2 day..Hmmph..

Friday
Went to swim as usual...exercise...




me,yc,arif,yk and juang...
as usual..after swimm then we went to leisure mall pasar malam and eat porridge and back...

saturday
Plan to go studio today actually...but then suddenly cant book the studio...plan to stay at studio whole day de lo..Fail...

so me and juang went to sg long fetch alex and kang to have our breakfast/lunch together at Subang...

we went to taylor lake side and walk around =)...

then we went to a food court name ASIAN CAFE...the decoration of the food court quit nice d..

As everybody know KL and SUBANg/PJ ppl dressing is different de...so we just dress up casual there :)...yeah..there is leng lui sitting infront our table...+1..then the girl look at me..and i look at her...She take out her ciggratte ><..not wasted..just did not expect that she smoke..anyway..nice : )...

so...suddenly..1 uncle...with a hat/t-shirt/very short pants came and sit sit infront of our table right>>>...so i look at him...he just stare at me ...i just feel creepy..his look...like spying me...while iam eating..i just look around and i saw that uncle showing his DICK AND BALL....Mcb...at 1st i though he was doing accidently...then i tell juang..fuck..see that man...he say..what??he close his pants...he was sitting down...so he show from the bottom...then i look at him again..HE OPEN HIS PANTS AGAIN...so i was ..MCB oi u see that man...he is showing his DICK..so my fren turn their head and that uncle look at the sky..so i was so piss off...wanna fuck him....alex just tell me ignore such psycho ppl...they crazy de..they r more dangerous than us..so i just...fine..ignore him..then i look at him again...he open his fucking pants again....then i take my phone out and snap his pic...and zoom...then he close his pants back...so i was like holding my camera and eat...my camera just aim at him,,,he nv do anything..he just look at me....that was so fucking Sohai...i stare at him like i am going to beat him...he still show...

too many ppl there..all was like high class high class de..i cant shout at him in such situation...

so we just left...after our car pass by the Foodcourt...that man gone...

So..kful of this guy...i took his pervert face

see the way he sit??

he just open his leg and show at the bottom...

if one more time i see such psycho..i will beat him up --....

Alex told me that..because i look like a Tomboy..So he wan to show me his dick to help change back to normal and start horny guy...lol --..o0o

after that we went to kaling party..till 1.00 ....left us 6 guy only..all went back...we ending eat Durian --..and mangosteen

Recently my dad went to add bumper to one of my house de car..i like it

Haven paint yet...last 2 week pic ..

tata le

Friday

Whooaaahhh..yesterday..just watch a movie..'inception'...is a fxxking complicated...i try so hard to focus and concentrate i only get what i means...creative and nice movie..+1..leonado is cool...he always act such movie...those complicated movie..at 1st i wasnt addicted on such movie..my fren yc told me this movie is very complicated..ask me to watch..so i try lo..and is so nice that while u watching u understand the movie..so try to concentrate : P..like yi ru told me she got no interest in this movie..then i saw i treat her la...she only come lol --...in the end o0o..no treat :P..i feel that she very uncomfortable le lol....so me,yk,yr,arif and yoges watch together ..arif was sleeping !! LOL...keep telling me not nice..but i ignore him..cuz i was concentrating...from the starting u watch watch watch...in the end u know the answer..from my point of view..i think leonado is still in the dream*... after that we went to swim lo..me arif yk yiru and mei theng...swim at my house d...about 2 hour..then we went to leisure pasar...and juang came...so about 9++ we went back d : )

Emo

i find out i cant sleep for 2 week..my face look weak,dry..at 1st i just headache about band thing..last week i sms bandmate .guitarist reply and he is having exam next week..and other no reply..mind tel me wtf is this?busy?cant even reply?don tel me no credit..that gonna be a joke..i don fucking care now!selfish?i can too..i left band aside..wasting my time!don fucking ask me to find sponsor and once i get a company and get performance then everybody never practice!performance is anytime!perform 67 on stage?


so i choose to help out my father.i feel he got lot of accounting work..so i choose to help him even i dn like tis career..morning my father was like glad that i help him..after at night i told him i going out tmr..to visit my babysitter and go sg long..and he told me i cnt help him..i cant handle his job..i am idiot..go and take ur guitar and walk outside play like beggar..they never knw how bad they hurt me ..guitar was my hobby and my love instrument,.they just... mother just talk bullshit and add oil to fire..wat kind of mother is this ..is like she so wan family argue!evil!fuck!
i am sick of tis!i cant sleep! do they care?
and who does!
i learned..ah liang dont be so naive..
is time to grow

Love mom

My life is like different from people..is kinda hard for me to get what i wan and what i need...
my life is LOCKED by my parent...without their permission i cant do what i want...if i like that thing and my parent dont like..they will never allow me to have it...my life was controlled..my dad control me till not too over..but my mom..worst..is over...She is fucking over control me..i had enough of such fucking boring life!!!Dont force me !!iam not kid anymore..let me make my choice..i need to grow...dam it...stop keeping me in house ...i cant learn things outside the world!!!
mom skill is not working!!is making me more bad..
being and bad guy or good guy..choice made by me..i never wanna be bad..but if parent non stop control me and say i will influence by ppl and become bad..i had no choice..
yeah i am not a good child for them..but i love them deep in my heart..but they dont care..they will say iam born to hurt them..iam a black sheep..just because i cant study well ..
i dont have the freedom to have a girlfriend..
before i had a girlfriend..and they try alot of way to break us up..that is bullshit!!
Iam not a girl!!
Let me grow like a man!!
i dont have the right to give comment..
they think they plan the whole road for me to walk my life is the best way to take care of me..
is so fucking wrong...
my life..decision made by me..parent can only help me to walk my road..but not ask me to stop walking my own road...
iam tired in this family..i dont wanna hate them..
iam gonna study well..get my career find $$ and have my own house and car..
sometimes i do wan to chase a girl..but i just have to control myself..iam worry that i dont have the heart to take care of girlfriend anymore... :(!!!


Ignore my mom

2 Day

OWH!do anyone know that i got a condo near leisure??lol
iam Kajang ppl ...Main house in kajang...Sub house near leisure there lol..something like picnic house..every friday go there pasar or walk or movie then go back condo sleep..next day saturday back kajang..this week friday...my friend kang,juang,yoges and special guest Arif..but b4 that me kang and yoges went to watch twilight..yeah..is always us..the guys..seldom out with girl de ba me..no girl dare to date me --..lol..there r few xiu mui mui sit infront us..so the movie start..the starting already kiss kiss..those xiu mui mui lol..good job ..after that juang and arif xame then we go pasar eat porridge..after porridge..we sit at the chow kue teow area..5 ppl 1 chow kue teow without XI HAM lol...i hate xi ham--..but all my friend like xi hum..i told them..xi hum is shit : )...in the end..the chow kue teow nobody eat..i eat few only Zzzz..we r all keep fit guy : ) ..beside us there is something that we use to play... 50sen 1 turn 1 Ball open it present inside : )...



Lol ...so 1st turn..i get the '?' box....and everybody also dont like...then i ask juang..which 1 you want...he say mushroom...and then i turn...i get the brown mushroom with eye and teeth de-- dam ugly...so he don want again..so turn again..and i get the blue turtle --...and i turn again..i get th brown mushroom ==...is getting excited lol!!!SHit iam addicted...and TURN AGAIN...F i get the blur turtle...so i give a last try..last turn....LOL..i get the red and white dot mushroom..lol...Never give up : )..so how le those keychain??all give yoges lo == and put on his car key lol


Zzz..nice 1...rm3 lol.....after that...back home~




Next Day
11oclock..they come to my condo and swim...before we swim..we go and have our Break/Lunch...all haven eat ==...so we went to eat wan tan mee and rice...as my fren arif is malay..of cuz no babi ==...but we eat lol!!juang eat cha siu...and iam so good..i tell arif that..Cha siu is not babi...Cha siu is cha siu..lol..and he will say..fuck you kok leong... : (..
after that all go to condo and change shirt...then we go swim : )

yk..very wrong lo ==

..joke de yoges..while waiting for the lift..i told yoges that i very scare when lift once open then got ppl..then he say yeah yeah..so i just WOOOOOO once the lift open..and he jump ==...but he did revenge..when i goin to toilet..then yoges hide inside...and he just WOooo me agian..then i run out from toilet and almost fall down..==..after swim then go back condo bath..omg dam tired..and all nap in room le...after that go back lo...and i lock yoges and yk : )



on the way to sg long and have our dinner...arif driving..and i did something to arif..




and he duno..Zzzz..he just go over it ..and the machine wrote Kad tidak sah lol...and the end...
argg...tired...cant write anymore...night : (

Is about my Precious band

The day i like to sing and perform on stage is when i was age11....and i always DREAM to be a superstar ..wanna solo on stage...then i form a dance group at school in age 14...which is Popping dance..and everybody love it :)...and we cancel the group...till age 15 ..i form a band with my friend..we were all classmate...4 person..band name Quarters..
and problem problem problem...and 2 ppl left the band...and just me and Juang left in the band..
we both don wanna disband..so we find ppl and form another band name Queensheart...now my band got 5 ppl..and is awesome.. :)..still there is problem in band..but this time..we talk about heart..1 heart..whatever problem also solved...soon we will have performance...probably cover people song..if we got enough time to finish compose our own song..then +1 le :)... i dont have parent sponsor for classes and instrument...they never wan me to sing~..i never give up..I wan Q.M know by everybody..and make friend proud to have me : )..iam walking this road..all by myself and with the help of my bandmate...is a dream..and i hope..may dream come true...

Tata