throw me aside...u went to other ppl...how i feel??ya..left aside..like a thing being throw after use...herm...so many thing in heart..but not gonna tell everything here..it wont help...i have done my best to be a good boyfriend le ba..one more last thing i will try to do..ignore every thing tat she hurt me...not to care too much...stay forever wit my own lonely style...i duno y..even i will a hundred of girl together..she nv jealous...lol..weird??sometimes..i hope tat she angry me and jealous...i only feel how important am i =)....using this word 'SUAN SUAN SUAN'for so long..since when i change??since one word..'FAN' this word from her..and fren say tat iam ....i duno how to explain..but..i think..i don need understand from anybody anymore..i love my beloved fren..i love her...this will always remains in my heart..do wadever u like..i have no choice...wat i like...i cant get..bcuz if u don like it..i can nv do or buy...i respect u...fren say..did i respect too much??i feel like..'SUAN LE'..en...to my fren..hope u all wont tell tracy about this ba...she wont read my blog de...cuz..she nv wan too oso..nothing for her to see...she don need to know how i feel d...hope u all wont tell her...thx ah....

Happy day??OIC

Today....Tracy open house + her sister 21years bufday..What a happy day!!
today go tracy house 11.30 am..then ah
help her print project
then help her make computer fan
then help her open 10 years nv open b4 de water colour..dam pain ==
then stand on chair and help her mother change those light bulb..her room 1 light bulb
her sister room 3 lightbulb
then help her decorate the rock at garden..so the time pass...and is 5 oclock..yoges came..phew..
ya..whole body sweating...So..erm..try to calm ba...then reach studio..
friend say no more instrument...LOL==...cuz they take go concert..
but lucky still got drum and one electric guitar..
So just like this le..atleast we make le our song de intro music tats all
then 6 go tracy house..and..nth to write..wat a happy day..
Bye...

????

At Juang house =)..waiting for him to come back from school...hide under the tree..

Lol...daddy suddenly come in==

adam lambert

ON UR VOLUME BIGGER LOL==
The best song!!!!!!!!I like it




NICE!!!!

GIRL

today english exam....english 2...alot ppl in class ask for the answer from me o.o
one fren ask half of the paper...i also duno y i give ..but i ask then nobody will give me??LOL..
got...i sms wit one of my fren nicholas...only he give me gua...i go where oso nobody give me de lol..
today...i call my fren...don wan go assembly...go somewhere sit..after they come le they say wan go
i say y ==...
they just wan to go...then i suan lo..just go...then i reach assembly le..
OMG...i though this school less girl de..then omg...almost half of the school is girl now??
then i just late lo...all sit down le but i stand...they look at us oni ==..feel nice la =P haha..
then i see...wow...so many leng lui.....WHY!!!....haha my fren siao jor...lol..thats all...
then i go break tat time a leng lui pass by me..then i forget her face le ==...too many girl...

THE END

HAIZ

i know i wont b happy...she know iam not happy ..so??who care??no one ...
slowly slowly use to it le this kind of day..this kind of feeling...
lack of??happiness...ya..lack alot..no ba..mayb is no happiness
lot thing push me to no choice...is like 4 le now..some kind of serious thing...mayb they think not tat serious??cuz there r nt standing the place iam standing...haven to swallow everything even iam full
Dam suffer...feel so bad...i know she wont do anything..nv..i write here..cuz..she wont update here
no worry posting here..better don let her see??She nv accept wat i say..cuz??
cuz i cant make a choice..and i always have to listen to wat ppl say...
tell everybody ba...learn how to tolerate..learn how to care about ppl feeling..
LEARN....try to stand close the person and und the problem...not ignore the problem
and let it be like tat...i have a good memory duno y..can remember wat ppl say
wat had happen b4...can remember very clearly...is not good at all..haiz..
Cuz my life have no happiness..
Lonely...lonely in house..lonely in school...STRESS..pressure...Urg...gonna bom le..haiz..
feel like crying!!!dammit...
bye le haiz..

Memories

Only yi ru keep so much memorable picture..she send me..thx her XD

Use to be a dancer??but not now =)..now band..XD



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ADAM LAMBERT

admire o.o..his singing style make me wan to shake my head ..Zzzz...he is adam lambert..american idol..sure top 1 jor de le ==....unbelievable high vocal..1st time i hear..it scare me...then i every week oso got see his performance le ..LOL..every week also make me shake my head...

=D

lol...why with murni shirt?

Ya..thats the best way to teach yoges...if not..he wont study

Long Time

Long time never take picture le =)

ENGLISH NAME

I NEED A ENGLISH NAME......Who can give me a nice english name!!!!
Zzzzzz
i cant think even one!!!






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WOOOOOOOOOOO

I feel all my best fren is so happy...i mean murni de..no ba..i only have close fren at tat school ba =)...they always have happy memories...i wan celebrate their birthday together with them =(
Sudden miss them...but wat can i do le??haiz....
my school...nobody will celebrate ffren birthday..mayb there nv take anybody as good friend??
or they just don care??hmmph...
i desperate till lie erica tat we celebrate yk birthday at juang house...Lol...Sad na~
but how oso...i hope they will happy always le..
Never walk the same road as mine =)..
thats y i always find juang and yoges and yk them..Just..haiz..
they r just my friend..duno how to say...
we always meet..we sure happy..no ba..i sure happy =)
Just happy for no reason..really song de..duno y..
cant wait to ply wit them always on tuesday?
the oni day tat i sure can play wit them...tues~~~~
other day..really just not smiling..but iam not sad..just..boring..not happy..and not smiling
just nobody make me smile..i nid something..but
nobody can give??
not even her...
i feel thing getting worst wit her...
hope watever she do..is do wit heart ..
nvm...mayb nothing ba..i think much..??
Love you..
BYe~~~