Always on my mind

Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind Maybe I didn't hold you All those lonely times And I guess I never told you I'm so happy if you're mine If I made you feel second best I'm so sorry I was blind

Fun

Early morning richard come to my house...
he say..i miss your maid cook de 'yee mee' ==...
so we ate..after an hour chat then we back to mahkota to fetch alex...
so we park at jusco and go up and look for him...
while waiting for him to clean up his store..
THERE IS A CAR ACCIDENT..WTF...
3 kid is sitting in the toy car...
the car had 1 sit only..but they 3 force to sit and close the door --...then they use hand to push.. then there is a BUMP INFRONT!!is those electric wire...
bang..car accident..the kid that sit at the middle fly out from the car front window..and one more fly out from the side window..one more crawling out from car...we ran to there and save them...
ask them..'r u all ok?' they blur..look at us...LOL....WHAT A CAR ACCIDENT :O...
then melody reach sg long..so she ask us to accompany her to tropicana city mall..to buy 'SOMETHING'
but she nv say wat is it..we keep ask..she just say..later reach edi then
we know lo..
so we sit her car and reach there...she just buy 2 small bottle of finger nail colour??WTF...
30min drive le!!zzzzzzzzzz

and eat nando ^~
I'm gonna kill u with fork xDDD

alex and melody went to dating ..
so left me and kang at nandos
sit for 1hour zzz
Richard asked me a question
'What do you think about those who act high class'?
i answer
Nobody is real..everybody is acting around..i actually dont like to talk with you..but i act like i love to...Jk xDD
But the truth is ..everybody is acting around..I'm also acting..I'm crazy playful and childish..
But i did not show it out ??i like to laugh like crazy man and disturb ppl --..
But i did not..because..we must act..act serious..sometimes I'm sad..but i act happy..
So nobody is real..Is either act in good or bad..
We act...we learn..no act..no learn :)..
choose the people that u can show the truth of yourself..and she accept the true of you..then u will in love ..
get it richard??
So acting is not a bad thing to do..
Richard:YEAH...
then we pay 1st..rm98 :O
then back to sg long...
then drive to yva house >.^
reach yva house...then we walk to garden...play around
take picture...
then joyce stomach sound..~~~~~~~
so need to go Mcdonald...
MELODY PLAN..7 ppl sit in 1 car..zzz
luckily i sit infront...tall ppl ..this is the benefit ^~....
after reach mcd..then chace drive to mcd to meet up with us..nothing special there..

xD
Chris and Joyce Leg contact caught!

eat eat then CIAO!!!!back to yva house playground..

play firework..wait..no is not firework :D..i dont know the name :(..i show picture
This is shit..trying to burn the grass..alex is shit zz

after the few min of the happiness --...
then we just take picture around...
we always take different and new thing :O...
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The light is the only thing that make us feel alive

Confuse

I dont know..what to do..

Control feeling??i'm good on it...i just never let feeling control me..
Did i ever mention love is nothing to me ?
but now it means everything to me..
but when it means everything to me then it means nothing to me anymore
this is my life..
is hard for me to get what i want..
yeah...this is why i will never feel satisfy at all...
sometimes of cuz i feel satisfy...
i really enjoy that feeling...but since long time ago there is no satisfy appear anymore
I dont have a decision in my mind now..
Did i really love someone so deeply ?No of cuz..it wont happen lol..
but yeah...is happening..
i feel i shouldn't from her..
but all i wanted was a laugh from her..
that is how i feel satisfy..that second..that minit..that moment..
is kept in the memories..memories will end when is time..but it will keep inside me forever..
have no idea what to do..have no clue..
silent..and continue ..
because i want her belongs to me

Is cold at the open window

Trip with arif

Act cool?

yesterday..we accompany arif to register his 3rd sem at damansara segi...

did not know why he suddenly ask us to accompany him...but IT WAS FUN..(he afraid to be alone)...

He is in relationship i'm sorry for the girl who interested on him..he is in relationship with yoges..

but SADLY..we find out something today...tell later :x...

Arif came to my college and 'Kutip' me...then head to sg long to 'Kutip' Chace,Richard and Sand..

and next we need to go Taylor lakeside to 'Kutip' Melody...SHE JUST WAN TO FOLLOW...

eventhough she got class --..playful la her..

ok here is the point...

we reach taylor..and chace,richard,sand went to toilet 1st..and i walk outside to look for melody...

oo yeah..found melody..with her Straw hat :D...

i was sitting beside arif all the way...when i'm about to go in..melody push me away..and she went in and sit beside arif...(NAH!!!)

then i tell melody that i wanted to sleep..infront is more comfort..she ignore and lock the door..

ok..very obvious...there is a SPARKS THERE!!:P..let her..

Chace Gps keep on direct wront direction --...so Headache..

But melody is having sweet time with arif :D..they both talk..ask and talk and ask..question answer kiss kiss back..:O...nop :D...looks like they just <3....and>

the the truth reveal...Arif betray yoges...and having some UNDERGROUND BASEMENT LOVE with melody ? :O...this is bad ..very bad arif..but is sweet :D

On the car..was so funny...he always hon ppl --...it make us laugh

ok..so we arrived damansara segi college..

out look was very ROME feeling..perfect romantic looking school ^^...

Heavy rain..and arif park outside..he say inside need to pay..WTF...

HE IS ARIF AND HE WANT TO TELL US HE DONT WAN PARK BECAUSE NEED TO PAY?

so we walk and walk beside those shoplot...when we aer about to cross over to segi

rain IS HEAVIER AND HEAVIER!!

in the end...we force him to park inside...

so arif and richard walk back and bring his car and fetch us --

Waiting for arif...Can you imagine how tiny is Sand compare to me??

but she is pretty and cute :D..

So excited to walk in segi..because it look so nice from outside...

SO ROME!!

OK WALK IN...WTF....

LOOK LIKE HOSPITAL LA ARIF!!!!

arif just smile :)...

walk and walk..WHY SMELL LIKE HOSPITAL!...

keep walk and walk..

Chace ask..r we going to visit anybody at ICU?

arggg.so creepy inside --

then finish his registration...

we went to library to have a look...and shake hand with all arif friend..almost 10++ :O...

library inside got toilet!!!

walk in...

WALAO!!!!!WHY SO CREEPY ONE!!!!!

i call chace to come!!

then we wanted to make a creepy video to scare ppl...

planning...

i hide inside toilet...

chace come in...and walk around..AND BOM i come out :D...

ok..i walk in..close door..not even 1 sec..i come out...

IS TOO SCARY CANCEL VIDEO!...

then richard accompany me--...

walk in...THEY OFF THE LIGHT...WTF...

richard scare of cuz...he hold me LOL...and we run out...zz

wtf o0o

Like old style toilet??Sorry..Is library individual room --..

OO sorry..i forget to mention this thing :D..

hardly find parking at segi carpark..so we simply park..and we blocked ppl car...

so we wrote this note and put infront the car.. :X..

(Lost my car key)

(brb)

(012-xxxxxxx)

(Call my if you wanted to date me)

(Sheikh Mohd Arif <3>

Drink water with such face is perfect :D

Then HUNGRY TIME....drive back to cheras and eat :x

testing melody camera (auto detect smile)

smile a little it wont snap...SMILE LIKE THIS the camera straight away snap..PRO :D

thats all..Fun <3...

i update this blog at college... :D

Life

Ah.....just too bored..and wanted to write something...
Recently..posted a song on facebook...some ppl tell me they dont like me to shout :D..
arhh...but i really like it most :(..is a kind of express my feeling...rise to the highest note with loud...i really feel released everytime i sing..last time i cant sing such range..i made it now..i felt very..fullfilled..and happy of cuz..but i havent master my vocal skill yet..still practicing..i take alot time to practice my vocal..it wont change if you just practice one day..but month by month..you will see..this is the 2nd month i practice my vocal..i felt very difficult and tired..sometimes lazy..but everyday..i atleast i practice for 1 hour..if free..will use 3 hour ;D..i think the process there is very slow..but no choice..i still have to do..1 year will make myself a perfect one..because i want my voice to reach your heart :)...

been acting very coward recently..i did not grab any chance..
did not create any chance...
did not try..
did not dare to do anything...
i dont fucking know why..haiz..
all ppl telling me..atleast try..and mayb you'll get her..atleast you tried..
but you just imagine..i was just too afraid..
i always non-stop regret..why did not i talk to her..why did not this why did not that..arhh..is so annoying..i fail this time..i really fail..is losing..break me down
yeah..i cant describe that feeling..i've silent and silent..and silent..
i cry without tears at night..is crying inside..and crying inside always create nightmare..
be healthy.......
one thing.....

Never regret what you did before..cuz..in the end..It makes you who you are.

JOYCE BIRTHDAY 1-6-01

Here..the birthday girl..look..she is so happy :D...

Went to class at 11.00 - 12.30...

wait for chris and fetch me...

stand outside old town almost 1 hour le...haizz...

atlast they reach...and they hon and hon!!!!

everybody is looking at us...crazy chris zzz..

then we reach mcd....call melody to come meet us...

when she is on her way..she saw joyce :O...yva ask her to buy cake..and dont let joyce know..hmm...

then joyce wanted to follow melody..and melody ask her to wait for yva--..what kind of excuses..

thn melody reach and we went to buy cake..Chocolate mocha i think..

walk so far!!!!!!!!!!so hot..sweating..haiz...

after the cake then went to sing k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we r the most crazy in the sing k room..

we sing very loud..but nice :D..then we scream...shout..ROCK!!!

the best part is ..Chris Rap Eminem song...Eminem-When i'm gone..and the point is..WITHOUT Lyrics on the screen :D

and and and..ashley dance for us!!!!!!she is korea lover...so she learn their dance too :D..of cuz she sing korea song too!!!k-pop!!!

we record the whole process inside the room using macbook pro..but dont understand why the nice part is muted..--...video error i guess..so..no video for joyce birthday ...sorry ><...

About joyce...ahh..

she is a friend of mine long long long long time ago...

since primary school...we met...but we dont talk alot...haha...

until secondary school..yeah..then we know each other more...

but after i change my school..then we got no contact at all..not at all..

what a destiny....she is in relationship with yva brother haha..then she get close with yva..and she start to join us most of the time...and now she is a friend of us..how nice ;D....

she is sweet..cute..funny..crazy....so..she is nice to play with us..

once again happy birthday joyce..love <3

Trying to record while singing happy birthday !

RANDOM PIC..but nice ma :D

BLOW!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCEEEEEEEEE LOVE 99!

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Happy Birthday Yoges Warannnnnn!!!

Happy Birthday "DAI LOU"

One of our best friend...His birthday..hmmph..

Our fren=Surprise birthday..no PEACE BIRTHDAY!!!

Whoaaa....Melody parent treat me and richard eat --..

ok ah..very tasty <3...

Melody drive richard car and fetch her father and mother to the restaurant..

Melody father never sit melody car before (melody drive)

So..we just make Melody father wish come true le <3..who>

so...drive to SSM..Sekolah Sri Murni to fetch richard sister after school..

arhh..our memorable school..Saw Mr toh and HII..thats all..

Arif and Alex reached Richard house..

after we drop richard sister back to HOME..then we straight go serdang to meet Chris..

took few bottle Hoegarden and celebrate with yoges...Because he like beer..no..LOVE BEER <3..

ok..reach his house..

Silent..because he is sleeping!!!

open the cake...light up candle..ok..one cup of water..(what is the water for?)

open door..everybody walk in..close door..

Find his head..aim his face..

POUR WATER ON HIS FACE...

WHOAAA..Straight away wake up...

Open light and here it comes..

(Happy birthday song)

haha..he felt so touch ..almost want to cry..mayb i

misunderstand??because his face is wet ;D..

Cutting cake!!!No yva help to cut cake..but you still got Kael!! :D

after finish our cake..

Then we went to Computer Cafe and game...

Is been long time we did not PLAY game together !!!

so...Here..Shooting game..w r the best in such game ;D...

after game..go yoges mamak shop..and he treat us eat...

Yeah...order list..

Kael-Maggie soup

Richard-Maggie soup

Chris-Maggie soup

Alex-Maggi goreng..

Then the food came...

Me and Richard had our NOT maggie soup..

He gave us Maggie Curry + Cili padi + Sambal + Dry Cili floating on top of the soup..

me and richard eat..eat ..eat..something is wrong..

we both r sweating like dog o0o...

Face and tongue cant feel anything..is vibrating...

argg...is so HOT!!!

ARGG..but chris get his Maggie soup..i dont understand..

Then i say..Yoges..Nothing is free..I'm sorry..we will pay...haha

we start to chat..about our School memorable day..

We all got our own history..not good history :x..bad one!!

Example..

Chace-A bunch of discipline teacher walk in to our class,to tell us the new discipline rules..and wanted to confiscate our phone..even headmaster is there..of cuz everybody stand up..

But chace still sitting...--..then one of the teacher ask him to stand immediately ..then he stand..without tuck in his shirt..so teacher ask him to tuck in !then he stare at the teacher and he just walk out to the class :O!then he back home..received Letter haha..warning letter o0o...

Oscar-We can say he is the most naughty one --..his face look like gangster..walk like a gangster..talk like a gangster..but he is not gangster!he broke principle car front mirror!!LOL..

Me-I'm good :)..but i got expel from school LOL..o0o...because school think I'm a GANGSTER BOSS..haha..get expel because i say 'Pussy' infront of girl teacher..--..

Richard-School teacher ...ask teacher to Shut up..

Chris-He?study only o0o

Yoges-HE ALWAYS wait for us to go toilet and pee..then he spray use with water pipe..until our whole body wet in class o0o..and one time he make Arif whole body wet..and teacher ask in class..why r you so wet arif..He say..Jatuh dekat Tandas(fall at the toilet) LOL..SOHAI ARIF --

Arif-Good student..But..he learn cantonese vulgar word from us and went to school ppl..example

Your pussy dislocated , breastless..and more..he is mean..

Memory in the school..yeah..we just chat about our fun time at Secondary school..we used 2hour.

i just miss it..seriously..miss it alot..

And Ciao..BYEBYE

We drink coke..Dai lou Drink beer..

The just wake up look :DDDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOGES..<3

REACH HOME AND I RECEIVED THIS MESSAGE

Yoges Mom Sms: Thank you all so much for the birthday surprise to yoges..I'm very happy to see yoges so happy..♥

2011

this year..whats my plan?
i'm 19...is time to plan everything le..no more YOUNG!...
i need to focus in Study,Music and Money..
Study~
I start my college le...phew..
should be happy thing ma..
honestly..very honestly..study is not my type...
i'm not study guy..i dont hold a book more than 1 hour..i cant...
i'm just not into it...but why i study??go college?..
i study for my parent..they wan me to study..i cant just tell them..i dont like study..
i rather go learn design..any design i'm interested too..
but...hmm..my parent did not like about this..they told me before that i should not study design..
so i did not mention this at all...
so i'll just study hard..study for my parent..let them feel no worry on me..
seriously..i'm 19..i dont wan my parent worry about me anymore..is enough..
so.i wont just try my best to study ba...
i can just say..i will do it.....

Music..
argg..wrote so many song..of cuz i want my song to be release to public ;D...
arh...every musician has their different aim...
but most of all..has the same aim..FAMOUS..KNOW BY EVERYONE!
i dont mine if my parent allow me to study music :x..but nop ;D..
my parent doesnt support me in music life..
i think my dad did support me before..the 1st time is..he bought me a guitar
rm300..that moment...arhhh..my 1st guitar..until now..i never change my guitar
because..my parent dont wan me to continue music life :x..
i need a new guitar badly..:(..nvm..
i got alot of idea about music..i wanted to share..
my music life has no support at all..
i actually just heard 1 true support before only..and i'll remember it forever..
in malaysia..music industry too lauya...no future..
but i will give it a try..whats the deal??just 1 try..success then HURRAAYYY
fail then try again la ;D..simple..i can accept FAIL..
i promise...THIS YEAR..YOU GUYS WILL SEE ME ROCK THE STAGE..even if it is small stage still consider stage oo :P...

Money...
I need!!!!!NEEDDDDD!!!!
i dont wan ask my father for money ...i feel bad
yeah i understand..i'm still 19..my parent must take care of me..
but i just wan this to be different..
i need money to buy mic...
i need money to buy new guitar..
i need money for love :D..because..no money ..NO GIRLFRIEND ><..
i need money i need money..
i already had my plan for business ..and i guess it wont influence my study ;D..
mayb i cant earn 100k..or 10k..but just imagine..you earn your very own bag of money..even if it's just rm100..u will feel +1...
i can do it..for the one who think i'm failure..
one of my best friend..he lost his way..he lost his aim..
i have to be there for him now...we will make our very small bag of money..
i know..i cant even really care own stuff..how am i gonna help ppl?
no choice..he is too good to me..
......
.....
i did not mention about love...
i really wanted to love her..fucking want..><
i dont know..is not convenient to talk here...lol..
i'm dragging this thing very long ..is going to be very long and long..
i hope i can stand this pain..just as long as i can..
as long as..the happiness wont break..no..
i'm too afraid..i just cant afford to..............yea..fuck..
Goodnight :D

2011

Drunk on new year eve

Before we drink..we went for a movie..'The Tourist'

johnny depp!!!!ahh...funny movie..but not very perfect..i watch just because johnny depp ^~..

then went to sushi king..ahh...my lovely place..but i did not bring enough money --..

so did not had a nice SUSHI time...

Then we go Melody house and chat until chace reach...

so i slept for 2 hour ~

Yva went back home for her part time maid...

after 2 hour ..woke up..went for ba ku teh...

When there is richard rich..you cannot eat cheap thing ..zzz

i say I DONT WAN..but they wan..so in the end..--..

i only like ba ku teh soup..other not really :x

Recommended ba ku teh place...very nice :D..

then we head back to melody house..and drink..Whiskey..

nothing to play...then melody bring out some UNO block..

lol..anything la..we can make anything became funny even if it is boring!!

1st block fall..me ..--

Yva hit my knee suddenly!!!she is laughing and laughing and hitting and hitting.. :D..

because of her hardcore hit..my knee getting worst now :x..jk :D

...drink half glass whiskey..wait..big glass!

Whiskey + 7up...

Normally ppl drink 30% whiskey and 70% 7up...

but thanks to melody..she gave me 70%whiskey and 30% 7up...

1st drink..straight in half cup...

straight feel dizzy ;P...

2nd block fall..yva..same --..half..

our face turn red..we both same..Our face red only!!we haven drunk la ! :D

arhh...after that..head to my house and see firework...

1 oclock back home..

and thats all for new year eve..never went to KL to countdown..we r lazy ;D..

1.01.11

10.30 woke up..

went to japan buffet at Sunway Giza..eat until 4.30am

after that yva sms me..she say Liang i miss you..no la --..she ask me to drink..

i think is joyce request..because on new year eve she missed the fun with us :x..

then she very horny and want us to come and drink again!!lol..

since she so want..then we have to go lo :(..this time drink at my condo..

never play any game..but chat ..every conversation is funny..

chat until 1 oclock ++ then back~..

me,richard,christopher and melody went to mamak and drink 1st..because..we r all drunk..

need some rest before drive haha ;D..

2oclock back home..

I drive richard car..because he is drunk...

but slowly i find out that..i'm actually more drunk than him..i was speeding and speeding --..

and reach home safe..<3..this>

When there is only hapiness..I'm not asking for more

<3