CHINA TOWN

Been coughing badly recently..omg...This is Lung Cough i guess..Cuz the phlegm like so tick ..like cendol?? ;P...

Maybe the weather is not good nowadays..so do take care...and stop coughing...
Yeah..Just finish Q.M exam..mid-term....feel a little free..Maybe just give myself one week a break?
really not to think and relax ba...
So wanted to go out for drink...
1st I plan to find chace...
and end up he did not appear!!!Lol,,maybe next time..
So Yi ru,Melody and alex...
Going Chi Cheong Gai(CHINA TOWN)
To eat this Charcoal Fry food...
Last time taste better cuz his father own this business and his father cook ..
Now is the owner son who cook...Not that tasty anymore..but still got feeling ;))

This aunty is blind,she sell tissues..

After eat then walk around,and yi ru looking for Shades...
Did I mention My friend is Justin Bieber Fans??They are <3


And what happen when we are not Justin Bieber Fans?

And Ciao to melody house and have a sit..
Plan to have a Exercise week..for next whole week
Early morning 7 oclock reach and Jogging ,Everyday...Afternoon Gym..
Hmmm..Lets see...
Goodnight..


Sometimes i just don wan to see..And hear about it..Is not funny i guess..and also in other way i should say...is pain..and look like a fool..

Ciao~

Putrajaya scene

Was studying at the morning ,then afternoon bring Max to see doctor,Just a little skin sensitive ,

Then just reach home was blogging half way,everybody went out..Dont feel good at house..Suddenly a call from arif,I bring you to putrajaya...I just thank god..
We saw few bride having photoshooting there,so we park at the side and start to walk around there...Then start to take some picture too...
Walk till quite far away .and in to jungle..Saw Arif carrying Richard ...

Look so dramatic right?? Lol

Is sunset,beautiful scene..so we decide to shoot !!!

This look really sad,

S*** Inside Got Snake !!

Haha...trying to be sexy
I like this anyway ~

The End~ head back home and study ;(

IF

What If i did not choose to talk to you at first,what will come out in future?
''If'' gives us too much question, especially when you sit alone,''If'' will be all around your head
''If'' is also not a easy thing to think,''If'' is a guess,is either you dare to guess or not,brave to predict or not...i dare not to guess anything which is positive,because i always think that LOL,it cant be me or i wont get this..maybe is because in everything i did not really try my best ??
Or actually i did?I just dont feel anything deserve to be mine
I dont believe in my prediction,
If I use more time to look at you,i think i will more deeper
it changed..
not more than a word,

Here
make yourself free,look at your future which is full of everything you need,
Im not a devil who try to stop you in this..
lets think back,Im just someone..who just supporting u in everything you requested..
i should keep my promise...i promised..
we came,and we run..
What I spoke before is not what i wanted,
but what i spoke before is what should be in reality,and is already spoken..
Im not giving up,Im just walking to another road,but who knows..this road might connect back to your road..nobody know what is the next track,or maybe it will lead me to another track?
Dont tell me Im better without you,Is just not going to be better without you..
Or everything is just a ''IF''?

New hair

Today luck is 0
Got class at 2 oclock
and at 1.40 pm still in leisure,walk out from leisure
then suddenly rain...-.-
small rain at 1st,then i walk out..Heavy rain suddenly o.o
Then run!because i park outside,Then Strong wind on my face...
But luckily,I just cut my hair LOL
Shorter,So no messy hair to coll ;PWhat do you think??Lc ?? lol!stand wrongly --

Weak Point

This few day my mood is so bad,
Is like alot of bad thing happen around me,
my friends especially,i do care about them that makes me think about how to solve their thing ..
is like a BUNCH,and wait....I did not even solve my problem yet --,
My study,F***...cant coupe with it,I dont know..haih..1 day 24 hour is just not enough...
I feel tired always -.-....Lack of sleep
Today lecturer ask me,Whats wrong with you today so silent...
I just hehehe ;D...Thats suck...
Fall asleep is just when you are in secondary school!!
In College YOU SHOULD NOT DO THAT!!
I think i should try harder in study,
seriously,working network business actually influence my study a little..
trying to revise my note everyday,and it influence my business lol ;DD..
forget about it,Need to think wisely,TIME....
argue with dad just now,and is so not good feeling...
yeah..when comes to argue,they will just scold anything.yell everything and dont care who the F*** are you,those word really disturb my mind o.o..
i went to room ,i lay my head on the wall...I need to breath slowly...accept it..Im not as good as my dad want me to be...
Maybe i cant,But atleast Im not going to be bad as they never wan me to be..
Breath hard...And i see tears...and tat time..I think i can see the weakness of myself...
Im actually not strong for sometimes..i still cry..
Ill never will keep silent always,but this time..
I never want to work with a smile..
I wanted to be serious,Im just too ~
I know the reality life,But i just never accept the realistic people..
I guess i have too...Deal with It..
I have to stand ..I dont know..shit -.-...losing confident suddenly
And wait!!!Im going to sing at every station ONE soon,
Practice real hard always...Is just a starting for me in Music ...Small steps ,
I believe time can make me learn!Goodluck really ~

Madman soon

My temper is in boiling point the whole day,
But as i know..I cant just fuck every ppl around me just because Im feeling hot?
Recently i just Frus about my Study and work,

I always feel alone , not things like you all think.
not feeling alone in the night
just feeling alone in every war,
that cause me feeling alone in the night ;x

I wanted to talk,ermm no...when i try to talk..i feel like cry..i dont want to cry...
I found out something bad about myself
which is my revenge heart is very high..
is like whoever treat me bad i remember ;(...and i want fucking revenge back...
forget about it...

These thing stuck in my heart and worry till bleed T^T
Im not sure i can handle this emotion well....so disturbing...
What can I do??
what can I do to make more fucking money..

Why am I trying to create fake scene?
Why am I trying to create fake Hope?
Im not accepting the facts,

Im not looking for better future,
Im stuck , Im blind..
If continue,I will be fucked up like a little CREEP

But Im strong enough to stand every pain ..
Just weak enough to accept things that i dont want it happen..

ask the world, who stole my love away