Band and??

hmmmph....yesterday....
well...yesterday was sunday....the day that we wan to go studio and work out something new...
try some simple thing to make some simple song to let ppl hear...
So...i was so happy that
JUANG,YOGES,JACKY say yes...for Kyle..tat day was his last day of working...so nvm lo i know if i call him then he will come de...
welllllll.....So i follow my parent to cheras lo...
I keep call jacky...cuz i wan pui her take taxi to sg long ma cuz he say don wan alone...SO I PURPOSELY FROM KAJANG GO TO CHERAS TO PUI HIM....WELL...
then i canot stand le..i went in to the church and look for him..ccb...i went up to 2nd floor and then 1 uncle ask me what i wna lo...i say iam looking for Aun chik...then he call Jacky come..
He say har..cant oo...
HE SAY HE SMSED ME !!!
i say why cant!!..
he say need out with mommy later...
HE NEVER EVEN TELL ME OUT WITH MOM TO WHERE
WHAT WAS TAT??AVOIDING??
He can tell his mom tat he got something to do....
but he choose to tell me he going out but not telling his mom he got something to do...
CRAP!!!!!i was the one telling him going to studio before few day...
i wasn't angry........but its hurt...so i just go back to car...and ask my parent to fetch me to sg long...
lucky they fetch me to sg long ..phew =(....
After reach sg long...me,juang and yc chat in the house..we keep see fb leng lui and talk lo...o.o..
then yc drive out to makan....
We went mahkota for the studio and he say..belum buka lagi....next month baru buka..Zzzz
So no choice lo..then i feel weird...already 3.00pm...but why he still haven call us?..
So we went to sg long de Dami eat...and we keep call yoges phone...and he nv pick up...
So we chat Very secret things again --..and about juang got disturb by 1 woman =D...and about yc and man xuan...Max jealous on tat couple...Zzz...feel like calling yc to stop telling..but i wanna know =(....haiz..nvm..Yc must appreciate her =)..ermm..he is doing it le ba =)....and tell about me and tracy lo..Zzzz de mine...suan la...ermmm...then we start chat chat secret till 5.00 le..Then yoges suddenly pick up phone..and tell me tat he is still sleeping..he told me he work yesterday...so i just haiz..nvm la..we go studio at night...He like Har??Still go ah? at night oo..i mai say..ya..can de.he say see 1st la..and help me send my regards to yk..i say har..later u come talk with him urself la...he macam sure he wont come already....Zzzz..we laugh and sad in the shop for 2 hour..then we siam to yk house...and chat fei hua...tat moment ..LOL...Laugh till my stomach oso pain....
Yc say one thing...he say...i know why kang accident...Then all like huh??


he say cuz too early..he forgot to bring coins out...then he suddenly saw toll....he very scare...So he nervous and then he break..then lost control... Lol la - -....

hmmph..about 6.00pm already...yoges still haven call..
So we choose to call him lo...then he say cant come...
me and juang just MCB wait them for whole day...now say cant come...Diuzzz...
haiz...fucking mad le tat time...Then i call my bro come fetch me...
everybody back at 7.00pm..
Feel very suffer...

parent pressure
girlfriend pressure
Band pressure
Result pressure...

Phew....who can i tell???my partner??nop ba...talk to my room de wall...phew...
Tata... I will bom soon and change

WTf==

Abdul

liang...

10:21pmSoar

yes?

10:21pmAbdul

still remember me

10:21pmSoar

who r u?

10:22pmAbdul

i din expect ths...

10:22pmSoar

err.??

10:23pmAbdul

im ur warfare team mate man...

10:23pmSoar

??

swt

sori

i really duno u

10:24pmAbdul

hmmm...ok nvrme...

See halim send me the facebook message..is it ridiculous ??==..asking stupid question!!!

Sorry and ???

ERm....
About valentine??
iam celebrating valentine alone right??that is not fake..
i celebrate 2 years anniversary alone too right??is true eh...
i reli feel...iam no more in ur heart ???
ya ba...very obvious...
and i did not receive a valentine wish from u..is true too..i nv lie..
Soooo...problem start =)
Yesterday ...Pak tor with dear....at pavilion
I reach times square at 10 something
Wait at starbuck till 12.30 ==...
Have to waste rm10++ to drink chocolate..
was sweating cuz i take train..Sien...Style till leng leng de hair let her see de..but..swt make my hair out of shape...DAM IT..Zzzz...
fine...So..after she reach le...we straight away walk to pav...
Sweat again...Morning i canot sweat de..i must very calm reach till shopping mall then i wont sweat whole le de even walk to pav from times...but once early in the morning i start to sweat..then i sweat very easily in the afternoon..idiot --..
After take our ticket.... Then we shopping lo
Suddenly she ask..ah liang..u got anything give me?
then i say..huh??give u wat??
Then she say..Har...i got buy valentine thing for u le...u don have meh??
i STUNNED o.o
She say..Reli don have???Omg...Why...
She straight away walk away... o.o....
I nv feel very sorry..bcuz after u back..i reli wan celebrate valentine and 2 year anniversary with u...By giving u suprise..buy a bunch of rose and put at ur working place..after u reach..u will see the flower..mayb ppl thinks after i make her angry i only create this story???
No le =(...i reli Did plan le and asked yi ru..good mou good mou...She oso say sweet!and say must do it...
Haiz...But after she back..she work full day le...then i feel..haiz..cant give surprise ...just wait another day le...another day i no transport..then i just suan le...cuz i though she nv care oso de..
=(...
B4 going to pavilion..Yiru remind me..ROSE...AND I CANT FIND JOR Eh..=(...
Aiks...
here to say..Sori...i know it hurts u....
Argue till haiz...words from her hurt me badly too..Especially u keep say i no money = =..
Ya..Seriously..i no money...So how !!!haizzzz...Wat u wan me to do....Rob the bank???
And i don wan simply buy thing..tats all!!!
not i don wan buy thing for her...i need choose!!!
why always argue oso cuz of money and problem tat did i buy thing for her??
Haiz...i wanna say Enough le la...Stop tat le..i nth to say le la!!!
Buy wat u point at while walking shopping reli make u so happy ma??
haizzzzzzz...
iam thinking...am i too poor to pak tor...
Reli wanna make alot money no matter wat...no matter how suffer no matter how evil..
i just wan make alot money...but iam afraid..i will b evil ..haiz..
i always wish to treat ppl good..So ppl will b happy...but looks like..The close ppl around me..
doesnt und me and care about how i feel...
Phew...
However...problem solve this morning ba..haiz....
Anyway..i know i will do something make her x2happy de ba..
i cant see her look unhappy de face...i cant do it..haiz..
is always just bcuz i still.....love her...
Bye

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4 day trip

Hmmph..As i say...Dear went back to hometown on Cny...hmmph..so......=)
Ok ok...Sooo....On tues day...Chor3??if iam not mistaken le...
Me,yiru,KA LING,alex,juang,bk,mt,erica go bai nin everywhere...1st we went to alex house 1st...
cuz me and juang wan cut eye brow =)..is pluck eye brown ba..lol...
and we gamble lo...after few hour we went to kang house =)...take ang pau too...
after that we went to mahkota tat duno wat shop ba..Buffalo western food?

Alex just wan eat ..oso nv care kaling ..Lol

After that we went to yi ru house....Shit de....After we sit awhile then she wan us to go le..keep call us go back..so bad = =...
Then erica need go back too ba..and kaling..so me,erica,kaling and bk go leisure lo...
then kaling mother came le..did not expect we get kaling de ang paw too..lol...cuz her mother came in leisure...good.....
then we keep wait erica lo...wait till she back lo...==...
duno why..mayb she too tiny...we doesnt wan to left her alone at leisure ==...
then alex wan come my house overnight too..then bk fetch us to connaught then my bro kok kian fetch us back home......
After our slow bath..is like 1.00 night le..then we cook==..Cuz hungry ma..no choice =)..and we cook this =)

Here alex ==

Good =)
Taste nice..just a little too dry..Lol...
Then we game till about 5 oclock nite...THen we sleep...and we chat...till 6...and we slept...
The Next Day..
Plan to watch movie with yoges,Alex,kc
So yoges come fetch us lo..After reach leisure...Then omg...So Full...
And i saw mt mother and mt = =...
Then mt mother cut line!!!PRO...
then i oso follow..hahaha...but in the end..no ticket...Zzzz..lucky i din line up..
So..We go Cc and play Cod4 lo...
Yoges and kc team...me and alex..
they lose kaw kaw =)...
No choice..haha..
Even Counter strike oso lose la yoges ==..o0o yoges..
then we go eat steam bot =D
Good....Cheap..Nice gua..Lol...Then i register one card..haha..got offer 10% i think??
on 7-29..means erica birthday...got 50% off...WAHAHAH
so we plan go there and call 100 yee mee lol..1 yee mee rm1..So pay half is Rm50..haha..Cheap right??call 20+ ppl go ..100+ yee mee..eat die u all o0o...
Then yoges need to go back home le..i feel like going to see kang..so i went to kang home...Then at night..i call my bro to fetch me back..Omg==..He not free...
Then i stay at kang house =)....
Actually got fire work de =(...But kang father say tml only put..
sad =(

When i wan to sleep..then kang on phone with YI RU..dam it..i cant sleep =(..
then kang sis keep call me pui her..cuz she don wan alone at cpu there...deng...i go toilet she oso shout..Omfg...wait till 2.00 le..she tired le..lol...then i can go in sleep le =)..
So me and kang chat chat chat till 3 or 4 gua..then sleep le~ =)....
The next day...Alex came =)...he very bo song tat i sleep with kang haha.....
so he purposelly come ..LOL....
After our lunch..We wan go yc house and see tat he home already or not..and bring kang exercise
=)...In the half way...i was riding bike and stick with them..slowly slowly go to yc house...
Dam..suddenly one big dog keep bark at us and almost come out from gate...
The dog half body come out already..then yk wan run oso cant ==...We just shock and shout...
Sooo...in the night we went go Station 1..Then kang mei mei wan follow too - -
So ....Eat at there lo.....
yk mother treat us =)...then we back home and play firework ..1st day..alex take video..
SUX==....nv press till when starting

AFter our firework... We went to sleep le...BUT KANG ON PHONE WITH YI RU AGAIN....
So me and alex canot stand le...Still wan go in room ...=)...
That day we chat till 3 oclock..then we feel hungry...Lol...then we 3 go kitchen cari barang..And cook..lol...
yk say yummy =)...i cook wor... Lol
Then we go back room and sleep..

i sleep middle kang sleep left..alex sleep right..lol..
Alex keep ask..kang u sleep already??
kang will turn and say..no...i cant slep..
alex say..lets chat secret..then kang say ok..
then chat chat chat...we chat something reli super secret ==..
so our chat end at 7oclock.....Lol...
7.00 still cant sleep...need i sing they only sleep..
Lol...
Tml morning ..they reli heard i sing they only sleep..wahaha....

Another day...early in the morning go eat fried rice..then that day is 19th!!!!!
IS ALEXANDER Mcqueen birthday[alex]
Ssoooo...i called yoges,juang,yung cieh come yk house and we celebrate..LOL....Well...
not a big party but quite happy...
That day we walk around lol...
Yc and yoges drive...2 dangerous driver..Zzz.
i sit yc car...Zzzz...
yoges follow bhind..
At the T junction yc turn veery slow..Lol...yoges follow very slow...all the car looking at us -- ..
Lol...Idiot...
kang still got 1 box firework..LOL Soooooo weee

End...we back =D

Fail

I think my 2 year anniversary surprise plan wont work le =)..forget about it ba...

I try so hard

WOW...today is erm..14...cho yat and valentine's day..is like double happy ...=D..
and erm..what i did??
hmmph...early in the morning i go guan ying miao..=)...
last time very hot de...now upgrade jor...got air cond eh..So...good le =)..
erm..Was so tired ba today..cuz yesterday 2 oclock only sleep...
an unexpected person who is the 1st who wish me..and that is arif..==...
well...did not get her wish until 1.30++..erm..Lol..
obvious lo..i will feel down..i was like wtf oo..Lol...
i don mind being alone on valentine's...but i hope u r my valentine for sure..
but impossible ^^..u have to back hometown..So...suan lo??lol
but..Lol..did i ask for too much for a wish??..hmmph..Mayb yea...
i got happy cny wish from her..and not valentine...
even thought the clock strikes to 12.00 then i msg u le i oso don get reply ^^...hmmph..mayb tat was no big deal??LOL..ya ba...As my Little fren yi ru say..don so count la ah liang =)..so i listen to her...
So i on msn and wait for her msg lo...
then start to chat with yi ru le ...
She making me feel like crying =(..
Cuz yiru keep ask is it she haven wish u??
then yi ru keep wish me happy valentine..
Lol...So..haha...
And she sms me and tell me tat her cousin helping her to make her eyebrown or something??
That moment i was so moody..Lol..She told me her hometown no line keep no line..
No line this problem nv happen b4 on her hometown i think??or i forget??Duno
but this time de no line can delay till soooooooo LONg...
today sms..not more then 10 i think??
i was so boring...
i was kena fong fei gei by yoges = =...i don blame him le..cuz he got to help parent work ..
Sooo..i just stay at home whole day...Her msg make me feel like throwing the phone away..
So i suggest her...
Why not we just don sms this few day??Since ur Hometown no line and somemore u will b busy with cousin or wadever..why not just enjoy.Just sms after u back hometown then.what is so big deal smsing me...seriously..u already make me feel this sms me is something bullshit..why nt u just busy ur thing and i do my thing ^^...
Look..i reli emo now...So...Lol...enuf le ba??i have been tolerate alot le...
Don so over can mou ^^..u making me feel so suffer...god dam it..o0o
though gonna out with erica and watch movie..now oso not confirm can or not..bro say better don out Zzz..cuz he wan out o.o..omg de..
i know iam trying to control myself =(..
i'll try my best..
our 2 year anniversary is on 17th...Lol..i'll just do wat i planed..
As my little fren yi ru say..Don count with her...do it cuz i love her..Alright..
I'll do it...cuz i still love u..phew...
Tata~

Fren of ours....and my little lovely darling =)

Looks Like i gonna lose one fren soon
a fren that close last time at school...
a fren that hang out always and chat always last time..
a fren just not a fren..he is even more than a fren...
but sadly..he did not appreciate us and trying to avoid us or wadever..
is very obvious one of them is lost from us...
every event we could'nt see him..is not bcuz we nv invite him..
is bcuz he doesnt wan to come at all...
Phew...nvm..let go him ba...let him....
lets b just say hi to each other if we meet...and bye =(.....
To my dear love...
looks like i always smile in sms or msn ..Hmmph...
So u just feel my happiness just from how the way i show??
i did actually try to tell u when i was sad or lonely...
but..Lol..same problem..looks like u don care...
i know u r busy..but i know when r u free..just not sure when u really free...
u rather plan to out with fren but not me =)..
u rather spend time with fren more but not me =)..
u really think u wont lose me??Did u put a curse on me??Why r u so confident??
is not bcuz u trust me i know..cuz u did doubt me on some little tiny thing lately..
Is hurt that u doubt me..cuz i have been like so dam loyal..and i oso duno why i do it..
but nvm..problem is..Iam not happy being wit u~....
Mayb u have ur reason why don out with me??
is cuz i no car??
not rich??
out 1 time taxi will cost macam 50++
Sooooo when i say not enuf money then u need use money..and u feel like don like it??...
is not that i don wan pay for u always...is depends de..
As a bf means need to pay for food,transport,movie and other??is this a MUST??
Haiz...Thats why iam so jealous on YC and MX...
Yc story about him and mx de thing..
i felt omg..so sweet and understanding..
haiz..The word from u saying me not rich + no car thats why never out with me really hurt me like Fu**...and u say thats this problem make u out with fren more than me=)...
oo ya..i remember...She did request to out wit me...to ??
Jusco...
after her work..watch 1 movie then go back...Lol....
Good planning with me...and i will never plan so dam little thing once i out..
but suan le..what can i do??i just go and watch movie with her and back ba...she like it=)..
mayb she think ...why need to waste money on our relationship??Lol..bullshit..
u r guy..u should pay..
Lol.....Mayb it sound rude here..but..is something like tat...
So...U r not worth for me to sacrifice and put my everything on...
Thats why if i have time..i rather go find ah kang ^^....
i was just planing cny day with kang and other...Lol...
Tracy??Lol..she say back hometown..after hometown need come back to work..cuz got double pay le if work on cny..Lol...So...Choose la...Sure double pay la ^^...
nvm...i did save alot money for cny event..gonna USE it all with fren!!!get high!!!!
tata =D

Fren of ours....

Studio o0o...

Wooohoooo...going studio today...woohooo....so in the half way juang called jacky
hello jacky go studio lo
jacky say..har...not free oo later still wan shop with mother
juang say ok...bye bye..nth already
ok..i sure very dulan de..fine ba...for the band..i will yan =)..but not for long..
so we reached studio already...wtf..is close??i called tat person..then he say went to pahang..ok fine..
call the assistant of the studio...dam..no pick up..probably sleep inside..i was like so dam ready to go studio today..bring my guitar and labtop and ready to ply song!!!!
haiz..then yoges suddenly tell me...he need go back b4 4pm..haiz..sux day..then we went to mahkota studio...zzz no open...another mahkota studio atlast got le..but the time is like 3.15 le..haiz..better don go..just take the studio number and go next time...
so we just go see kang only ba... cuz yoges haven go visit kang yet...
so juang and yoges went to see kang and i go yc house cut hair =)
and then yc say wan to bath...after his bathing he just = =
Like scare i will see his top==
suan ba..after cut hair then we go kang house lo...
and sorri yi ru i never reply ur msg...erm..cuz my phone low credit le =(...
yk is so fine now le=)
so juang need to go at 8.00 le..hmmph...then kang sister wan eat pizza lol..
so i help her to order lu...
Lol....after the pizza came then we eat ouside garden..
me and yc keep ask him he remember this remember that or not
then chat till quite late...
then kang father fetch me back TT..omg..so em hou yi xi.haiz..but reli thx le..
thats all ba..
sorri no mood to write nicely..
recently house happen alot thing..is like argue wit mother or they show me those not song face ba..
haiz..just...like tat lo....FUCK!!...en ...feel better le - -

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I walk very slow...hope to walk faster..