I know

I know is 'LONG' le...but ><...
I think of you whenever i wan to go for cinema...
I think of you whenever i eat spagetti...
I think of you whenever i eat yee mee..
Yea...sorry..i still miss you><...
it makes me feel like no mood when sitting in cinema
makes me never wanna cook spagetti anymore...
is not that use to it le to have u with me in cinema..
mayb i can say tat i need you??

zz..ب_ب

Misunderstand

Do i look like girl?? ==...i dont think so ba...my picture and when i go out..i look like a pure man --..
Sometimes i dont mins ppl say i look like girl..but sometimes i mind--..some even come and tell me iam a tomboy...--...When i hangout i make my hair i dress up..all oso boy look..1 thing iam worry about is...Do those people who duno me will think iam a sissy--?..Lol...joke..Please dont --...When i stay at home i clip my hair..and i find out that i really look like girl --..F*** =(....my mom always wan a daughter...she say omg u look like girl...and she smile..then i say OMG iam a man..dam...Some facebook people add me and ask me am i a tomboy...zzzz..Stop misunderstand edi..><...This is y my mother so happy...cuz i clip my hair --

I use to be msia top 1 warcraftIII player...i won this shirt LOL..><
But i already quit DOTA =)

I still feel that i don look like girl =)...thx

麻

Lol..
this 麻 come from yc/me/juang...麻绳/麻痹/麻丸...ma shen/ma bi/ma wan...
Is like..only us have such name --...
After that Juang took a stress picture...and ask me to edit Lol...simple and nice =)..
Yc told me..lets surprise that juang by taking the same picture and post together...Lol..
and slowly all my fren oso joined le =D...cuz..it sounds fun after they saw wat we did..
Here is the picture lol==

Ma shen

Ma bi

Ma wan

Ma luan

Ma hai --

Ma mu


Ma lu

Ma Fan
Ma ma

Lol..--..very funny de =)....nice 1

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Hmmph..i was thinking....about my past...
why did i get into relationship??==...
no money/no car...how to pak tor? ==..atleast 1??so u can pak tor?
i had my 1st x gf since i was form 3 =)..secret ..
erm...she is a good gf..seriously..i don need to use much money being together with her..
but on her birthday ^^...i still need to use alot money....i dont have car..but i got saving...
I took taxi to sg long..bought a secret recipe cake which cost rm80 i think so =).. and i asked the taxi to stay outside the house..i pay u rm90 for staying outside the house for 2 hour..as iam only form 3--...money all finish..but is ok le =)..birthday ma...
i had my 2nd ex on form 4 --...hmmph...money problem start le..going out..eat..movie..taxi..everything...impossible wan gf pay??sometimes i really run out of money to taxi back home..and sometimes i will request tol share the taxi fees wit me..sounds really sux --zz..$$ is the 1st big problem for my relationship...tat is the reason why we break too??She never listen and look at my situation=)and slowly ~ she got more money than me in her wallet --..
always taxi with gf..Zzzz..sounds noob and dangerous for gf...
So why nowadays alot primary school couple --..can the guy take care of himself 1st --?..
I can see iam a idiot last time..childish..o0o...Guys need more money than girl...~guys need to take care of girl...thats why..Zzzz..

Yesterday and Today..

Swim le almost 2 hour yesterday Zzzzzzztired tired tired..and saturday still need go hx birthday Zzz..
and i swim with mei theng on friday --..nobody believe =)....Lol..
Quite lazy type zzzzlet me cut short it...
so yesterday night at 11oclock...i was singing in the room with my guitar ...my mom suddenly come in and say..oi,,r u from 'Ching San' ??11 oclock still sing..?and off the light..iam holding my guitar on the bed and look at her...o0o!!!!!she never know wat she talk..but i remember ...
my father cant sleep..so i heard tat my dad on tv..so i went out lo..chat wit him...and he say he hungry..so i went down cook wan tan mee for him..suddenly my second bro oso wake up and say he wan too Zzzzz..so i cook 2 mee d..hmmph..quite tired halfway cooking lol..but lol..just cook ba..after cook..they like it ..and i just go sleep ba..they watch tv ...

the next day....early in the morning wake up go kang house and wait for yi ru..and we go saloon together...yi ru new style...Lol..Hi model =D

Lol...=)
we almost spend le 5 hour in saloon..Zzz..our hair =)..precious lol....
Everybody was waiting for me ==...
like iam the one who birthday lol...after reach ther =)..eat lo...order And take picture=)..alot pic...My facebook Tagged...and here .. few pic...

And 1 pic--...
180cm vs 155cm.

Bought new glasses =)

Group pic...
Happy birthday hx..=)...

I actually wanna wish 1 more ppl happy birthday..But Lol...fail...
erica know yc know =)...Fail Zzzz
forget about it...
A warm wish to her..
is always the same..
happy birthday to her...
=)
Tata!

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Should i wait fate or choose myself??
Lol...
nowadays i was like so friendly --..non stop make new friend..
little bit regret when i was in relationship i did not even went out to make new friend lol
is like every sec oso think my gf will worry ba...
Lol..for some girl for sure there don wan bf out to make new friends la..
but ..after break le then how??Lonely one ._. ..
i was thinking
Should i be very selfish =D..
should i be very bad??
in my history of love i did have a very Lovely and sweet gf b4..but our fate sux =)..and we don last long....
but the last long one will give me stupid reason like don love me anymore..say i was over control her telling me just em se dak me but not love me
i just huh??
if u don need that thing will u em se dak??
telling me use to be wit me le in her life suddenly no le me just em se dak..thats all ..but not love me edi..o.o
she use to have me in life and em se dak ..means she is being wit me??Lol..
sometimes excuse really joke de..
however..she did give me happiness b4 =)..
dont just think the bad thing of ppl ba...
but i do 10 good thing then accidently do 1 wrong thing i oso will get blame alot..
and judge by ppl that iam a sucker..especially parent..
This year from feb to march suddenly got so many problem ._. that i almost canot stand
but i never think to die =)..
cuz...
i still can give ppl happiness..
=)
Aiyo...waiting for another angel..
When TT..

Forever Love

Not Good =]

Swim/Tutti Frutti Summer Love

Yesterday....Me,Yc,Kang,Juang went to swim...actually yoges coming oso de..but he suddenly no car..then i say i drive my car lo...then we cant contact him..then ZZzzz...So we went to kajang town...after my parking..we saw 1 indian feller..playing with his bike..just right beside our car only..so Yc ask Juang to ask him'Saputeh'?which means ate le ma in indian...Lol..but in the end bo la...So we went to have some tea 1st..was like 4 ah pek..We dress like ah pek--...we though straight away go swim de..but our dear sun..><...after a 1.30 hour le..we finish our tea edi..so we went back to car...nobody realise anything..until i put my seatbelt..and i saw the indian still playing his bike...OMG--...before 1.30hour he was playing with his bike..after 1.30hour still playing --..his face very joke de....Lol..quite kelian..So this time Yc wanna scold him 'Ooahmaorke' zz..he even chew his chewing gum for 1hour++Zzz HE JUST LOOK PITY..here our swim=]

Kang ask Yc to help him =]

We bought the same goggle but different colour ..Crew

\m/

And we go record for fun...and back home i try to edit..and is so joke lol...Nice =]

the video is at the bottom

I Like to drive with my middle finger =)..

No la--..i duno why..and when they snap..Lolz

Anyway..thx to the sun again..iam dark...><>

Thats all...Tata le ^^....

When i was recording this video with my phone..juang and kang warn me alot time..kful of your phone..don fall to the water..then i was so kful le...but accident happen.

In the end of the recording..i was standing in the middle of the pool..is like u can walk over de lol...so is like one small way only..and i oppws!..and !!!!guess wat =)...i press save the video and throw the phone to the ground..i was half way falling le LOL..and i fall to the water...everybody look at us LOL..those form 4 or 5 student at there keep say walao he throw his phone..><...good =]...after tat i on my phone again..and take picture agian =D..

Enjoy your life once awhile =)..kid awhile wont die de Lol..don always act like an adult..wont live long de Lolz..Bye~

MOTHERSSSSSSSSSSSS DAY ??

Hi..mother day???lol..let me share my mother day story --
hmmph..ok soo...i ask my father..bring mother go watch ipman 2 la..i watch edi..very nice..
then my father bring mother and my 2 brother go watch ipman2 on sunday 7.00
ok...good...soo...
6.00 i was making my hair...cuz my 2 brother use the toilet for almost 1 and half hour...zz
half way making hair..my dad say OI GO LO!!!..theni just sprayy and goo zzz..
after i go down..my mother ask..err ah liang..wat r u doing..i like huh??
mom say..why you go...u stay at home..take care of the house...because outside got gardener ..zz..i already wore my shirt --..i set my hair...and u say don go??i was planing to buy her present when they watching movie..omg...then i just say i wan go la..she like crazy edi..like omg..shout at me STAY AT HOUSE...then i just don go la...for wat i wan to go...idiot o0o..
she ask me to close the door..i o0o ignore her.....how happy le them...thx to maid cook me maggi mee...don waste ba wear le nice nice shirt..then snap picture --..happy mo**** day??
i ban mother day in my life...thx for leaving me at the back

Past

Looks like iam fully cure..flirting..make new friends...arhhh..how freedom...erm..and why i still cant sleep well??phew..the happiness tat we create together became memories ..ermm..we cant blame too much ba...for all this long..why am i actually sad for???is all for myself..i sad bcuz i lose her i sad bcuz she ignore me...does tat sound selfish or??i duno am i thinking in a right way or ??i should actually think of her situation too..
i believe she doesnt wan this relationship to break too..there is a secret reason deep inside her heart...and i know..girl break up will never tell the truth..they either say no feeling..or boring..or wadever..very shit de --..i should atleast spend 1 min to sad for her ...is she crying??did she felt cold alone??phew..hope to send her a hug* without letting iher know..and wanna tell her that..i've change...you change me...<3..i start to see things wider..i saw my future...i hope i can do it...i will try...hard....wat i hope is..i wanna write a beautiful song about you...and sing on the stage for you..hope tat the song i sing will always let you feel relax..is not tat i just wanna prove to her..and oso to everybody..relax~ =]......is enuf tat i have you in my life before...smile =]

Need

Looks like we already gave alot time to bandmate to settle their problem and focus back to our band/music..looks like this band is going to be rusted.....Jacky he is out from our band...Bassist..and our drummer probably will give up his drum..Zzzz...Soo....we r looking for new member...we need Bassist/guitar/drummer...2 slot left here..We r not pro...errr..Learn together =]....So now just left Me,Juang and kyle..Juang say..he don mind if there is girl wanna join..Anything contact me..here is my
Soar*msn-devilevilprince@hotmail.com
Gary*msn-gary_juang@hotmail.com
Cheras area or selangor..


Need:
Bassist
Drummer
Guitarist

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Swim*

Last month de swim picture lolz --

Left kang too tight and sexy le ba =]

i already half pull down my underwear le --..almost caught my ass --..Nice 1 yoges
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